Direct Messages

and do everything to u

smh

you're so adorable

2:12 PM

you're perfect

US

2:12 PM

this can literally be us irl

:)

yk

2:13 PM

i think abt last year's winter and how it was lowkey good

2:13 PM

this year's gonna be even better i think

in delhi? not a chance

kyun

2:19 PM

nvm delhi sucks

lol

it's okay mai aunga tumhare paas

its so cold here

(if u get time and parents allow ik you'll be studying for ur boards its okay)

i literally die

2:20 PM

and

2:20 PM

my nose is red like fucking

2:20 PM

rudolf

2:20 PM

and pale

2:20 PM

like

2:20 PM

wtv i still like it better summer has SO MANY INSECTS

2:20 PM

i hate insects

i like summer

2:21 PM

but i like u more

2:21 PM

so i like winter

arre

2:21 PM

you dont have to like what i like

2:21 PM

to like me

Shea

wtv i still like it better summer has SO MANY INSECTS

yeah but like the insects only bite once and then go away to do their own thing

i hate insect bites :(

AW

2:21 PM

don't worry i'll bite u so the insects know not to bite

and theyre so creepy

2:21 PM

that makes no sense

agreed i hate when insects crawl on your skin

2:22 PM

like on my skin

2:22 PM

ykwim

2:22 PM

feels so weird

2:22 PM

there was this spider on my cycle's tyre jaise hi chalana start kiya it got squashed

no shit

2:23 PM

rachit

2:23 PM

welcome to earth

2:23 PM

and

2:23 PM

rotational motion?!

i know it was just fascinating as fuck

lmfao

2:23 PM

me when fruit ninja

bro's jsut chilling on my tire and next second boom bro's in the backrooms

me when 3

do u like fruit ninja

i havent played since i was 5

2:24 PM

or sum

that's sad

2:25 PM

when u get ur phone back u have to install rider and play it once

no

2:25 PM

also brb laptop

Shea

no

pretty please

Shea

also brb laptop

okay

back

2:35 PM

privacy

Shea

privacy

didn't understand

i mean

2:36 PM

cs lab vs laptop

oh yeah no ofcourse

2:36 PM

do u wanna try calling for 10 rn if possible

2:37 PM

it's okay if it's not

cant

okay baby

2:38 PM

kal the coach would make us run 5 kms again but thankfully i had my quiz so i got to skip

2:39 PM

*would have made us run

OH

2:40 PM

how was the quiz

i made a silly mistake

2:40 PM

so annoying

2:40 PM

I KNEW THE CONCEPT AND LIKE I'D GET THE CORRECT ANSWER

2:40 PM

but no

2:40 PM

sigh

2:40 PM

i got a full in my csd labs and quiz

ofc

2:41 PM

its okay bbs

sigh

2:41 PM

ur my support

2:43 PM

15 minuts its wild

2:46 PM

no take ur time

2:46 PM

we'll talk at 5 or whatver

2:47 PM

love when u speak hindi bro

baby fr it's gonna be like 3:15 max when i take my time

2:47 PM

trust me

Shea

love when u speak hindi bro

oh fr?

yea fr

satan

trust me

i do

ye bhi theek hai

but i want u to

2:47 PM

take ur

2:47 PM

time

2:47 PM

sh

2:47 PM

smh

okay i will

yea

2:59 PM

okay im listening

2:59 PM

ur adorable

2:59 PM

bhai

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

ME

3:03 PM

all mine

3:03 PM

no one else can have u

3:03 PM

if anyone thinks they can they're in a serious situation because I'm vengeful as fuck

Shea

ur adorable

never know how to reply to compliments

3:04 PM

lmfao

3:04 PM

im so in love

i love you moree

3:08 PM

fr

me n who

wdym me and who

3:09 PM

you know it's only me and u

right

3:09 PM

me n u

no one else

3:10 PM

only us

mhm

i miss u

im here

3:39 PM

work naaa

Shea

work naaa

yeahh

3:43 PM

two mins I'll finish this

smh

3:50 PM

take more

nahi ho gaya

3:51 PM

im speed because you're myqueen

3:55 PM

god

3:59 PM

crime

4:00 PM

what language

nvm

Shea

crime

i heard you like bad boys i collect linked lists into an array

4:01 PM

cue

4:01 PM

t

i love u

4:01 PM

mera csd lab ka kaam ho gaya btw

4:01 PM

now I'm just passing time

w me

4:14 PM

aww

passing time is when ur doing something when ur bored

4:14 PM

i spend time with u

4:14 PM

with the purpose of spending time with u

4:15 PM

i don't talk to u only when i'm bored i talk to u all the time

awh baby

4:15 PM

cute

baby i love u

4:16 PM

a lot

i know

4:20 PM

u do

yeah but I haven't gotten to express it properly

aw

yk

4:28 PM

when i was like

4:28 PM

13

4:28 PM

i was so insecure abt my looks i was desperately looking for any help I could get on the internet

4:28 PM

there was this thing called mewing i found out abt idk if u know or not

4:29 PM

i got into that

4:29 PM

my jaw was hurting like shit but I did it anyways because good looks and I wanted a good jawline

i have no clue what that is

4:31 PM

but

4:31 PM

U have an awesome jawline bbs wym

Shea

i have no clue what that is

that doesnt make

4:32 PM

sense

4:32 PM

at all

Shea

U have an awesome jawline bbs wym

im doing way better than I was like when I was 13 because I realised looks aren't my main selling point anyways but I still get insecure sometimes

4:32 PM

but I was just telling u bcs i wanted to share

i love you

Shea

that doesnt make

basically if u touch ur tongue to top of mouth it's supposed to remove any semblance of a double chin by tightening the skin below

4:33 PM

i still do it subconsciously sometimes

Shea

i love you

i love you moreee

smh such shit

it's supposed to work but yeah i stopped believing in all that shit

4:35 PM

soap

yardley omg

4:38 PM

childhood stuff

it was cheap

i remember

4:39 PM

like

they also had Adidas which was like fuckin 1600

my grandma or someone having a small powder

there's no way I'm paying more than 500 for smth i rub my balls with

bottle

4:39 PM

Shea

my grandma or someone having a small powder

of yardley?

idk maybe

ooooooo

4:39 PM

ask her

dead lol

oh fuck sorry

lmfao its ok

sigh

4:43 PM

I'll buy some food from the arcade after class I'm so hungry

mhm

class over

YAY

gimme like 10 hostel pahunch jaunga

okay darling

baby hi

5:07 PM

im here

5:07 PM

sorry to keep u waiting

its okay :)

how's my girl

im so happy rn

5:11 PM

i love yy

5:11 PM

you

i love you too :)

5:11 PM

wyd are u working

no

5:12 PM

i was waiting for u

5:12 PM

wyd

aw

5:12 PM

do u wanna try calling

Shea

wyd

literally just sitting and talking to u

i cant today sorry

5:12 PM

bcs teachers wont

hey it's okay don't be sorry

let me sit out

5:13 PM

and everyones in class

aw

5:13 PM

dw it's okay

5:13 PM

do u want me to podcasy

5:13 PM

podcast

just text me?

okay

thanks

literally what for

5:15 PM

anyways you're here till 6?

yeahhh i am

gonna be the best 20 mins of my life

5:19 PM

*40

5:19 PM

sigh

5:19 PM

yk today it was so hot out that i got a headache

5:19 PM

abhi maine room me ac chalaya

have water pls

5:21 PM

dont wanna have u dying

okay wait

5:21 PM

had water

5:21 PM

when she wants me alive

yk tedx is day after tomorrow

5:22 PM

sm work at night

5:23 PM

omg pls dont exert urself

5:25 PM

yeah all rounder shawty

5:25 PM

pls keep in check

5:26 PM

rachitttttt

5:26 PM

smartasssss

5:26 PM

ur all the labour shawty

kya hua

Shea

ur all the labour shawty

i just wanna be ur personal labour

5:26 PM

tumhaare saare kaam karunga

smh

arre sach me

rehne do

if ur craving anything at any hour im ur go to man

ur my only man

i can get u brownies at 3 am

Shea

ur my only man

i wanna be ur one and only forever

:)

yk

5:31 PM

this is my apple music playlist right

5:31 PM

guess what else i have in there

god

5:31 PM

what else

STOP

5:33 PM

you dont realise the immense happiness i get upon hearing your voice randomly while going thru my day

5:34 PM

you're in my music too now

5:35 PM

i forgot what it had bro

it was just a random message u sent me

5:36 PM

saying you were proud if me and shit

no i know

5:36 PM

i remember that

5:37 PM

i just dont ermember all of it

5:37 PM

also i gtg at 650

5:37 PM

550*

OH AWE OH FUCK

5:37 PM

i was happy

damn

5:37 PM

okay ill go at 6

5:37 PM

but then i saw 550 not 650

Shea

okay ill go at 6

fr?

dont do that i do handshakes with friends

5:38 PM

with u im not settling for anything less than kisses

‍❤️‍

‍

YES US

<3

i apply chain rule with constraints on the neck

yeah ok king

arre maine joke maara

5:45 PM

hasna tha

smh

how i wanna make every moment special for u

awwww'

5:47 PM

ily

ilyt baby

:)

us except im never gonna object even if we have the same convo a million times (edited)

scarlet is outtt

matlab

satan

us except im never gonna object even if we have the same convo a million times (edited)

smh me nu

satan

matlab

dojas

5:50 PM

new album

oooooooooooooo

5:50 PM

fun fact

5:50 PM

never listened to her

what.

yeah

5:51 PM

idk the thing is

5:51 PM

with mainstream artists

5:51 PM

everyone's talking abt them all the time

5:51 PM

everyone's like you gotta listen to this or that

5:51 PM

or like this album was the absolute best

5:51 PM

or like that was trash

5:51 PM

or there's some or the other lore to the album or smth and everyone knows it

5:51 PM

and it somehow feels like it gets too overwhelming for me idk how

5:52 PM

so i just listen to whatever artists i get recommended

5:52 PM

i've listened to in your eyes and jealous that's it

accha

5:54 PM

okay i gtg

5:54 PM

tty tmrw

okay

5:55 PM

i'll miss u baby

5:55 PM

i love you

me 2 byeee

bye

ly

ill think of u

5:55 PM

tonight

5:55 PM

while working surrounded with people who aren't you

5:55 PM

and can't be anywhere close to u

5:55 PM

ur way above everyone

https://open.spotify.com/track/56uOalQCSny79UjPrefkHy?si=0bd0a3f5f31d430a

okay ill listen

mwa

:)

bro

6:01 PM

4 more mins

YAY

me and u

6:02 PM

us

cant believe u love me that's so perfect

6:02 PM

like

6:02 PM

the girl i love more than anything else loves me too

6:02 PM

that's awesome

<3

i'd do anything for u my love

6:04 PM

and ill always have ur back and love u

6:04 PM

ur name

i really miss u

6:38 AM

a lot

hiii

8:53 AM

perfect boy

HEY BABY

8:53 AM

i didn't sleep all night

why wtf

we're in a hackathon

8:56 AM

but i missed u so much

8:56 AM

like

8:56 AM

i wanna code w u

bhai

8:58 AM

sapna just fed me a whole

8:58 AM

fucking homemade handmade

8:58 AM

laddoo and it was huge

8:59 AM

and i think im not gonna have

8:59 AM

anything the entire day today

8:59 AM

her mom made it for me!?!?!

sigh

satan

we're in a hackathon

YO WILD

8:59 AM

WHAT R U MAKING

okay baby

8:59 AM

but i really hate how she's gonna switch

yeah

8:59 AM

i told u na

8:59 AM

shes like that

8:59 AM

i dont expect anything

9:00 AM

she said

Shea

WHAT R U MAKING

is it okay if i tell u it in a vn later

literall

9:00 AM

y

too much to type

like im her CHILD

satan

too much to type

okay honeybooo

Shea

like im her CHILD

i dislike her very strongly

so when are u

Shea

okay honeybooo

baby u made me SO HAPPY

9:00 AM

like

busy till

i was tired as fuck

im guessing entire day?!

YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN PROGRAMMING SINCE 10 pm

9:01 AM

straight

ur so smart what can i say

9:01 AM

hardowrking

9:01 AM

Shea

im guessing entire day?!

no we'll be done by 11 am i think

Shea

ur so smart what can i say

i think you'll like what we made

ofc

9:03 AM

ill like it

9:03 AM

hubby lmk when ur done yeah?

no baby i wanna talk to u

then i can tell u to eat sleep n shit

9:03 AM

:so'

9:03 AM

bro

Shea

then i can tell u to eat sleep n shit

i'm thinking of skipping breakfast

what

9:03 AM

no

9:03 AM

ur not

9:03 AM

doing that tf'

but i'm working

have something na

chips?

so unhealthy

9:04 AM

but ok for now

9:04 AM

ig

i'll have lunch pakka

<3

satan

i'll have lunch pakka

(probably)

u will

okay i will

9:05 AM

because i love u

yayyy

doesn't look like much but the backend is crazyyyy

OFCOURse it is

9:10 AM

hey im so proud of you

made everything worth it :)

stop im frrr

9:11 AM

ur amazing regardless of what i say

Shea

ur amazing regardless of what i say

but i get really happy when i get validation from u

ofcourse

9:14 AM

ur so cool :)

9:14 AM

i love you

i love you too

9:14 AM

no better way to start my morning

r u busy

9:14 AM

rn

9:14 AM

rn

kyun

batao

im always free for u

arre

9:15 AM

stop being a green flag

9:15 AM

rn

arre

9:15 AM

lekin pyaar karta hu tumse na

but if ur busy

9:16 AM

ur busy

i can take some time out to spend w u

no thanks

but i want to

honey

9:17 AM

im your long term priority

9:17 AM

work is your short term priority

9:17 AM

understand that baby

okay baby

<3

but ill still keep talking to u bcs i'd die without u

sure

9:23 AM

hubby did u have dinner

so i didn't have dinner on time

9:24 AM

but i went for midnight mess and had like two packets of maggi

9:24 AM

at 12 am

okay

is that okay?

doable

9:24 AM

not ok but doable

okay

9:26 AM

ill have food properly today pakka

u make me so happy literally ring me

I WANT TO

9:29 AM

im gonna make u mine for life

9:30 AM

what my commits look like

how fun

being with u is fun

smh

9:39 AM

what even

just thinking

so whats the plan like

9:43 AM

when are u gonna submit

9:43 AM

etc

navya and all are making final submission video

9:43 AM

lalit and i are making final submission repos

9:44 AM

ayan is passed out he was lowk sick and still worked the night

9:44 AM

submission by 11

ahhh i see

9:46 AM

how big is the team

6 people

9:46 AM

navya another girl and another guy

9:46 AM

they did fuck all bcs they don't have experience

9:46 AM

so they did all the video and ppt work so that was good

9:47 AM

lalit ayan and i have been coding intensively together since 10 pm

sometimes

and i'm the only one who's had no caffeine in his system

it concerns me how hard u work

9:47 AM

theni look at myself

Shea

theni look at myself

reasons why we are the perfect couple

so real

as real as my love for u

9:48 AM

i get inspired by u

dont i suck

9:52 AM

you're my perfect girl

mr perfect

9:54 AM

im sitting in comp lab

sit in my lap

stop now i want to

you should

9:55 AM

imagine u sitting in my lap while we code

i wouldnt let u

i wanna kiss u

doesnt everyone babu

9:56 AM

y

9:56 AM

baby

but i thought u only wantedf me

ur so right

9:58 AM

i think i should leave everything and pursue music

you should leave everything and do what makes u happy

9:58 AM

that's how i wanna see u

music it is

ill fr support u

uh huh

mwah

baby

10:30 AM

submission doneee

omg slay

lalit ayan and i played fifth symphony while submitting

10:30 AM

on speaker

goodluck eventho u dont need it

full volume

SO REAL

Shea

goodluck eventho u dont need it

always need when it's from u

pls

10:33 AM

ur god

10:34 AM

https://open.spotify.com/track/2nIg85E9jxwAiSg1gbofza?si=b39fa53fe5064d31

10:34 AM

this is my theme song

what does it mean

merciless love

ooooooo

10:37 AM

i like mr loverman

yeah its super cute

Shea

yeah its super cute

it's me irl

10:39 AM

i always miss u

aw

10:39 AM

gonna listen to it rn

10:39 AM

im headed str8 forthe floor

10:39 AM

the alcohol served its tour

10:39 AM

and its headed str8 for my skin

10:39 AM

leaving me daft and dim

10:40 AM

ive got this shake in my legs

10:40 AM

shaking the thoughts from my head

10:40 AM

but who put these waves into the door

10:40 AM

i crack out and i pour

10:40 AM

IM MR LOVERMANNN

10:41 AM

AND I MISS MY LOVERMAN

and I miss my lover

IM MISTER LOVERMANNNN

10:41 AM

I MISS MY LOVERRRR

ur my lover

the ways in which u talk to me

10:41 AM

had me wishing i were gone

10:41 AM

the ways that u sy my name

10:41 AM

have me running on and on

10:41 AM

awh

10:41 AM

IM CRAMPING UP PPPP

10:41 AM

oh ur cracking up

10:42 AM

ur cracking upppppppppppppppppppppp

10:42 AM

im mr luvmannn

and I miss my lover man

10:49 AM

im back to room

sleep

10:50 AM

?

noooo

10:51 AM

abhi ill take some rest

10:51 AM

then i have to go do laundry

10:51 AM

then i have to shower

10:51 AM

phir 1 pm we have to be back at venue again for results

10:51 AM

then i'll have lunch and get ccaught up in tedx work

10:51 AM

sleep tonight

babe

10:51 AM

wtf

10:51 AM

no.

10:52 AM

go sleep

but baby

10:52 AM

there's sm work

but nothng

10:52 AM

!?!

also i wanna talk to u

sleep is literally a prioroty rn

10:52 AM

talk to me when i have my laptop

10:52 AM

go

okay but what if i wake up in like 30 mins - 1 hour that also counts right?

1 hour yeah

10:52 AM

counts

okay

10:53 AM

i love u

<3

can i get a kiss

US

mwah

ilysmm

10:53 AM

goodnight

gn

heyyy

hey baby

11:46 AM

11:55 AM

how im tryna make u look

WHER R UUUUUuuu

i fell asleep

Shea

how im tryna make u look

i love u baby

cute

12:40 PM

amazinggg

baby i love u so much

12:42 PM

ur mine

12:42 PM

forever

12:42 PM

i don't wanna letit change

12:43 PM

baby i just woke up and im so disoriented :(

12:44 PM

and really missing u

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

also ur smarter than me fyi

wtf no

satan

baby i just woke up and im so disoriented :(

heyy its okay to feel liket his rn

12:52 PM

mwah

12:52 PM

i love you so much id kiss u all over ur face rn

12:52 PM

lets get this shittt

u make me so happy baby

12:54 PM

and always make my day befter

12:54 PM

*better

12:54 PM

usss

I WANNA HUG U LIKE THIS

<3

i wanna get in ur arms and do nothing

1:01 PM

just lie in ur arms

:)

everyday I wonder how i got u to be mine bcs ur so perfect

1:10 PM

and idk how I did it but I know this that I'm grateful for u everyday

my throat hurts

1:19 PM

also

babe i miss u

how did it go

2:59 PM

i just came back

satan

also

this is litearlly my gc

Shea

how did it go

soooo

3:04 PM

we came first

3:04 PM

and I literally didn't expect to win at all

3:04 PM

like there were third and fourth years

3:05 PM

I'll explain it to u in vn

woah

3:05 PM

WOAH

3:05 PM

WHATD I TELL YOU

you believe in me more than i believe in myself

3:07 PM

i love u sm

i love u more

3:11 PM

so happy for u baby

3:11 PM

so happy

im back at hostel my love

Shea

so happy for u baby

:)

3:12 PM

baby listen are u busy

no im free

3:18 PM

in class

can we vc or podcast i wanna tell u abt the event

3:18 PM

if we cant it's okay too

podcast?

OKAY YES

3:19 PM

rn?

yes shawty

satan started a call that lasted 36 minutes 23/09/2023 3:22 PM

telll meee

3:23 PM

are u saying sum

3:23 PM

bcs i cant hear u

yeah wait lemme check permissions

oka

3:23 PM

y

wait ill rejoin

3:24 PM

sigh

yess

3:24 PM

omg

3:24 PM

hey

3:24 PM

ilym

3:24 PM

tell me

3:24 PM

yeah

3:25 PM

what was the problem statement

3:25 PM

im sure it is

3:25 PM

makes sense

3:25 PM

manipal bro

3:25 PM

manipal used to come to our school

3:26 PM

at fairs

3:26 PM

and

3:26 PM

nvm.

3:26 PM

and like

3:26 PM

ask people if. they know manipal

3:26 PM

and we'd just be like

3:26 PM

aha no

3:26 PM

and

3:26 PM

and then

3:26 PM

theyd be like yeah well

3:26 PM

and advertise the fuck out of

3:26 PM

themselves

3:26 PM

and still not get anyone

3:27 PM

and ashoka stall was full

3:27 PM

yeah ik

3:27 PM

babe

3:27 PM

okayyyy omg

3:27 PM

continue

3:27 PM

sigh

3:27 PM

yea

3:27 PM

yeah

3:27 PM

"simple"

3:28 PM

no :so

3:28 PM

b:

3:28 PM

haan yeah okay

3:28 PM

modesty

3:28 PM

i know what mlp is

3:28 PM

i think

3:28 PM

right

3:29 PM

now im connecting

3:29 PM

brh

3:29 PM

yaar aage bolo na

3:29 PM

W

3:30 PM

yeah

3:30 PM

oh

3:30 PM

right

3:30 PM

ofcours

3:30 PM

e

3:30 PM

yeah

3:30 PM

3:31 PM

yeah

3:31 PM

yeahyeah

3:31 PM

ofc it was

3:32 PM

bro

3:32 PM

this is not normal

3:32 PM

sigh

3:32 PM

bri

3:32 PM

BRO

3:32 PM

we talked

3:32 PM

about this

3:33 PM

its okay jus pls eat

3:33 PM

yeah

3:33 PM

thanks

3:33 PM

not even

3:33 PM

wtf are BISCUITS

3:33 PM

smh

3:33 PM

shawty

3:33 PM

its not real food

3:33 PM

but ok

3:33 PM

its okay

3:33 PM

just

3:33 PM

move on

mhm

3:34 PM

mhm

3:34 PM

yk u sound so cool

talking ab it

3:35 PM

smh

3:35 PM

yeah

3:35 PM

ah

3:35 PM

yeah

3:36 PM

yeah

how fun

3:36 PM

tell me everything bri

3:36 PM

o

3:37 PM

yeah

3:37 PM

yeah

3:37 PM

bro

3:37 PM

yeah

3:37 PM

got it got it

3:37 PM

yeah yeah

SMOTE

caps are scar

3:38 PM

y

3:38 PM

i knowww ily

3:38 PM

accha

3:39 PM

mhm

3:39 PM

hey also

i gtg at 45

3:39 PM

for a debate

3:39 PM

ill be back tho

3:39 PM

no ill be on

3:39 PM

just like

3:39 PM

not on call

3:39 PM

bcs

3:39 PM

debate

3:39 PM

yeah

3:39 PM

one sec

3:39 PM

gimme a sec

3:39 PM

ONE SEC

3:40 PM

sorry a bunch of people just

3:40 PM

came at me

3:40 PM

yeah

3:40 PM

continuee

3:40 PM

nono

3:40 PM

talk to her

3:40 PM

its okay

3:41 PM

yeah

3:41 PM

BRO how

3:41 PM

what do you even

3:41 PM

talk about

3:41 PM

wild

3:41 PM

with me its like

3:41 PM

half a minute

3:41 PM

every 15 days

3:41 PM

lol

3:41 PM

not even funny im disowning u

3:41 PM

man

3:42 PM

accha tell me before i leave

3:42 PM

saeme fr

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

refer diagram 6.9

smh

3:42 PM

accha

3:43 PM

i got all that can wemove on

3:44 PM

yeah

3:44 PM

ofc

3:44 PM

i would ide

3:45 PM

die

3:45 PM

lmfao

3:45 PM

one sec

3:45 PM

WHAT

3:45 PM

GIVE me a sec

3:47 PM

im sorry

3:47 PM

im back

3:47 PM

hii

3:48 PM

no actually

3:48 PM

mf dumbasses

3:48 PM

dont know

3:48 PM

how to

3:48 PM

connect to

3:48 PM

a fucking vpn

3:48 PM

like what

3:48 PM

anyway

3:48 PM

batao

3:48 PM

yeah

3:48 PM

thats

3:48 PM

so fucked up

3:48 PM

wtf

3:48 PM

WOW yeah SORRY

3:48 PM

i know

3:48 PM

but you need to

3:49 PM

like

3:49 PM

sigh.

3:49 PM

its okay

3:49 PM

yeah i trust u w that

3:49 PM

smh

3:49 PM

yeah

3:49 PM

mh

3:49 PM

m

3:50 PM

ofcourse you did

3:50 PM

i would die

3:50 PM

LMAO me n aayan are the same people

3:50 PM

oh well

3:50 PM

so fancy bro

3:51 PM

UR so real

3:51 PM

lmfao

3:51 PM

nahh wild

3:51 PM

chatgpt

3:51 PM

bro

3:51 PM

okay

3:51 PM

yeah bro

3:51 PM

but like

3:51 PM

good work im so proud of you omg

3:52 PM

served the purpose

3:52 PM

yeah i

3:52 PM

never sleep anymore

3:52 PM

i do that too

3:52 PM

listen

3:52 PM

listen

3:52 PM

no

3:52 PM

its

3:52 PM

sunrise is more about

3:53 PM

the elevation youre seeing it from, how oyu romanticise it and the music youre listening to

3:53 PM

bro

3:53 PM

fike is sunset vibe bro

3:53 PM

i know obviously

3:53 PM

smh

3:53 PM

ily

3:53 PM

WAIT

3:58 PM

back

3:58 PM

bro i hate bitches

3:58 PM

fucking

3:58 PM

wtf

3:58 PM

nothing nvm

3:58 PM

debate is in 10 minutes

3:58 PM

and

3:58 PM

this mf

3:58 PM

oh fuck brb

okayy

i think god hates when im happy

4:01 PM

just realised i lost a fucking earring AND school isnt letting me go for the debate

4:01 PM

like

4:01 PM

ugh

4:01 PM

fuck life

Shea

just realised i lost a fucking earring AND school isnt letting me go for the debate

why isn't your school letting you go

some bullshit man

ill fucking fight god for you wtf is this shit

4:01 PM

like bro what

sigh

hey baby

4:26 PM

hru brn

4:26 PM

*rn

fine

4:27 PM

pissed off

4:28 PM

ill fucking debate this bitch out her office

4:28 PM

she doesnt even fucking let me speak

4:28 PM

whore

who was it

principal

oh god

4:34 PM

if you wanna talk abt it i'm right here baby

no man

4:38 PM

this shit is everyday struggle

4:38 PM

dont let it bring u diwn

4:38 PM

wyd

Shea

this shit is everyday struggle

man it sucks tho

Shea

wyd

im thinking of taking a shower but i wanna be w u

go smh

okay ill brb asap okay

yeah

baby

5:14 PM

im here

5:16 PM

btw did u delete twitter

yeah i

5:19 PM

yeah

why

5:19 PM

also i really don't wanna do laundry why does it exist

lmao

5:31 PM

theres no way around it shawty

you know

5:31 PM

i could give clothes to the laundry service

5:31 PM

but i don't trust them one bit

5:31 PM

so instead i have to suffer

aw its okay

5:40 PM

youll pull thu

5:40 PM

r

i love you

i gtg at 555

our machine is only spinning in one direction for some reason

Shea

i gtg at 555

aw okay baby

5:43 PM

I'll miss u

5:43 PM

kal i have tedx from 730 am

good luc

5:47 PM

k

5:47 PM

pls dont exert urself

okay baby i won't

Shea

good luc

thanku

<3

5:49 PM

i love you

i love you too baby

5:50 PM

waiting for the day i can hold u and tell u that i luv u

5:56 PM

btw is it too early to talk abt making u my gf

mhm

okay

5:57 PM

we'll take it slow

take it slow

6:05 PM

damn

6:05 PM

thats what i said

yeah I was repeating what u said

in bed

oh damn

6:07 PM

we can take it however you want in bed

actually nvm i like it the other way round

Shea

actually nvm i like it the other way round

yeah I thought so

6:13 PM

i like you

idk if ill be able to come on tomorrow

6:13 PM

which means im dying

6:14 PM

because im gonna reallly miss you

6:14 PM

so much

aw

6:14 PM

baby I'll miss you too

6:14 PM

a lot

6:14 PM

but hey listen

6:14 PM

if you can't come tomorrow, I'll be here

6:14 PM

day after

6:14 PM

waiting for u

6:15 PM

love of my life pretty girl

6:15 PM

don't worry okay, we can pull through one day

:(

I'll always be here for you my baby

6:18 PM

yeah?

yeah

6:19 PM

ig

6:19 PM

bye

aw

6:19 PM

bye baby

6:19 PM

i love you a lot

6:19 PM

take care okay?

tc pls

6:19 PM

mwa

be a good girl

Shea

tc pls

i will

tch make me

catching a car to Delhi on 25th

come pls

6:23 PM

baby

Shea

come pls

i fr can

okay 25th and 26th is test

6:23 PM

but 27th

6:23 PM

come over

6:23 PM

literally

parents ka number do aata hu

Shea

baby

yeah?

nothing im just

6:24 PM

idk

6:24 PM

are u busy

no my love I'm here

oh

6:24 PM

right

you have all my attention

cuz i gtg any minute

what's up

Shea

cuz i gtg any minute

okay baby

6:24 PM

are you feeling sad

6:24 PM

down

i jus wanna be w u

6:25 PM

yk

6:25 PM

like

6:25 PM

for this month

6:25 PM

all ive thought about every second is being w u

aw

6:26 PM

my baby

6:26 PM

you know how I think about where I'm gonna take u literally everywhere I go?

6:26 PM

like

yess

6:26 PM

please

I've got atleast three trips already planned for us till now

6:27 PM

and that's not to mention all the places I want to casually visit with u

6:27 PM

I'll be holding ur hand and looking into ur eyes

6:27 PM

and we won't be able to pay attention to anything around us because we'd be so mesmerised with each other

i gtg im sorry

6:28 PM

byee

hey don't be sorry okay

6:28 PM

i love you baby

6:28 PM

take care of yourself, you're my life

baby

1:31 AM

i miss you

1:31 AM

ill go sleep now

1:31 AM

goodnight

hiii

10:24 AM

gm bbs

10:24 AM

im here til 1 today

10:30 AM

hiiiiii

hi perfect girl

10:48 AM

sorry i got late

10:48 AM

so for rn im working security

keep the work going

11:03 AM

lmk when ur free

11:03 AM

and its okay if ur not yeah?

Shea

and its okay if ur not yeah?

okay my love

11:12 AM

i love u

11:14 AM

hot

ur hotter

smh

11:14 AM

no

yes

11:15 AM

because I'm a simp for u

smh

i love u my baby

im thoda busy i finally got to sit down for some time

12:10 PM

i miss u so much baby

12:10 PM

ur literally the only thought on my mind

awh

12:11 PM

no its okay pls work

12:11 PM

yeah but I'll think of u

12:11 PM

bcs ily

smh

alr i gtg byeee cyu tmrw

okay baby i love u

1:05 PM

ur the best

1:07 PM

sorry I wasn't here but I'll make up for it I promise

baby hii

8:52 PM

i'm done with everything

8:52 PM

i love u so much

8:52 PM

i wanna kiss u

Shea

you should watch a romcom w me someday

fun fact we did end up watching a rom com together

i miss u

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

the voice

3:10 PM

bro

3:11 PM

what happened to the voice

3:11 PM

lmfao

3:11 PM

pls tc

3:11 PM

and dont die

Shea

what happened to the voice

i was tired as FUCK

3:21 PM

when's ur next exam

so real

3:39 PM

tomorrow is last exam

3:39 PM

cs

OH?

today was eng land

3:40 PM

lang*

how was it

fine

okay good

4:14 PM

how well are we prepped for cs

we're never prepared for cs lol

4:15 PM

neither do we ever prepare

tbh we're literally preparing for cs everytime we are coding

4:15 PM

and we're lowkey coding all the time

im never coding anymore man

4:16 PM

also my cs paper is theory too

4:16 PM

aa

4:16 PM

like fucking

4:16 PM

definitions and formulas for row/column majr

4:16 PM

random stupid dumb shit like that

row/column what

major

like matrices wala?

sh

arre

4:34 PM

babe

4:34 PM

i love you

i gtg

okay my love

4:41 PM

tomorrow we'll get time?

baby bye take care

4:49 PM

good luck

listen rachit

5:54 PM

i think its time that you move on from me

what happened now

i think you can find other better and shit

5:54 PM

im done

but what happened

why do ihave to give a reason

idk to get closure i thought we were doing well

5:55 PM

i seriously love u alot

rachit its not gonna work out

lets just see arshiya please

5:55 PM

atleast come here once

5:55 PM

it will work out i promise

but it literally wont

5:57 PM

im not gonna be able to meet in winter holidays

5:57 PM

and thats not gonna be fine with you

5:57 PM

and then ill have boards

5:57 PM

and november month im not gonna get my laptop

i promise you that is gonna be fine with me

and then boards i wont have it

arshiya listen

and i wont get to talk to you

5:57 PM

and then ill go to fucking college

5:57 PM

and thats even ore impossible

5:57 PM

ive already kept u for long dude

5:58 PM

i dont wanna keep u longer

listen please

i think its best if we break up

5:58 PM

what

you have boards and I get that

5:58 PM

i fr can take a break for two months if u want

5:58 PM

i just want to make sure that ur with me and in my future

5:59 PM

AND COLLEGE KA WE'LL FIGURE OUT LATER

5:59 PM

literally still talk to arhaam everyday he just drove his first left handed car yesterday

5:59 PM

and I'm not just fine with waiting for u and us

6:00 PM

im happy with it if it means ur wimme later

6:00 PM

im willing to wait and put in the work i seriously love u

6:00 PM

like

6:00 PM

VERY STRONGLY

6:00 PM

i know i can't love anyone else like this

6:00 PM

i don't even want to

rachit

6:01 PM

you can love better

arshiya

im sure there are other people man

i genuinely don't want to love better and what the fuck even is better

idk youll figure it out

listen

can we stop fighting im dnoe

6:02 PM

done

6:02 PM

no

do you wanna leave

i gtg submit my laptop

Shea

can we stop fighting im dnoe

we aren't fighting what

6:02 PM

can we talk abt this tomorrow

ok

6:02 PM

sure

okay thanks

hey

no

Shea

sure

we were gonna talk about it today?

i dont wanna talk

can you give me some other time then

3:30 PM

literally weeks months anything works

3:30 PM

please

i dont wanna talk about this rn

3:34 PM

rachi

3:34 PM

t

yeah so like text me later whenever you feel like you want to?

3:36 PM

i won't text you till then

hi

HI

4:13 PM

sorry I'd fallen asleep

no its okay

i'm here now

hey baby

hii i missed u

4:32 PM

do we need to talk?

4:32 PM

like abt breaking up and all

4:32 PM

or is it sorted?

i fr feel like im not good enough for u

4:32 PM

you know baby

4:32 PM

when i'm with you

4:32 PM

i want to be a better person

4:32 PM

all the time

4:33 PM

i'm constantly making efforts to be better

4:33 PM

for you and us

4:33 PM

that's the best effect anyone's had on me so far

4:33 PM

my own parents have to constantly nag me to get better

4:33 PM

with you i just have to exist to want to be better

4:34 PM

be fr does that help in any way?

yeah but thats your perception of me right

yeah

4:35 PM

and i know it might seem like i'm just idolising you right

4:35 PM

wait can i vc and tell u this

school me hu class mein

i meant podcast karunga

earphones are very far

accha okay

4:36 PM

pretty but lazy girl (i love u)

4:37 PM

you know there's thsi girl vaani here who thinks like us

4:37 PM

i think she can be a good friend

4:37 PM

like she used to send her ex letters and shit too

4:37 PM

so

4:37 PM

the other day

4:37 PM

i was just rambling to her abt u right

4:37 PM

i told her everything that's good for u

4:37 PM

*about u

4:37 PM

things abt u i love

4:38 PM

and even she agreed that you are quite literally perfect for me

satan

pretty but lazy girl (i love u)

hey i just came from a university visit

4:38 PM

im tired

satan

you know there's thsi girl vaani here who thinks like us

thinks like us? lol wym

also back in calcutta i once told a guy how u said to me ki i didn't have to face my insecurities alone and that guy almost got tears in his eyes instantly out of happiness and he was like "don't let her go bro"

satan

and even she agreed that you are quite literally perfect for me

because again, thats your perspective na rachit

4:39 PM

you probaby said it in a way

4:39 PM

that was exclusive to you

4:39 PM

and she reciprocated

satan

also back in calcutta i once told a guy how u said to me ki i didn't have to face my insecurities alone and that guy almost got tears in his eyes instantly out of happiness and he was like "don't let her go bro"

ok thats cute

4:39 PM

but like

4:39 PM

clearly thats BARE MINIMUM

4:39 PM

AND HE's ALSO DEPRIVED

welcome to modern dating bare minimum is coming out alive

Shea

AND HE's ALSO DEPRIVED

baby you don't know many guys have it worse than him

4:40 PM

but i'm not here to compare

4:40 PM

i'm saying

4:40 PM

ki

4:40 PM

just be with me i promise i will figure out a way to make you see yourself the way i see you

4:40 PM

the way you are

4:41 PM

and i'm not saying we don't have downs we both know we have had like real big downs

4:41 PM

and i've had anger and manipulation issues too

both ? lol i just see me

satan

and i've had anger and manipulation issues too

literally not even as big as my issues

that's fun in this world filled with millions i also see only you

Shea

literally not even as big as my issues

maybe that doesn't mean i'll leave

4:42 PM

the thing is

4:42 PM

i love you

4:43 PM

next time se i'm gonna have a list ready in notepad and as soon as you go "i don't feel like i'm good enough" i'm gonna read the list out loud record it as an audiobook convert it into a binary string print the binary string into a book scan the book into a pdf and send it to u in a usb drive

4:44 PM

you just have to give me time to figure out a way to communicate better but i promise i don't just see you as some perfect fantasy

4:46 PM

i know ur human too and like everyone you're most def gonna have some annoying habits too

4:47 PM

but i read somewhere ki when you like being with someone, their annoying habits are just quirks, you don't hate those it becomes a part of their personality and you love their entire personality

4:47 PM

but if someone annoys the life out of you the smallest quirk can be the biggest problem

4:47 PM

it was smth similar to that

4:48 PM

i actually don't think this will be much help but you'll have to give me time to figure out a way to communicate

4:48 PM

but i do seriously really love you, the love that makes sure i'll stay and have your back through the toughest times

4:48 PM

i should've made this into a letter man

satan

i know ur human too and like everyone you're most def gonna have some annoying habits too

hey do i have those? i need u to elaborate

4:48 PM

thanks

baby everyone has those

4:49 PM

if we're to do this you'll have to list mine too

bro

4:49 PM

but u dont have any

4:49 PM

literall

4:49 PM

y

i do do u want me to start listing

4:49 PM

mine

bro thats invalid

4:49 PM

you cant call yourself annoying

4:49 PM

i literally live with myself ofcourse i can

4:50 PM

you won't believe how many times my brain has refused to get out of my head

ok

4:50 PM

irrelevant

4:50 PM

list mine

okay i'm being fr here

4:51 PM

but i genuinely don't have a list off the top of my head

4:51 PM

i'll have to think into it

ok

i love you

yeah

okay there's one thing

4:54 PM

and idk if it's a you thing or an us skill issue

4:54 PM

but i feel like sometimes when you spiral i'm unable to communicate to you

4:54 PM

ykwim

4:55 PM

i feel like that's a thing that can be solved only by being like right next to each other holding hands and stuff

true

4:56 PM

i get you

4:56 PM

but when i spiral

4:56 PM

like im spiralling rn

4:56 PM

i can like

4:56 PM

rebuttal any and every point you have

4:57 PM

i just think its a me probelm

4:57 PM

problem

okay I've seen this text I'm gonna reply asap but I have to run and cycle to d block rn gimme like 1 min

4:57 PM

i love u

what. omg ok

4:58 PM

tc

5:02 PM

i have a question

5:02 PM

how do u feel about snu like as a uni

Shea

how do u feel about snu like as a uni

genuinely it feels like a good place

5:10 PM

i just dislike material engineering as a subject itself

5:11 PM

the maths professor here is the fucking best in the world I'd leave harvard for him

5:11 PM

physics professor does the job but physics tutorial ka professor is again the fucking best

5:11 PM

courses are hard for some people to follow that works on your personal speed

5:11 PM

u can always join a study group or ask your profs for help

5:12 PM

oh fun fact now we have to go to the nationals hackathon on behalf of SNU so our faculty point of contact assigned us a server computer in the datacenter for model training and running our site and all that

5:13 PM

it doesn't have ssh access tho whenever we need to work we have to go to the datacenter to access it

5:13 PM

bcs network security

yeah

5:14 PM

but thats sooo coool

I KNOW RIGHT

sooooOOOOoo cool

IVE BEEN DYING TO TELL U IT

awestruck

YESTERDAY THE MOMENT SHE TOKD US "YOU CAN HAVE A SERVER" IVE BEEN SMILING EVER SICNE AND SHE WAS LIKE "he's just here for the server lmao look how excited he is"

5:15 PM

but yeah that's the thing there's less people here and good people so you get access to a lot of opportunities and resources too

5:15 PM

i know members in all the clubs personally so that can come really handy

yes omg

5:16 PM

fr

5:16 PM

this is why

like the head of the google developers student club loves me because he's seen my resume

i wanted this for u

Shea

i wanted this for u

:)

less people more access

5:16 PM

stronger sense of community

YEAHHH

i just hope you have

also delhi

like

5:16 PM

competition

5:16 PM

in class

5:16 PM

and shit

oh no I don't

man

5:17 PM

sucks

5:17 PM

wtf

gdsc ka head said you have to keep doing your own shit and competing online just don't let yourself get loose here

5:17 PM

there's ayan and pustak they're really good at cs but they're not as driven i think

5:17 PM

but yeah actually they are competition

no im talking like

5:17 PM

in general

5:17 PM

not just cs

5:17 PM

with math and physics

oh padhai me there's a lot of competition

5:18 PM

because those who got admission thru jee

good good

know their shit

keep grinding

5:18 PM

i know ur a practical person, me too

5:18 PM

but keep grinding theory to the top

5:19 PM

tryna be summa cum laude

yeahh

ok

i love u

5:19 PM

and u motivate me a lot

aw ty

:)

5:20 PM

baby are ur exams over

yeah

5:22 PM

today

5:22 PM

i talked to

5:22 PM

prior research assistant

5:22 PM

at imperial

5:22 PM

first of all she was so hot

5:22 PM

second

5:22 PM

she couldnt get over me

Shea

first of all she was so hot

mhm

so now im gonna write a research paper w her HAHAHA

5:22 PM

i mean hopefully.

told u ur the best but you never listen

shutup literally im not

5:24 PM

like seriously

5:24 PM

she was giving a talk

5:24 PM

and asked for questions

5:24 PM

and she was going on about research work

5:24 PM

and sapna kept looking at me to ask questions

5:25 PM

and so i genuinely asked

5:25 PM

one about the research ethic, targeted journals and prof-student mentorship

5:25 PM

and then i think she fell in love with me

5:26 PM

and then she said "congrats to you sapna for having such students, she's asking about research work rn"

5:26 PM

and i was just like bruh

5:26 PM

bcs ive already written one research paper

5:26 PM

then

5:26 PM

they talked about blockchains

5:26 PM

OHMYGOD

5:26 PM

I MET THIS V VVVVV COOL PROF

5:26 PM

anyways

Shea

they talked about blockchains

then sapna talked about my research paper bcs of this

5:27 PM

then after her talk SHE approached me

5:27 PM

and like

5:27 PM

literally kept talking to me

5:27 PM

it was like she WANTED to connect so bad

5:27 PM

and i didnt really want her?

5:27 PM

but then i got to know shes an imperial research assistant prof

5:27 PM

so i asked her if she wants to connect

5:28 PM

and she smiled so wide

5:28 PM

and then i was in

5:28 PM

school of modern media

5:28 PM

we were talking about the most basic shit

5:28 PM

UNITY

5:28 PM

ar/vr

5:28 PM

and so on

5:28 PM

there was a talk on generative AI

5:29 PM

and they asked the most basic questions and obviously

5:29 PM

i knew them

5:29 PM

and no one else kinda did

5:29 PM

so all those doctors were in love with me

5:29 PM

i really actualy learnt nothing substantial

5:29 PM

i just got good connections

5:29 PM

so now i can continue my research work

5:29 PM

with mentors

5:29 PM

and ohmygod rachit

5:29 PM

this guy

5:29 PM

one of them

5:29 PM

is so cool

Shea

I MET THIS V VVVVV COOL PROF

2 original GOD level patents

5:30 PM

us patents

5:30 PM

and

5:30 PM

my research paper fell right under his feild

5:30 PM

he was school of computing ka dean

5:30 PM

and i was so glad

5:30 PM

i think i might even land a post school internship and prof assistant job

5:30 PM

lets see

god im genuinely so happy for u

5:31 PM

like

5:31 PM

i can't explain it rn

5:31 PM

if only u were in my arns

5:31 PM

arms

aw

5:32 PM

like I'm SO PROUD OF U

5:32 PM

also fuck i gtg for a quiz brb in like 10-20 mins

oh

i love you

okay bye!

that bye is scary

im not getting my laptop tomorrow btw

whyy

school sucks

hey it's okay

5:51 PM

I'll wait for u

ok

when do u leave

730

oh fuck okay you're here

5:52 PM

good

yea

wyd

6:03 PM

ok fo sho gan

6:03 PM

g

love u more

okay I'm back at hostel

6:09 PM

im so proud of myself for not getting into any cycling accidents so far

yes!

baby

6:14 PM

are you okay

6:14 PM

like fr

6:15 PM

it's been so long since I've asked you how you've been

6:15 PM

is everything going okay how are you feeling

6:15 PM

i care abt u

im

6:16 PM

i think

6:16 PM

idk

6:16 PM

actually

6:16 PM

but ill ve fine

you can talk to me abt whatever whenever

6:17 PM

if u feel like it

6:17 PM

that's literally my entire purpose

6:22 PM

do u want tedx pics

yess

aw

6:23 PM

babyboyy

gay bro

no

gayyyy

6:24 PM

i only love u fuck off (edited)

smh

id smash

who

u ofc

6:25 PM

ahahahaha

6:25 PM

def not her

im done w life

sorry

6:25 PM

im jk

6:25 PM

ofc u

6:25 PM

prettyboyy

smh

6:27 PM

you know that makes me insecure

6:27 PM

i love you

why

6:29 PM

does a woman make u insecure

6:29 PM

sexist

because i don't compare my entire saving grace is u somehow magically love me

Shea

sexist

yeah what abt it

6:31 PM

can i still post u letters

satan

because i don't compare my entire saving grace is u somehow magically love me

>????????

6:31 PM

wht are u talking about

6:31 PM

ur the smartest man i know

satan

can i still post u letters

sure

Shea

ur the smartest man i know

baby

6:31 PM

sigh

6:32 PM

ur the smartest person i know you see the predicament we're in

ur just lying to urself

6:32 PM

im dumb

hi dumb im in love

6:33 PM

(ur smart)

6:33 PM

i have this carton of amul milk lying around pls have it bcs i dont wanna

lol

6:34 PM

ironic

pretty pls

i will give u my food

6:34 PM

not the other way aroun

6:34 PM

d

ill bite ur neck

ok i

6:38 PM

ok

i missed you so much yesterday

6:38 PM

at night

6:40 PM

my phone's almost dead it's hanging on to life by it's last thread

im the last thread

you're the last thread my life's hanging on

6:47 PM

hey girl u wanna fall in love wimme i wont play w ur heart bcs i already play tennis and that tires me out enough

sigh

6:48 PM

whend u play it last

6:48 PM

also

yesterday

pls tc

6:48 PM

like

6:48 PM

if tennis gets too much

6:48 PM

just dont let it get too much

6:48 PM

yeah

okay

6:49 PM

but i really love playing tennis

6:49 PM

and i think i'm doing good at it again

baby im not saying dont do it

i defeated good seniors at doubles yesterday

its just giving you success validation

6:49 PM

but dont forget the priorities and the long term success

6:49 PM

<3

yes baby how can i forget that

6:50 PM

work is #1 priority

6:50 PM

but tennis is also #2 priority

6:50 PM

social life takes a backseat

no

6:50 PM

studies where

in work

6:50 PM

studies at 1.1 work is 1.2

sigh dont subset it like that

6:50 PM

ok fine

6:51 PM

i still think first two are

6:51 PM

studies and then work

okay

tennis can adjust

#0 you #1 studyes #2 work #3 tennis

bro

6:51 PM

sigh

6:51 PM

no

6:51 PM

im #4

u can't be #4 bcs ur long term priority so you'll always be #0

sigh

6:56 PM

w

6:56 PM

mf

6:56 PM

mfw reminded me of u

LITERALLY ME

lies

what do u mean lies

6:59 PM

i'm ur biggest hype man

6:59 PM

vaani loves u and she hasn't even met u she's just heard my description of u

hey i wanna talk 2 her omg

delhi aao she lives in noida

ok man

but i wanna gatekeep u

7:03 PM

the masculine urge to flex and gatekeep u at the same time simultaneously

question

ask

how often do you think about the roman empire

atleast 5 times

7:04 PM

every second

bro

7:04 PM

what

7:04 PM

stop lying

7:04 PM

theres no way

wdym there's no way

7:05 PM

yes there is

??

7:05 PM

ON WHAT BASIS

7:05 PM

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT

LMFAO i don't think abt it that frequently fr

7:05 PM

but like fairly frequently

7:06 PM

sometimes i think how cool it would be to be a warrior

like once a year

other times just imagine being a gladiator and winning a fight

sigh

Shea

like once a year

no i fantasize about being a soldier who sacrifices everything to save his army every night

7:06 PM

unironically

bro

7:07 PM

i

like you're just 20 guys against an army of thousands and you hold your positions but die fighting and then get celebrated

7:07 PM

peak male fantasy

7:07 PM

kya

how

7:07 PM

how.

7:07 PM

wtf

idk it seems appealing

i could never

would most def die in war given the chance

7:09 PM

wait lemme find a meme that accurately explains it actually

im disowning u

KYUN

7:10 PM

FOUND IT

7:10 PM

this is me

lmfao

7:10 PM

this is fr u

7:10 PM

how.

wdym how

i dont get it

7:11 PM

ive just thought

7:11 PM

like

7:11 PM

its so dumb

7:11 PM

glorifying war and fighting over land

7:11 PM

i can never get it

yeah that's the thing

7:12 PM

war is glorified as fuck in media and all right

7:12 PM

and it sends the message that dying in battle is manly

7:12 PM

now what happens is either

7:13 PM

guys who have been like disappointments to their families

7:13 PM

ykwim could never make your parents proud

7:13 PM

they start fantasizing abt self sacrifice and basically being worthy

7:13 PM

and according to media what is that?

7:13 PM

war

7:13 PM

and the other half are just guys who feel attacked by the feminist movement they want to "reclaim masculinity"

7:14 PM

i'm not saying feminism is wrong or anything i'm just saying they feel attacked by it

7:14 PM

that's mostly the two groups in the war self sacrifice thing

7:14 PM

does that make sense

7:15 PM

war is stupid you're literally going to die for old men playing chess on a map

7:15 PM

but it's glorified so it sounds cool

kya hua

7:18 PM

have i told you you're the only reason i'm on spotify

7:18 PM

i have

7:18 PM

i'll keep telling you

7:18 PM

if you're the reason i'm on a music platform

7:18 PM

it's a big deal

7:18 PM

you're special and no one can come anywhere close to u

damn

7:20 PM

ok king

yeah

rachi

7:21 PM

t

7:21 PM

i want to kiss u

7:21 PM

aa

7:21 PM

rn

7:21 PM

brb baby booking my cab to dehradun

read brb and got sad

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

fuck now i wanna kiss u

then read the entire thing

satan

fuck now i wanna kiss u

exactly

7:22 PM

hey what do you keep telling ur friends why do they like me sm (edited)

i wanna trace ur lips and ur jawline with my fingers and kiss ur lips softly and UGHHH

Shea

hey what do you keep telling ur friends why do they like me sm (edited)

i tell them that when i'm with u i genuinely want to be a good person

i know honey i know

how you're considerate for my feelings

made me smile

how i can genuinely trust everything you say and take it for face value

7:23 PM

like

7:23 PM

everything

<

7:23 PM

3

that's such a flex there's so many people who don't trust their partners

7:23 PM

i don't tell anyone else much abt u here tho only vaani till now

7:24 PM

i have this irrational thing where i can only tell people i lowkey trust and like about you because if i tell the wrong people abt u it'll tarnish the happiness of the memories

7:25 PM

also if i tell the wrong people they might say questionable shit about you and boy oh boy i canNOT afford to get into a full blown fight this early

u dont ever have to get a fight bcs of me baby

7:26 PM

in a*

i dont want people talking shit abt u

7:26 PM

like in general im a calm and composed person

it doesnt affect me bro im baddest bitch ever

but i cant take any shit abt u

i have hate groups and a fandom

Shea

it doesnt affect me bro im baddest bitch ever

i know ur my bad bitch but still how dare they think that abt my girl

im a mini celebrity

Shea

im a mini celebrity

i live in the shadows im batman

7:27 PM

can i be ur batman

ur my batman ofc

FUCK made my day

7:29 PM

i love you

never forget

7:29 PM

i love you

YES FUCK THAT IMAGE

7:30 PM

thats us

yesss

7:30 PM

gonna tell the next generation

7:30 PM

how you thought u were batman

7:30 PM

and youll probably still be thinking ur batman

wdym thinking i am batman

sigh

:)

i love u sooo much

7:31 PM

anyways im making a navigation model

7:31 PM

atfer boards

7:31 PM

ive decided (edited)

OH

7:31 PM

COOL

7:31 PM

HOW WHAT WILL IT DO

not that cool but im excited

COOL.

so ill feed in the demographics of the school and for visitors that wanna go from one place to another

7:32 PM

find the shortest route from their location

7:33 PM

and then 3d street view

7:33 PM

with an arrow

7:33 PM

kinda like

7:33 PM

AR

yeahhhh

whatever school needs it

7:33 PM

ill make it

when she has the coolest ideas you've heard

what

idk i'm just hyped

7:33 PM

and excited

babe ill be scared if you think thats the "coolest" idea (edited)

7:34 PM

like

SORRY i just blabber when i'm excited

7:34 PM

cute

arre

anyways

7:35 PM

im actually also planning to work on quantum for research

oh that's actually really so cool

7:35 PM

quantum computing?

7:36 PM

7:40 PM

me behaviour

yea

7:55 PM

i gtg nin 15ai gtg exactly at 812 btw

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

sigh

satan

me behaviour

Shea

i gtg nin 15ai gtg exactly at 812 btw

OKAY

7:55 PM

why exactly 8:12

because 815 i need to submit it in the other buildin

7:56 PM

g

oh you're like me

ok

7:56 PM

im gonna utilise every second out of the time we have left because i want to

ok

yes

7:57 PM

wyd

7:57 PM

i wish we had a way to communicate that wasn't as constrained yk

7:58 PM

you've always said words fall fkat

7:58 PM

flat

7:58 PM

i wish you could see my feelings

fr

7:58 PM

fr

7:58 PM

fr

my emotions

fr

7:58 PM

fr

7:58 PM

SAME

the pink glow filling my blue heart everytime you come around

wish there was an expression for true emotions

7:58 PM

not translated

7:58 PM

just pure

7:58 PM

emotions

the red aura everytime you say you love me

awh baby

7:58 PM

i love you

Shea

just pure

EXACTLY

7:58 PM

i wish we could speak in feelings

me too darling

7:58 PM

me too

Shea

i love you

i love you too

7:59 PM

so much

7:59 PM

and i don't wanna let u go for tonight

me 2

7:59 PM

its okay

7:59 PM

ill be here

7:59 PM

day after

yes

7:59 PM

we'll pull thru

7:59 PM

ill pull thru so that i can get another day with u

7:59 PM

and ill pull thru everyday for one more another day with u

8:00 PM

calvaire is a u song now

8:00 PM

idk what the fuck it's lyrics mean it just reminds me of when we started talking

br

8:00 PM

o

and i romanticise the fuck out of every moment and memory we've have

you said it reminded u of her

8:01 PM

it doesn't anymore

and ive not listened to it after that.

she can genuinely go die or live i stopped caring abt her long ago you're my everything

8:01 PM

nenither have i

8:01 PM

today

8:01 PM

apple music played it

8:01 PM

AND

8:01 PM

my first thought

8:01 PM

was u

aw

"oh damn this was when we started talking"

sig

8:02 PM

n

8:02 PM

h

8:02 PM

SIGH

also moskau too lmao

8:02 PM

i think moskau was the first song i sent to u and u were like yeah good song

?

8:02 PM

dont even remmebrberb

listen to it

8:02 PM

you will

oht

8:02 PM

this

8:02 PM

remember german arc

yea

8:03 PM

ofc

who tf

some annoying ass mf

who

irrelevant

who

but this girl called navya

say hi

she's on my hackathon team

8:05 PM

but she's also annoying as fuck

Shea

say hi

no shh i'm only talking to u now

bro my navya is a loser bitch who i bully all the time

8:05 PM

(she keeps hating on my bestie)

satan

no shh i'm only talking to u now

say hi

baad me when i have time to waste

say it rn

rn everything's urs

Shea

say it rn

no :(

do it babe

baby i wanna talk to u pls

literally saying she said hi

8:06 PM

will not

8:06 PM

make a differemce

okay did

8:06 PM

now i missed u for the entire 6 secs it took me to text that

8:06 PM

uska kya

smh

8:07 PM

we'll make up when i make u cum in 5 for 30

you won't

8:07 PM

bc saans rok lunga but i'm not cumming that fast

lmfao

8:08 PM

its gonna be so funny

8:08 PM

ill fucking time it

you know what'll be funny

8:08 PM

my stutter when we meet for the first time

8:08 PM

it'll be BAD

i know

8:08 PM

im looking forward

8:08 PM

to it

8:08 PM

<3

wdym looking forward to it stuttering sucks

8:08 PM

like imagine having to repeat the same thing four times

nah baby im used to it

and getting jammed everytime

people stutter around me its not just u

sigh

i just love u for it

when i'm not special anymore

Shea

i just love u for it

:)

8:09 PM

baby

8:09 PM

babyyy

8:09 PM

baby

8:09 PM

babe

8:09 PM

suno na

yeahhhh

8:11 PM

tell me

i luv yuouou

ilym

8:11 PM

i need this

8:12 PM

I WANT THIS

when u exist 100% of the smartest women i know are in the room

shutup

8:12 PM

smh

not kidding

8:12 PM

this girl here's planning to start looking for a rich husband by the time she's 29 if she doesn't find love at 25

8:13 PM

like i respect whatever she wants to do w her own life (edited)

8:13 PM

but oh god you

8:13 PM

you are the best

8:13 PM

you inspire me and you're what i was looking for

nah dont fw me im also looking for a rich husband by the time im 29

8:13 PM

ive just happened

8:13 PM

to have

8:13 PM

found him

8:13 PM

already

8:14 PM

sm

8:14 PM

h

lmao

8:14 PM

baby

8:14 PM

i'm broke

bro if im rich

8:14 PM

yorue rich

8:14 PM

if ykwim

i'm living off 10k in saving because i invested all my money into fitframe

8:14 PM

bro

Shea

if ykwim

communist gf

8:14 PM

accha can i refer to u as gf

8:14 PM

or too soon

let me turn 18 and have my bank tomyself

8:14 PM

ill change that

8:14 PM

too son

8:14 PM

soon

okay

Shea

ill change that

you changed my reasons to be happy

8:15 PM

this song was 2020

8:15 PM

around some of the most

okay i gtg

8:15 PM

<2

surreal moments in my life

<3

8:15 PM

real

Shea

okay i gtg

i made u late by 3 mins hehe

8:15 PM

:)

weirdo

8:16 PM

ily

8:16 PM

gn

8:16 PM

pls tc

urs

8:16 PM

i will jsut for u

8:16 PM

byee gn ilove u

btw

8:16 PM

im playing basketball

8:16 PM

and apparently im good at shooting

i suck at shooting

8:16 PM

did you start basketball or have you played before

8:17 PM

i used to play before

8:17 PM

realised tennis is the only sport i'm good at

8:17 PM

YK you should play tennis

8:17 PM

only if u want to ofc

i kinda only played once

then ur talented

but now

8:18 PM

i played full on

8:18 PM

so

8:18 PM

i figured

8:18 PM

gnnn

goodnight

8:18 PM

mwah

mwa

now the basketball court near the tennis court will remind me of u

8:19 PM

bye baby take care of urself

8:19 PM

and i love u forever

crash :(

baby

1:14 PM

i miss you

hii

3:02 PM

i love u

3:02 PM

here for 5 mins

3:02 PM

whatsup

i hate my school

3:13 PM

they said theyre taking me tomorrow for a talk

3:13 PM

for sometime

3:13 PM

ill be back b4 lunch

3:13 PM

BUT

3:13 PM

MFS DIDNT TELL ME ILL BE BACK AT 6

3:13 PM

WHAT THE UFCK

3:13 PM

LIKE ITS TAKING MY ENTIRE DAY

3:13 PM

IM AN SC

3:13 PM

I HAVE SM WORK

3:14 PM

I HAVE MY ESSAYS

3:14 PM

I HAVE SO SO SoS o SOO MUCH

3:17 PM

ly bye

BABY HI

4:04 PM

FUCK

4:04 PM

SORRY I MISSED U I WAS STUDYING

Shea

MFS DIDNT TELL ME ILL BE BACK AT 6

what the fuck

4:05 PM

how does ur school take up all ur work time and not let you have ur laptop wtf

4:05 PM

so pissed at ur school ngl

Shea

I HAVE SO SO SoS o SOO MUCH

IKR (edited)

4:05 PM

you're already burdened with work and ur school is making it worse

4:05 PM

ugh

4:05 PM

wish i could come there and help u

4:06 PM

i love you baby

4:06 PM

sorry we couldn't talk today but i'll be here for u tomorrow i promise

i miss u so much

12:49 AM

i dont ever wanna be without u (edited)

check email when you're here (edited)

hi

HEY

i did

5:27 PM

super cute

5:27 PM

hello

hello ily

5:28 PM

i missed u so bad

i have sm stories to tell

5:28 PM

and im in the lab rn

TELL

so pls

5:28 PM

like

5:28 PM

also

5:28 PM

i gtg soon im not allowed to be here

5:28 PM

ill tty tmrw ig

okayokay

im going for an out

I'll wait for u

Shea

im going for an out

YEAHH

ill have my phone and shit hopefully

good

5:29 PM

wait we can't call near ur parents right

lol yea

okay ill still keep u up at night dw

so today while shaving i somehow managed to get a cut BEHIND my ear

5:54 PM

like

5:54 PM

how is that even possible wtf

wht

6:01 PM

god i wanna kiss u there

when i'm with u

6:01 PM

i'm getting cuts all over my face while shaving

what

6:01 PM

no??

6:01 PM

god

that way i can get kisses all over my face

6:02 PM

i got a new whatsapp pfp

show

cute

i did off guard face for the funny

6:06 PM

the urge to flirt with every line i say

u could never bruh

wdym bruh

6:07 PM

I MEAN WDYM

6:07 PM

i didn't call u bruh

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Vb1cXiRAFJRNQy0pTNsRE?si=a12f612f64c14731 (edited)

6:16 PM

listen to this one

6:16 PM

please

6:16 PM

i've had it saved for a long time

satan

i didn't call u bruh

its ok if u did

satan

i've had it saved for a long time

im

6:21 PM

in

6:21 PM

school

6:21 PM

lab

6:21 PM

ill do it on my laptop

6:21 PM

remind me tomorrow

Shea

im

yeah i know i meant when possible ofc

Shea

remind me tomorrow

okay

Shea

its ok if u did

sigh

6:21 PM

today this senior paid for my food

6:22 PM

i know him from tedx he was logistics head and i helped his team out a lot

6:22 PM

i literally did logistics security content design hospitality everything

6:22 PM

and web dev that's the team i'm in

6:28 PM

baby i have tennis from 7 pm btw

yooooo

HIII?

whats up bro

planning on how to get u back to babe instead of bro

8:50 PM

i just got back from tennis

8:53 PM

i'm yet to have dinner

pls have sum

8:54 PM

and rest

8:54 PM

!

i'll go in a few

8:54 PM

i have to get back and study all night

okay

till when are u here

my throat is fucked i have to fill hot water (edited)

oh no

hii

5:54 PM

i just woke up

why discord

10:56 PM

nvm i got my answer

10:59 PM

im here btw

okay

also we can go back to wapp once you're done showering if that's okay

babe

11:23 PM

i was done long time back

11:23 PM

??

11:23 PM

lfmao

OH

11:23 PM

ykwim na

11:23 PM

i'll tell u why i do this

11:23 PM

for me

11:23 PM

i have irls friends and close family on whatsapp

11:23 PM

discord pe there's randos and some friends and u

11:23 PM

and imessage pe only u

11:24 PM

you're family so i like keeping u in the whatsapp-imessage circle

11:24 PM

only reason i use discord still is because i'm a man of habit and breaking an old habit gives me big anxiety

satan

you're family so i like keeping u in the whatsapp-imessage circle

butterflies ugh

they suit you

11:49 PM

all the time

satan

only reason i use discord still is because i'm a man of habit and breaking an old habit gives me big anxiety

bad habit ig

also because you're on discord

11:52 PM

ab bolo bad habit

bad habit baby

11:53 PM

im the bad habit what were u thinking

11:53 PM

im here to work lol

11:53 PM

and im dying

kyun

move on

Shea

im the bad habit what were u thinking

you're literally the only thing keeping me going i will not have this slander against the woman i love

Shea

move on

?

i mean lets let it be and move on

oh accha

11:54 PM

accha be fr with me

11:55 PM

do you think i'm too needy sometimes

11:55 PM

and be totally honest i wanna know the truth

no what

11:55 PM

i dont think so

pakka?

yeah

okayy

11:57 PM

i love you

12:06 AM

i want u here

12:06 AM

pls

ME TOO

i wanna study with u by my side idc abt anything else

12:06 AM

only u me and our delusional bubble

do u have a test tomorrow or something

12:06 AM

are u just studying to study

i have midsems next week

satan

only u me and our delusional bubble

who says we're delusinal

12:06 AM

delusional

satan

i have midsems next week

woahh

12:06 AM

how prepared do u feel tho

Shea

who says we're delusinal

sigh

Shea

how prepared do u feel tho

i got a full in the csd quiz so that's done already

12:07 AM

physics i covered till lecture 12 in 3 hours that day in the library

12:07 AM

the rest of the 7 lecs ill do in the 3 days i have before physics exam

12:07 AM

i'll try to finish maths by tonight or latest tomorrow afternoon

12:07 AM

phir baith ke ill memorise med

12:07 AM

my sched is

12:08 AM

3rd ko med

12:08 AM

4th ko csd

12:08 AM

5th ko maths

12:08 AM

9th ko physics

okay

12:12 AM

goodluck

12:12 AM

<3

thanku

12:12 AM

i wanna be with u tho that's the only way to properly study

12:12 AM

not able to focus unless i'm resting my head on ur lap

ill leave u alone tho

12:12 AM

study

12:12 AM

<3

NO

12:13 AM

baby don't leave me alone just keep taling

12:13 AM

talking

12:13 AM

pls

aw

12:14 AM

i missed you so much at this time

12:14 AM

of the night

12:14 AM

you know

12:14 AM

like everyday

ME TOO

id be so sad

youknow you know

in the dorm rn

12:14 AM

but

12:14 AM

idk

Shea

but

but?

12:14 AM

i was so happy today because i had the slightest hope that we would get time late at night today

12:14 AM

because

12:15 AM

late night time with u is the best time of the day

:)

12:16 AM

i wanna be w u

12:16 AM

rn

its okay if thats a no

12:21 AM

aaaa why dont half my messages deliver

12:21 AM

EVER

SAME

i said

wait wait wait

12:21 AM

i think discord is acting up

hey im really sad would it be okay if i could get 5 minutes w u

5 minutes?

12:21 AM

you have the entire night

12:22 AM

what's up baby talk to me i'm here

idk i just

12:22 AM

i just wanna be with you man im sorry

hey baby

12:22 AM

don't be sorry okay

12:22 AM

i'm all yours

12:22 AM

rightfully yours

and i know being apart sucks but you can crib about it all you want to me because same

12:23 AM

and soon we won't have to crib about it

12:23 AM

you want me to podcast would that help?

i really wish i could do tha tman

12:24 AM

i love u

12:24 AM

and hearing u

12:24 AM

talk

i know baby

12:24 AM

i love you too

and you know

12:24 AM

listen to me okay

mhm

you don't

12:26 AM

ever

12:26 AM

have to be sorry for being sad

12:26 AM

or needing me

12:26 AM

or anything of that sort okay?

12:26 AM

i know sometimes you have trouble believing

12:26 AM

but i love listening to you share your problems with me

12:26 AM

whatever makes u sad

12:27 AM

even the things that might seem small and trivial to you

12:27 AM

i wanna share my entire life with you problems are just the beginning

12:27 AM

i'm yours and don't ever be sorry for asking for what's yours

satan

or anything of that sort okay?

i love yuo

i love you too my baby

btw u can still talk to me if ur sad or u need me i'm right here

no u study

baby

12:43 AM

just trust me okay i'm studying too

12:43 AM

but ur really important to me

12:44 AM

talk to me

nono

12:45 AM

im good

for real?

yea

okay

12:48 AM

i'm still here

what function does a mathematician use to track his expenses

dude

1:03 AM

revenue and cost function

no

1:03 AM

cos(t) function

bruh

1:03 AM

don't bruh me

1:03 AM

ily

I SAID THE SAME THING

1:04 AM

"no"

1:04 AM

bicthass

because i had to make the joke

yeah yeah

1:04 AM

fake

but i love u na

1:04 AM

i get a pass

1:09 AM

randomly saw this notif in my notif drawer and got so happy

YAYYY

ilyy

why and how are u not tired

1:22 AM

I'm dead and I can't think

1:22 AM

and I need to do sat

Shea

why and how are u not tired

idk i'm just happy to be here with u

1:23 AM

also if i don't study cgpa gir jayegi so i can't afford to be tired

Shea

and I need to do sat

aw

1:23 AM

it's okay you'll pull thru

ig I'll sleep

1:25 AM

what time do u wake ul

1:25 AM

up

when do u want me to

when do u wake up.

idk

1:26 AM

latest by 8 i think

I'll call u in the morning

1:26 AM

oh cool

PAKKA?

yeah

what time what time

I hate my voice actually I might change decisions

1:26 AM

idk whenever I get up

1:26 AM

def after 8

Shea

I hate my voice actually I might change decisions

you know i'd die if there was no more your voice in this world

1:27 AM

nothing worth living for anymore

Shea

def after 8

okay cool

1:27 AM

whenever ur about to call me give me a call

u think ur funny.

yeahh

1:29 AM

are you gonna sleep

u want me to

1:32 AM

u sound dead tbh ur busy

no

1:32 AM

i'm not busy i'm here

Shea

u want me to

see that's a paradoxical question

1:33 AM

because

1:33 AM

i want you to get all the rest you can

1:33 AM

BUT

1:33 AM

at the same time

1:33 AM

i'm a selfish prick so i wanna spend whatever time we have left together before you go back to central prison

I'm here then

AWESOME

1:38 AM

i love you so much

I lov u

1:41 AM

tooo

1:41 AM

e

<4

1:41 AM

im still sososososososososososo

1:41 AM

happy

1:41 AM

to be getting a late night w u

1:41 AM

late nights are so nice

I love you baby ur adorable

nou i love u

1:47 AM

how to articulate

come home in my arms baby I'll articulate all ur feelings on ur chest

fuck

1:48 AM

I WANT TO

1:48 AM

you know

i know

i'm not much of a talker

1:48 AM

like

evidently

i'll just hold ur hand and lean on u and that's how i communicate

perfect I talk alot anyway

GOOD

1:49 AM

i love hearing u talk and listening to ur voice

1:49 AM

u do the talking ill do the listening

excuse me i think i lost my heart to u

2:06 AM

last year

chhune dee

2:41 AM

hoth tereeee

2:41 AM

zara sanso me

2:41 AM

apni

2:41 AM

basaaaaa

goodmorning

hey

7:16 AM

sorry I died last night ig I was super tired (edited)

HI

Shea

sorry I died last night ig I was super tired (edited)

hey i know that's okay

7:29 AM

i love you

okay

7:35 AM

ily

wyd

writing LOR cheatsheet

ooooooooo

ily

8:53 AM

woke up again i slept at 4

why omg

8:57 AM

u could've studied subah

nahi na

8:58 AM

raat me I studied

okay

9:00 AM

I'm just saying u could've slept and studied that ij the morning

haan

9:37 AM

but nvm ab to ho gaya

9:37 AM

now i miss u

okay

YES HU

9:50 AM

HI

i wanna bake cakes w u in the kitchen where we're just lost in each other's words and company and completely forget about baking (edited)

9:59 AM

just me n u

:)

opened yt and this is the first short i see

10:08 AM

nvm pics not going

10:09 AM

basically "pov you're in a healthy relationship" or some shit

10:09 AM

so now I've disabled yt on my phone it can go fuck itself

sigh

one day I'm gonna hold u and sit with u

10:19 AM

and then i won't be afraid of any reels or shorts

when do u have to leave

lmfao

12:48 PM

soon I'm showering rn

12:48 PM

then I go to pick up bro

okay i'll go shower too when u go

then I go to mall to shop

12:48 PM

then school

damn which mall can i pull over

Pacific

sorry i prefer the atlantic

12:49 PM

fun fact i actually cycled two entire kms in 3 mins

12:50 PM

with only one hand

12:50 PM

wiat i can do faster

wow ok

yeah

1:06 PM

wanna cycle wimme

sure

1:07 PM

want shower pics

YES

nuhuh

i'm done with life i'm catching the next bus to the pakistan border where i'll be painlessly shot down

1

back to the same old i miss yous

8:39 PM

but trust me I'm planning something wayyyy better

8:39 PM

because I love u

what'

11:59 AM

HI BABY

12:19 PM

i love u

heyyyyheyehy

hey love

im sorry i just found out

4:45 PM

an old online friend from orch died

oh no

4:46 PM

how're you feeling

conflicted

i'm genuinely speechless

lol

how did they die if you're okay telling me

i dont fucking know

oh okay

4:49 PM

that's so

4:49 PM

idk

4:49 PM

it's bad

no shit

4:51 PM

suicide

4:51 PM

just got to know

fuck

4:52 PM

that's just like so much to think about and process

4:52 PM

i'll listen if u wanna talk abt it

sorry im having a

4:52 PM

reunion talk

4:52 PM

w orch

4:52 PM

rn

4:53 PM

i dont wanna talk about it here

yeah ofcourse baby whatever works

4:53 PM

take ur time okay

4:53 PM

i'm right here

4:53 PM

don't be sorry

hey

5:48 PM

i hate those people

5:48 PM

moving on

5:48 PM

whats up

Shea

i hate those people

orch people?

yea

Shea

whats up

i slept at 5 am

should i rejoin teenserv

woke up and been studying material engineering ever since

Shea

should i rejoin teenserv

personally

5:49 PM

don't

5:49 PM

you hate that place

true

so do i i just haven't left it because of attachment issues but i don't use that shit

5:54 PM

lol

5:54 PM

i want 2 leave discord

we can move somewhere else we have lots of platforms

5:55 PM

once you leave discord i've no reason to be here either except for my cs groups

right

5:56 PM

nvm ill stay

do whatever you want to baby

5:57 PM

i love you

5:57 PM

sorry i'm thoda dry today i'm just tired

its okay

5:58 PM

sleep ig

i can't sleep rn

5:59 PM

i took at like 15 min nap

5:59 PM

i like being here w u

5:59 PM

like even if we aren't talking much

5:59 PM

i just like being w u

6:00 PM

you know

6:00 PM

whenever i pull late nights

6:00 PM

i miss you SOOO much

aw me 2

i've only been listening to our playlist and our songs for the past few days

ur obsessed

with u

fr

yeah because ur the love of my life

6:02 PM

copied dot to dot

:)

<3

baby till when are u here

8

GOOD

fuck

6:17 PM

i wanna hold u tight while we kiss like this

6:17 PM

like

6:17 PM

really tight

mhm

ily

i love uuuu

6:23 PM

i feel so needy

6:23 PM

rn

i'm here my baby

hii

hey love

6:23 PM

u wanna call podcast anything that's possible?

no but im also working saath me

6:24 PM

wouldnt work out

oooo haan

6:24 PM

it's okay ily

talk to me please

6:25 PM

why are u tired btw

Shea

talk to me please

okay baby i'm here

Shea

why are u tired btw

been studying since the morning

so proud of u

made me so happy

6:26 PM

today i had to get like

6:26 PM

face mask

6:26 PM

hair removal cream

6:26 PM

and aftershave from the arcade

6:26 PM

shaved today morning

awwww

what else lemme think

6:27 PM

i had lunch i'm still full for some reason

6:27 PM

nothing else much really

6:27 PM

my roommate was supposed to come back today but hasn't idk why

its okay

6:29 PM

are u okay alone in ur room

yeah

6:30 PM

also my roommate's bed is empty so i can put stuff on there

6:30 PM

wait if i wasn't okay alone in my room would u come over

6:30 PM

because then i'm not okay i'm dying alone pls come

smh

why tf did he randomly ping me

Shea

smh

ily

idk lol

college enjoy kare na wo mujhe kyu ping kar raha hai

6:32 PM

hum uska kya hi bigaade hai

6:32 PM

sometimes i randomly remember i also know bihari hindi

current life status: daydreaming

i wanna fuck youuu

that's fun because i wanna choke u

ccan i send pics

yes my love

6:41 PM

im dying god

with every pic my longing to be with u gets longer

6:41 PM

rip grammar

6:41 PM

this is how i wanna be rn

6:43 PM

bro

6:43 PM

ok

6:43 PM

ill stop

6:43 PM

sorry

NO

6:43 PM

don't stop

6:43 PM

pls

6:43 PM

i love you

6:44 PM

babyyyyy

6:44 PM

i miss u

im hereee

HI

6:46 PM

i wanna

6:46 PM

like

6:46 PM

i want u to sit on my lap right here rn

6:46 PM

and kiss u randomly while we work

6:46 PM

i only wanna breathe the same air as you or die of suffocation

https://pin.it/3eLq79Y

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YAY PINBOARD IS ACK

6:47 PM

BACK

:)

i love u

6:47 PM

i missed the pinterest

ME WHEN

you just wait some more time bcs u soon

one weekend

6:48 PM

lets rent out a hotel room its gonna be sm fun

6:48 PM

i mean if u want to

baby I'd love to

6:48 PM

like fr

yay ing

6:48 PM

omg

GOD ID DIE FOR IT

6:49 PM

fun fact I've already mentally planned my outfit for our first date depending on what's the occasion

6:49 PM

i dont think we;ll get off the bed

I'll wear my outfit into the fucking bed need to look my best with u all the time

i laughed

6:50 PM

i wanna be this

6:50 PM

us

6:50 PM

why does pinterest glitch sm it never shows all the pins

whatt

like on the board

6:53 PM

i can NEVER scroll all the way down and see all the pins

6:54 PM

the most that loads

whatt

6:55 PM

bruh

6:55 PM

reload

trieddd

6:56 PM

this is not even today ka thing bohot pehle se ho raha hai

oh

yeahh

THIS IS SO U

6:57 PM

ALSO U

"uwu"

lmfao

horny all the time fits

6:58 PM

jealous too

6:58 PM

i'm not buying a pillow your thighs are where it's at

ily

i love you more baby

never forgetting this

offer still holds

7:00 PM

always willing to carve your name

me but gf

7:01 PM

tsundere gf is so real

"subbest sub that ever subbed" totally agreed

shut up

you're literally the most sub slut i know

nah thats bcs i can be the best sub slut

7:02 PM

trust me

i trust you

or u could test it out

come over we're gonna test it out the real way

opposite

i can be overly flirty

7:04 PM

also i looked into the pinterest thing apaprently im only able to see the pins i saved

smartass

kya hua

probably sum to do w ur settings

7:06 PM

check

checked

lemme remove u and add.u again ig

reddit says it's some shit to do w pinterest implementing a filter for under 16 people and bugging the fuck out

7:08 PM

i'll create another account add that

LMAO

7:08 PM

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i have like 5 more emails and my apple id to login thru we've got a lot of tries

okay love

i love you my baby

my baby is so extra

7:09 PM

i know

<3

7:11 PM

this is so me

yeah because you're literally mine

ME N U

us

OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK PINTEREST

WHAT

7:14 PM

but in the thumbnail

7:14 PM

i'm gonna buy pinterest

678 yeah

i'm gonna find out the project manager for this

7:14 PM

and i'm gonna fire him

there are 681 pins btw

and sue him for every penny he has

oh well

Shea

there are 681 pins btw

i know and i can see only the ones i added from this acc too

awh baby

7:15 PM

im sorry

7:15 PM

u wanna have my account>

7:15 PM

?

Shea

im sorry

don't be sorry my love i love u

Shea

u wanna have my account>

no i can't take ur acc

7:15 PM

also because i'm gonna fix this shit u wait and watch

u can you know

7:16 PM

i just have a lot of shit ull have to ignore lol

but are you sure you'll be okay with it?

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7:17 PM

try again

7:17 PM

babyy

7:17 PM

wya

baby i'm here

7:18 PM

i'm trying to login to incognito

7:18 PM

then accept the invite

okay

7:18 PM

does it work

wait im logging in

7:20 PM

nooo

7:20 PM

all the pinterest devs should give up and probably start mopping floors

7:20 PM

oh fuck no people need floors to walk on what if they fuck up the floors too

the fact that it says 681 with nothing is wild

can't risk that

7:20 PM

IKR

baby calm down jaan

genuinely i've the strongest urge to punch pinterest

7:21 PM

they have the audacity to

7:21 PM

email me on the email i logged thru

7:21 PM

which is u exclusive email btw

7:21 PM

so they raised my hopes

7:21 PM

only to ask me to fucking confirm

7:21 PM

for their website

7:21 PM

taht doesn't work

7:22 PM

baby wait check ur settings do u have smth on or like do u need to be following me back

7:23 PM

i do follow u back

no like in the new acc i created

oh right send me the

7:23 PM

profile link

https://in.pinterest.com/therachitkumar/

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done

sigh

7:25 PM

no it doesn't work

aw

7:26 PM

its okay

how is pinterest a profitable website

itll be fine in someday

7:26 PM

s

baby on my old acc this has been going on thru like march-april

7:27 PM

wiat what's your dob on pinterest

7:27 PM

ykw fuck pinterest glitch i wanna talk to u now

7:27 PM

i love u so much

7:29 PM

i love u more

7:29 PM

i need uuu

i'm gonna fucking buy out pinterest and run it to the ground

Shea

i need uuu

i'm here my baby

7:29 PM

just for u

shhh us

i wanna hold u

7:30 PM

and kiss u

7:30 PM

and look into ur eyes

7:30 PM

and tell u that i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with u

yk what i want u to do

what

finger me and tell me to look into ur eyes because youll stop if i dont

yeah but i need you to beg me to finger you

ill do that while begging u to not stop na

accha

7:32 PM

what if i just put my fingers in ur mouth

and press ur tongue down

<3

i'm gonna tie ur hands and legs and pick u up and carry u around like baggage and then throw u on the bed

7:33 PM

and then i'll just play with ur nipples or finger you as i see fit and then leave u hanging

7:33 PM

i'm just gonna use u for my own satisfaction

7:34 PM

because you're my sex toy right

yes daddy im your sex toy

good slut

7:34 PM

what are you wearing today baby

i gtg for dinner shawty

7:35 PM

AW

7:35 PM

okay my love

7:35 PM

wait are u wet

YES!?

good

7:38 PM

be a good girl and have dinner with your legs apart

saw that coming

soon you're gonna be the one coming

do i make u hard

baby i'm literally jerking off to the thought of you being wet rn and having dinner with your legs apart

omg okay

you make it hard for me to compose myself

i love u daddy

7:41 PM

<33

i love you too my baby

plwasee cum for me

i will my love

7:42 PM

thinking of u

7:42 PM

fucking u

7:42 PM

slapping u

7:48 PM

just came thinking of how i'm gonna deprive u and fuck u and thinking of ur boobs

satan

slapping u

instant butterflies

they suit u

hi

hey my baby

i gtg asap wya

I'M RIGHT HERE BABY

7:57 PM

do u wanna try calling for like 2 mins or wtv

i cantt

okay my baby

7:58 PM

you know

7:59 PM

i'm gonna miss you so much tonight

7:59 PM

becausee

7:59 PM

i wanna be with u all the time

7:59 PM

i love you wifey

hey im not even ur gf yet

7:59 PM

<333

you will be

8:00 PM

i have your contact widget pinned on my laptop ka homescreen

8:00 PM

manifesting being ur bf

<3

babyyyy

8:02 PM

dont go tonight

8:02 PM

come here

8:02 PM

we'll sleep in each other's arms

8:02 PM

I WANT TO BE HERE

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

lmao wtf

Shea

I WANT TO BE HERE

I WANT U TO BE HERE

8:02 PM

how to survive nights wout u

mwah

would it be funny if i set my bank account ka password to have ur name in it

i

8:05 PM

NO

kyun

dont

sigh

8:06 PM

https://open.spotify.com/track/5F0h98msxVR8rqhJQDbBaG?si=dbfd8f40193448cd

8:06 PM

you HAVe to listen to this

8:06 PM

pretty please

listening

YES

8:07 PM

this song is my current us song

how cute

i listen to it everynight

8:10 PM

and then i think of u

good

8:17 PM

keep thinking of me

8:17 PM

gn bb

goodnight my love

8:18 PM

i love you

ill miss u sm

i'll miss you too my baby

8:22 PM

i'll think of u the whole time

how about we just go baby

8:23 PM

instead of my baby

okay love

byebey

byee baby

8:24 PM

ive med exam tomorrow wish me luck

why did he randomly send me the screenshot

12:54 AM

what even

babyyyyy

1:38 AM

i miss you so much

1:38 AM

you're my forever

1:38 AM

i love u

I'm SOOOOOO tired

2:02 AM

I'll go sleep

2:02 AM

goodnight baby

2:02 AM

i love you

2:02 AM

mwah

2:02 AM

im dead my friend from the other room had to come here and tell me to go sleep

satan

why did he randomly send me the screenshot

lmfao tf

2:39 PM

wha`t is he trying to do

2:39 PM

idek like wtf

just btw ive told him he's my brother

he being

jim

2:39 PM

ofc

wait no i read that wrong

accha

satan

im dead my friend from the other room had to come here and tell me to go sleep

thank god wtf

you've told him that we're doing i-dont-have-a-label-for-this?

no?

2:40 PM

but he should know ig

Shea

thank god wtf

i was genuinely dying you know I fell asleep half hanging off from the bed

2:41 PM

like my lower body was on the ground

WHAT THE FUCK LMFAO

i fell asleep on my way TO the bed

WHAT IS HE TRYING TO DO

2:41 PM

BRUH LEMME TALK TO HIM

Shea

WHAT THE FUCK LMFAO

idk but I didn't like it

i know?

2:41 PM

is he trying to make u jealous

2:41 PM

like

2:41 PM

hu

2:41 PM

h

2:41 PM

huhh

i was abt to reply with "that's cool she called me daddy" but nah

NAHHH

2:41 PM

stfu

2:41 PM

Shea

is he trying to make u jealous

IKR AND HE HAD TO DO THAT SHIT AT FUCKING 1 AM

2:42 PM

worst fucking possible timing

aw baby im sorry

2:42 PM

he made u feel like that

2:42 PM

u should know jim is like my gay bestfriend

don't be sorry my love it's not ur fault

itll always be platonic

i love u

Shea

u should know jim is like my gay bestfriend

i know baby

2:42 PM

and also like

2:42 PM

even if he wasn't right

2:42 PM

i trust you

mwah

the issue is not conscious it's getting jealous unconsciously

2:43 PM

like does that make sense

satan

why did he randomly send me the screenshot

was this the first thing he sent

satan

the issue is not conscious it's getting jealous unconsciously

its ok i get it

WHAT DOES HE MEAN UNLESS U SEE DELETED MESSAGES

2:44 PM

HUH

i don't even know I just got pissed at him and gave up

2:44 PM

i don't like him btw

he's super nice idk why he's doing. this smh

2:44 PM

let me talk to him

okayy

2:45 PM

i love you baby

<3

2:46 PM

2:47 PM

i think he's drunk

2:47 PM

thats why maybe

okay but last night was like afternoon for him right

2:47 PM

is he in america

he is

2:47 PM

and its a jew thing rn

2:47 PM

theyre constantly partying

2:47 PM

for 4 nights or something

2:47 PM

so

jew durga puja

2:48 PM

okay but like whenever he's capable of coherent conversation pls ask him

2:48 PM

till then I strongly dislike him

im talking to him rn

2:48 PM

but like

okayy

it would be impossible for him to have feelings for me i think

2:49 PM

bcs he knows itll never be possible

maybe

2:49 PM

also wasn't he getting married

no he's a practical man i know that for sure, he also just went through his very first break up and he had never had feelings for anyone before

3:22 PM

so it was a toll on him

3:22 PM

he's probably reeling super har

3:22 PM

d

satan

also wasn't he getting married

yeah taht

Shea

yeah taht

oh that didn't work out

3:22 PM

?

yea

Shea

he's probably reeling super har

could be

he thought he was aromantic b4 her lol

Shea

yea

oh no that hurts to hear

Shea

he thought he was aromantic b4 her lol

yeah i remember you'd told me

3:24 PM

if my marriage got called off and you were who it was with i'd drown myself in alcohol

3:24 PM

and i don't drink

3:24 PM

like drown and die wala drown

3:24 PM

crazy how he's holding up

3:24 PM

they just talked for a month

3:24 PM

lol

3:24 PM

he's getting over it

how do u talk for a month and get married

but yk first heartbreaks

Shea

but yk first heartbreaks

yeahh

man he doesnt have very many options he needs to marry a jew

3:25 PM

he's planning to become rabbi

3:25 PM

so

oh that's a thing

THATS WHY I SAID

3:25 PM

he cant fw me

3:25 PM

at all

3:25 PM

even if he wanted to

3:25 PM

he knows that

3:25 PM

he probably was trying to get a reaction

3:25 PM

ig

bro's cockblocked by god the almighty

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

is he still drunk

3:26 PM

okay also like i feel for him

3:26 PM

and trust me i really do

ok

i have issues after shreem

3:26 PM

also that wasn't cool

3:27 PM

but you'll handle that i love u

3:27 PM

just keep me updated w whatever he says pls

3:27 PM

ALSO im filing a customer support ticket with pinterest

bruh

3:39 PM

he's so

3:39 PM

delusional lmfoa

what did he say

3:40 PM

lmfao?!

what the fuck is he on

3:41 PM

LMFAO

i know

3:41 PM

like wow what

"so she called me the s word and the a word and they were perfectly 8.43920 seconds apart from each other. I think she wants to marry me"

lmfao

that's so funny lmao

3:42 PM

also I FUCKING KNEW IT

3:42 PM

bro was getting possessive over my girl

3:44 PM

why was he being so salty tho

idk im asking him

okok

i told him to fuck off

3:47 PM

dude

can i ping him in sheaserv and tell him ur mine

i got to comfortable w him

3:47 PM

too

3:47 PM

ig

3:47 PM

shouldntve

3:47 PM

men suck

3:48 PM

i keep forgetting

satan

can i ping him in sheaserv and tell him ur mine

wtf no

but like that's gotta be so bad in general

3:48 PM

like

3:48 PM

you can't be good friends w anyone

3:48 PM

or they catch feelings

:(

3:48 PM

stop reminding me

babyy

3:49 PM

aw

3:49 PM

sorry don't be sad

no its ok i have shub

3:49 PM

loml

accha

and varija and rukmani

3:49 PM

im good

mhm

3:49 PM

OH I REMEMBER ALL THOSE NAMES

3:49 PM

progress

apparently

matlab

3:51 PM

apparently he thought i was interested in him

us btw

bro please

3:51 PM

i would and can fuck up anyone

3:51 PM

anywhere

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

fair enough i guess

3:52 PM

still kinda don't like him

Shea

i would and can fuck up anyone

I'm not doubting you're legit unironically my go to person for whenever I'm scared

3:52 PM

or anyone hurts me

smh

wdym smh

3:52 PM

im being fr

god im just

3:53 PM

thinking

like

3:53 PM

the audacity

3:53 PM

to think

3:53 PM

that

I KNOW

3:53 PM

also his excuse sounds like a coverup lowkey

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

?!

satan

also his excuse sounds like a coverup lowkey

i lowk do trust him w that

okay i trust u

as ive told u before

yes baby

3:54 PM

i was just basing it off the general type of people i've faced ykwim

3:54 PM

i trust ur judgement

god

3:56 PM

i hate men

never gonna try to convince u otherwise a lot are trashy

3:56 PM

like on a large scale

3:57 PM

you know it firsthand ofc

i missed u

the audacity

just

4:10 PM

wtf

sigh

the whole thing is so wtf

4:28 PM

i love u so much baby

4:28 PM

i was playing guitar

4:28 PM

been so long since i did

right

yeahh

4:36 PM

what to do

baby honestly i don't think u should ask me

4:36 PM

because i didn't like him to begin with and idk why this gives me kinda flint vibes for some reason

4:37 PM

*didn't like him a lot

bruh

4:37 PM

vatsal is dumb

4:37 PM

and L

yeah i knoww

4:37 PM

i'm sorry i genuinely don't know what to do

4:38 PM

actually ykw

4:38 PM

if it was genuinely a misunderstanding

4:38 PM

and like

4:38 PM

you totally trust him w that

4:38 PM

take your time to absorb and process the entire thing

4:38 PM

and then try talking to him maybe?

yea

4:39 PM

i was thinking that

damn we think the same way

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

yeah exactly

4:40 PM

communication ++

talked it out

okayy

4:54 PM

what'd u decide

ill talk to him

okay baby

4:56 PM

i love you

but now i cant

5:09 PM

stop

5:09 PM

thinkin about youu

5:09 PM

each moment passes and my thoughts return to you

5:09 PM

and the memory

5:09 PM

of us

5:09 PM

twoo

5:09 PM

as we listen to channel orange

5:09 PM

in yourrr living rooom

ok

i wanna hold hands

ok

sigh

what's up baby

5:43 PM

are u tired

imb usy

okay babygirl

5:43 PM

hmu when ur free to talk

hi

hey my love

u

??

kya

7:13 PM

i missed u

thats not me

okay agreed

7:15 PM

sorry i'm SOOOOOO tired today

7:15 PM

and probably will be tomorrow too

7:16 PM

but i've been dying to be with u ur my only hope in this desolate world

7:16 PM

the welcoming aura of an oasis in a desert strewn with despair

7:16 PM

that's u

7:23 PM

okay you won't belive

7:24 PM

7:27 PM

nvm apparently it's still not loading all properly

aww

7:30 PM

i gtg for diner

i'm gonna grill pinterest customer support but i'm gonna get it sorted

dinner

7:31 PM

cyu

7:31 PM

its ok baby

no way in hell can someone stop me from seeing what you added

Shea

dinner

okay baby

eat well like a good girl

not in subspace today but thanksbby

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

brojack horseman

Shea

not in subspace today but thanksbby

eat well anyways pls

7:31 PM

u need it

hi

7:54 PM

i gtg rn

okay baby

7:54 PM

can i get a kiss i have maths tomorrow

7:54 PM

pls

OH

7:54 PM

OFCOURSE BABY

7:54 PM

GOOD LUCK ILYSM

7:55 PM

I KNOW YOULL DO WELL

7:55 PM

thank u :)

7:55 PM

sm kisses ily

7:55 PM

mwah

fuck that made me so happy

7:55 PM

mwH

7:55 PM

mwah

7:55 PM

i love you babyyy

:))

ur the reason im still running

anyday baby ily

ilym

7:58 PM

:)

8:10 PM

i know you're not my gf yet

8:10 PM

still applies

ill miss you

ill miss u too baby

8:31 PM

i love u

what in the unholy moly

baby my love

2:18 AM

i miss u

OMg

2:38 PM

HOW COULD I NOT KNOW

2:38 PM

IM SORRY

2:38 PM

BABY

2:38 PM

HAPPY BOYFRIENDS DAY I LOVE YOU

2:38 PM

i hope ur exams going well

2:38 PM

im sorry

2:38 PM

ilysm it slipped my mind fr

Shea

ilysm it slipped my mind fr

baby it's okay i didn't even know it was a thing

2:44 PM

i love you :)

Shea

i hope ur exams going well

it went reallyyyyy well

2:44 PM

i think I should get full but yeah

Shea

im sorry

don't beeee ily

so slay

2:47 PM

you>>>>>.

says she

2:47 PM

she being u

2:47 PM

the best thing of my life

2:48 PM

u wanna see something?

show

ruko

2:52 PM

my god

2:52 PM

ur obsessed

yes

2:53 PM

wait is that a positive or a negative connotation

2:53 PM

if it's positive then yes I am if it's negative then I have an explanation

smh

2:54 PM

ily (edited)

ilym baby

2:54 PM

hey just btw I'm being fr rn

whatt

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

this isn't too much right?

2:54 PM

like you're okay with it and comfortable?

yeah sure

2:54 PM

lol

baby you can tell me honestly

2:55 PM

your lols always scare me

no its fine

2:56 PM

just

2:56 PM

yeah

2:56 PM

its cool

Shea

just

its the hesitation for me

2:58 PM

hey it's okay I'll remove it rn I'll get it on later or smth we'll see

2:58 PM

ANYWAYS

2:58 PM

just had a haircut

missu

hi

hi just a min I'm shaving

3:39 PM

and I had to change my blade bcs i cut my face

whatever ur height is

3:40 PM

sigh

Shea

whatever ur height is

I'm 4'2

dc

arre

3:41 PM

ily

poor guy has already been scammed thrice

mohammed

no the one begging mohammed

i know yaar

just got done shaving

3:54 PM

we're at two and a half cuts but a skin close shave

3:54 PM

good work

baby

3:59 PM

you need to learn how to do this properly

3:59 PM

im not having u almost die everytime u shave

3:59 PM

smh ill do it for u when im w u

fuck now i'm daydreaming

3:59 PM

FUCKKKKK

3:59 PM

"why do you not know to shave properly"

baby

"oh my girlfriend does it for me"

4:00 PM

but genuinely this razor is thoda bad

4:00 PM

also i'd forgotten to change cartridges

4:00 PM

i have 2 more cartridges uske baad i'm getting a new razor

ill send u one

4:02 PM

rn

fun fact go for it

4:02 PM

ab mai nahi kar raha mana

send address again na

4:03 PM

also whats ur skin type

Shiv Nadar University NH - 91, Tehsil Dadri Gautam Buddha Nagar Uttar Pradesh - 201314 Hostel Kaziranga 2B Room 417-A

Shea

also whats ur skin type

baby

also do u have any preference

my preference is that it cut my hair and not cut my face (optional)

man

:)

could be us

spider man but i'm hanging on to her

4:16 PM

i want to be choked by ur thighs

4:16 PM

it's a need not a want

<3 deal

YES

4:16 PM

MY LIFE IS SUCCESSFUL

4:17 PM

us?

ohmygod yes please

yess

4:18 PM

i wanna hold u

ily

ilym baby

4:18 PM

i wanna trace your curves

4:18 PM

and

4:18 PM

AND

4:18 PM

kiss ur whole body

4:18 PM

and i wanna grab onto ur waist

4:19 PM

me n u

4:21 PM

kissing

4:21 PM

in a museum

4:22 PM

love ur status btw

smh

:)

4:22 PM

u

meeee

4:26 PM

omg

yeah you're always in my thoughts

4:26 PM

plotting curves in the maths exam and guess whose curves i was thinking of

please do

4:28 PM

i'm all yours

4:28 PM

so is my body

baby uk

4:31 PM

whats coming

what iss

halloween

4:32 PM

yk what we gotta do

what are we gonna do

4:32 PM

tell mee

ro

4:32 PM

BRO

4:32 PM

obviously

baby obviously what i'm slow

oh fuck yeah

4:35 PM

fucking her but that's not the reason she's screaming

4:36 PM

girl I'm dressing up as patrick bateman for halloween you mind if I make it more realistic by rearranging your insides? (edited)

pls daddy

AWW

4:38 PM

love u my slut

i wanna be ur pretty girlll

4:38 PM

so badddddddd

4:38 PM

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and i wanan make you my pretty girl

4:39 PM

keep my hand on ur waist when we're out so everyone knows that you're my pretty girl

love u sm

love u more baby

i know u cant see whatever i add

4:39 PM

but i just added this

4:39 PM

https://www.pinterest.com/pin/616711742752694312/

Shea

but i just added this

you know that's gonna be us right

4:40 PM

whenever we're out having dinner with people

so excited oml

keep waiting like a good girl

i will baby

i love u

4:41 PM

ur my pretty girl

i wanna dress up for you

4:41 PM

and ask u to ruin it

4:41 PM

ugh

you're such an angel

4:42 PM

my angel

baby

yes my love

ilys

4:42 PM

m

ilyt baby

4:42 PM

do u wanna try calling

lol SAT

OH FUCK when is it

hi

4:43 PM

uhhh 7th oct

i thought u gave ur final attempt

Shea

hi

like

4:44 PM

2 milliseconds

4:44 PM

max

lmfao

Shea

uhhh 7th oct

oooooooooOOooOo

bro i need a 1600 u dont understand

trust me i do

us

4:46 PM

i need to hold u

4:46 PM

otherwise i can't study

uS

4:46 PM

THAT US

baby ur dreaming if u think ill let u study when im holding u

baby if u think i'm gonna do anything other than look at u and adore u while i'm with u

4:47 PM

just no

smh

4:48 PM

unhealthy

how

because baby i dont wanna be ur distraction

ur not my distraction

4:56 PM

ur my focus

4:56 PM

the work is the distraction

arre

:)

5:01 PM

im attached to u

5:01 PM

emotionally

i know baby

5:02 PM

<#

i was just thinking

5:03 PM

how dreamy would it be

5:03 PM

if i spent my 18th birthday

5:03 PM

just with u

5:03 PM

like on a date

5:03 PM

imagine that

i think u deserve to have more fun

THAT WOULD BE PENULTIMATE FUN

5:05 PM

rn my birthday plan is to go to the bank

5:05 PM

open an account

5:05 PM

come back

5:06 PM

sit down to study

babe

5:12 PM

what.

5:12 PM

its your 18th?!

5:13 PM

oml we're both voting next year

what should I doo

ALSO

5:13 PM

i know im the worst person alive to have SAT the next day of ur birthday

for me a good 18th is opening my bank account and filling the contract to finally become legal CTO of my own startup

and ill be studying the entire day on ur birthday

5:13 PM

im so sorry

baby shhh

5:13 PM

i had tuition on ur birthday

5:13 PM

don't worry about that

5:14 PM

we're gonna be together for our whole lives one day isn't an issue

5:14 PM

pls don't be sorry

satan

i had tuition on ur birthday

THATS IT

what is it

nothing

5:15 PM

man

bolo naaa

no like

5:16 PM

i have a whole ass sat

5:16 PM

one tution is so irrelevant

Shea

i have a whole ass sat

I KNOW AND HENCE U HAVE TO STUDY AND PREPARE

5:16 PM

arre

bruh

itll make me happy if u actually get happy by this sat's marks

5:17 PM

birthday well spent

which i wont

5:17 PM

sigh

it's okayy na

5:18 PM

i love u

5:20 PM

i want 1 dance with u

5:20 PM

and idk how to dance

awh

5:29 PM

starboyy

:))

my darling booo

random things u do make me smile

baby boyyyyy

5:30 PM

il

5:30 PM

y

5:30 PM

sm

5:30 PM

<333

ilym where m stands for I'm melting

god you dont understand i wanna

5:31 PM

live in ur bones

5:31 PM

i want u to live in my bones wdym

5:31 PM

I'm sorry breathing in ur air is not enough

5:32 PM

you need to be with me all the time

u make me so happy

5:32 PM

like

5:32 PM

literally daydreaming rn

Shea

u make me so happy

i literally just exist

5:32 PM

but i want u to be happy always

the masculine urge to write a book on why u should let me be your bf

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

cute

ILOVEHIM

satan

the masculine urge to write a book on why u should let me be your bf

do it

Shea

do it

then will u let me be ur bf

maybe

FR?

god are u fr rn

did u think I was joking

5:35 PM

baby you know me better than this

5:37 PM

already on it

babe

5:43 PM

IM JOKING

5:43 PM

pls dont

arre

5:43 PM

okay i won't

5:43 PM

was abt to start research on the role of boyfriends since the greek society

sigh

5:45 PM

can u

5:46 PM

make me wet i want to get off the stress

can i

5:46 PM

aw okay

i mean i want to jerk off

5:46 PM

help me pls?

5:46 PM

only if

5:46 PM

ur not tired

do you wanna be fucked fingered tied up hung from the ceiling or choked

babe are u sure

Shea

ur not tired

never tired 4 u

u wanna do this

yes babyy

no fr like

yes my love

5:47 PM

i'm being fr

u dont have to do it bcs im asking u to

hey don't worry

5:47 PM

i want to do it

5:48 PM

i swear

okay

5:50 PM

:)

my little whore

5:50 PM

okay what are u in the mood for baby

5:50 PM

gentle or rough

what do u think

5:50 PM

im genuinely okay w both

you're fr my angel

5:51 PM

that's your new nickname

butterflies

you know how hard i wanna like

5:51 PM

just

5:51 PM

slam you against the wall

5:51 PM

and makeout with you

5:51 PM

like

5:51 PM

aggressively

5:52 PM

two years of being apart from you

5:52 PM

i'm gonna make up for everything

Shea

butterflies

they suit you baby

satan

i'm gonna make up for everything

i want u to

mhm

5:53 PM

i wanna kiss ur neck

5:53 PM

while i grope on ur boobs

5:53 PM

from over ur clothes

5:53 PM

and run my left hand feeling your face

5:54 PM

baby what're you wearing today

pastel green weirdly

5:57 PM

also wtf why do u make me feel like this so quick its not healthy

5:57 PM

how*

Shea

also wtf why do u make me feel like this so quick its not healthy

feel like what my love

Shea

pastel green weirdly

didn't know u had that colour

5:59 PM

regular or lace

i bought it dummy

5:59 PM

i only buy lace now bcs u like it smh

oh wow.

6:00 PM

that genuinely had me taken aback for a moment

6:00 PM

such a good girl

6:00 PM

i love you baby

<3 ilym

too bad that when we're together I'm not gonna let you wear anything

smh

so that while you're sitting I can start kissing in circles around your pussy

6:01 PM

slowly getting thereee

6:01 PM

making u wait longer as I get nearer

6:02 PM

and then start running my tongue over ur pussy lips

6:02 PM

lightly grazing your clit

6:02 PM

and then running it all over again

babe

6:05 PM

sorry i cant think

why my love

idk daddy

you're my pretty girl

6:05 PM

are you wet

6:05 PM

or are we getting there

kinda

what if i run my teeth softly over ur clit after massaging it

smh

i wanna play with your boobs

6:07 PM

and oh god i want them clamped

6:07 PM

every time i press your nipple

6:07 PM

i want you to feel pain

ur so sadistic

and i want you to be reminded that you're mine

6:07 PM

yes i am baby

i love it

good girl

thank u daddy

mwah

6:08 PM

when did u last pee

dont remember

mhm

6:10 PM

no nvm we're not gonna do that

6:11 PM

after ur exam i want u to have a marker in u for one whole day

6:11 PM

been a long time since we did that

6:11 PM

remember how you used to go a whole day talking to teachers and getting awards while having a marker inside you

6:11 PM

also how you had my name written on your boobs multiple times

sigh

just btw if something we're doing is not working for you

6:13 PM

you tell me to go in some other direction or like what u wanna do

hey baby

6:13 PM

im gonna go try and get off yeah?

6:13 PM

cyu

okay my love

6:14 PM

i'll miss you

6:14 PM

ily

ill be back dw

still gonna miss u

6:14 PM

mwah

my aim is to make u embarassed like that

SPOILER

ohfuck

6:19 PM

NEED U TO BE DRIPPING LIKE THAT

6:20 PM

okok ill stop and go

don't stop

6:21 PM

pls

oh

6:21 PM

okay baby

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

can this be us casually

Shea

okay baby

i love u :)

it is us casually darling

i wanna grab ur neck

6:22 PM

i also wanna grab ur waist

6:22 PM

and ur boobs

6:22 PM

i just wanna grab u

6:23 PM

tbh

6:23 PM

u can grab my anything im all urs

can i grab ur pussy randomly throughout the day and fuck u whenever i feel like it

w consent ofc

6:23 PM

yes please daddy

my pretty whoree

throw me down whereever whenever

6:24 PM

baby

yes my love

us when

us when you come over

6:24 PM

i'm gonna grab your ass and make sure every cell in there remembers what my imprints are like

6:24 PM

the masculine urge to mark you as mine

6:25 PM

i am yours

6:25 PM

meee wheennnnnnn

Shea

i am yours

yes baby but i wanna make sure EVERYONE knows

Shea

meee wheennnnnnn

halloween

6:25 PM

deal

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

yeah mine

except i want it written on ur body

6:26 PM

that ur mine

yes daddy

6:26 PM

baby are u hard or smth

im unzipping my pants what do you think baby

i can help w that

fuck

6:27 PM

genuinely need u to grind on my boner

id love that

6:27 PM

do you want me to keep sending u pictures

yes my baby

okay daddy

i also want u to go jerk off and think of me tho

6:28 PM

emphasis on the think of me part not the go part

do you want me to do that rn

no do that after

6:28 PM

u have to go

please tell me what to do

you're horny right?

yes daddy

and have you not peed for a long time

mhm

yeah sleep with a marker in you don't jerk off don't pee

i need to jerk off

6:29 PM

i cant handle life rn PLS

aw okay baby

6:29 PM

okay so first write my name on your boobs

babe i dont have that option in school like rn

okayy

6:30 PM

you have a marker on you?

nope

6:30 PM

its all in the dorm

reasons why you should be with me instead

you won't need a marker

fr

6:30 PM

i just want u

me too baby

6:30 PM

just wanna be groping ur ass and fucking your pussy everything else in life is secondary

fun fact my dick is significantly longer than even my middle finger

6:32 PM

i need u so bad

i wanna finger u with multiple fingers so that it hurts a lil bit

Shea

i need u so bad

my deprived slut

yes please daddy

6:32 PM

please

you wanna be hurt baby?

6:32 PM

you want me to slap you?

yes fuck

6:32 PM

you know that i'm jerking off to you right

6:33 PM

you're literally a sex object rn

such an honour

6:33 PM

i love being your whore

6:33 PM

aaaaaaaaa

my sex object

yes daddy

6:33 PM

im your deprived sex object (edited)

i still remember what your tits look like

Shea

im your deprived sex object (edited)

cant even type properly what a fucking whore

ofc who could forget

6:33 PM

sorry aha

satan

cant even type properly what a fucking whore

<3

6:34 PM

ily

6:34 PM

sm

6:34 PM

daddy

Shea

ofc who could forget

no one because no one has seen them

man

6:34 PM

also true

wish i was there so i could slap the fuck out of you everytime you act up

6:34 PM

and tell you to behave properly

wish you were here god i would love it

6:34 PM

id love nothing more actually

yeah everytime you annoy me during sex i'm gonna take it out on you

6:35 PM

so hot

need to make you cry in pain and moan in pleasure

6:36 PM

i want it in me

6:36 PM

in my mouth

6:36 PM

rearranging my insides

6:36 PM

filling me up

6:36 PM

so bad

6:36 PM

im such a needy little slut 4 u daddyyy

i wanna cum inside you and i want you to beg me to cum inside you

Shea

im such a needy little slut 4 u daddyyy

i know baby

6:37 PM

and only for me

6:37 PM

i love u

satan

i wanna cum inside you and i want you to beg me to cum inside you

yes daddy

6:37 PM

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

this should be us

6:37 PM

i wanna fuck u while u resist

6:38 PM

im always gonna resist

6:38 PM

im gonna beg for it

6:38 PM

and then resist when u give in

6:38 PM

while you show me how its done

yeah because then im just gonna slap u and make u take it in

fuck

6:38 PM

like a good little whore

yeah

6:39 PM

and if u still don't

ily

i'll pin ur arms down with my hands

6:39 PM

pin ur legs down with my body weight and then fuck you

Shea

ily

ilyt baby

you're the best daddy

mwah

i wanna make you squirt like a leaky little bitch

6:41 PM

and i want u to be so wet that it's visible thru ur clothes

6:41 PM

in front of people

baby i gtg jerk off

6:41 PM

and like

6:42 PM

also do work then

6:42 PM

can i pls go

aw

6:42 PM

okay my love

6:42 PM

the only reason im letting u rn is bcs u have work

6:42 PM

otherwise i was gonna deprive u for days

6:42 PM

think of me okay?

yes daddy

6:42 PM

thank you so much

satan

think of me okay?

always

good girl

yeah spanking is where it's at

6:43 PM

if you make even the tiniest sound while getting spanked you'll have to wear nipple clamps for 2 hours

i love being ur plaything and toy

i know baby

6:44 PM

i love you a lot

also how im planning to go to work every single morning

lmao

6:45 PM

need you to be filled up the whole time so you know who you belong to

accha alr fr bye

i love you

hi daddy

hey baby

6:56 PM

are u back

yeah

7:39 PM

sorry ruks had a super bad day

7:40 PM

she's clocking in late 15s for her 100m heat

7:40 PM

and her best is late 13s

oh I know how that must feel

7:42 PM

gotta suck

whats ur 100

7:42 PM

time

14 i think

accha

recorded that in school idrk abt best

7:42 PM

kyun

yeah well shes sports cap

7:42 PM

its about her ego rn

yeah in general not doing good at what's good takes a toll on you

yea

yeahh

7:44 PM

sigh

7:44 PM

that's me w tennis

accha

when do u have to go

7:45 PM

i don't want u to go

like

7:52 PM

8 mins

sigh

7:53 PM

one day I'm gonna be with u and make up for all this time

<3

babyyyy

8:04 PM

ily

i have csd tomorrow

8:06 PM

paper

8:07 PM

then 3 days ka break

8:07 PM

also ur studying on 6th so u have to give me time on some other day

8:07 PM

pretty please

7th im all yours

8:08 PM

okay?

OKAY YAY

also goodluck for tomorrow

8:08 PM

mwah

Shea

also goodluck for tomorrow

thanku

8:09 PM

i love u baby

ily

:)

i want to hold u

8:12 PM

ur waist

8:12 PM

and hug u

8:12 PM

rn

SAMEE

8:13 PM

i wanna hug u so bad

8:13 PM

i swear to god all my life's problems would be solved if i could get one hug from u

lies

8:16 PM

no i swear

8:16 PM

sach me

baby

8:16 PM

suno na

bolo bolo

8:20 PM

fuckkkk

8:20 PM

i wanna hold u like this

mwahmwahwahawhwhahhahahhhhh

ilyyy

8:21 PM

attachment issues hitting hard rn

8:26 PM

bye baby

8:26 PM

gtg

8:26 PM

gn

8:26 PM

and tc

bye my love

and dont forget im ur slut and ur mine

yes baby

8:27 PM

we live in our own bubble no one else matters

8:27 PM

sleep like a good girl tonight

mwah

8:27 PM

i wont sleep tho

8:27 PM

sat

8:27 PM

ill grind it down

8:27 PM

to ashes

8:27 PM

hardworking girl

8:27 PM

okay baby

8:27 PM

I'm proud of u

8:28 PM

i love u alot okay

8:28 PM

I'd give up the world for u

babybaby

1:25 AM

babyyyy

1:25 AM

i miss u sm

i love u :) (edited)

hi

2:56 PM

happy birthday eve omg

HIIIII

Shea

happy birthday eve omg

is that a thing

2:59 PM

love ur status btw

YEAH>??

2:59 PM

Shea

YEAH>??

i didn't knoww

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

made me so happy

3:00 PM

:))

aw

i love u

3:11 PM

btw i talked to pinterest support and they said there's basically nothing they can do about it

3:12 PM

that sucks

bruh

3:12 PM

L

I KNOW RIGHT

3:12 PM

it's so saddening :(

baby i'll have to go for tennis at like 7-7:30

4:13 PM

till when are u here today

okay

5:21 PM

dw

5:21 PM

8

i wish I could stay till 8

5:21 PM

tennis being early sucks

its ok<3

ily :)

5:29 PM

my stammer is getting worse

5:29 PM

like on an everyday basis

babe

6:00 PM

its fine

6:00 PM

i love you

6:00 PM

mwah

HI UR TEXTS MADE ME SMILE

6:00 PM

i love you too :)

:)

how're u feeling how's prep coming along

lol mid

6:12 PM

ill fail sat

hey it's okay

6:12 PM

just study in whatever time you've left

6:12 PM

and do your best

6:12 PM

the shea way

6:12 PM

you're gonna reach this time i swear

6:12 PM

i believe in u

6:12 PM

just try ur best

6:12 PM

mwah

:)

my smart girl

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feelings (@thissuserpretty)

NEED

Likes

10594

Retweets

1600

6:33 PM

i need this

6:33 PM

rn

BIRTH

7:25 PM

iloveu

7:27 PM

baby fuck i gtg for tennis

7:27 PM

i just fell asleep and missed it

Shea

https://x.com/thissuserpretty/status/1709792850815160408?s=20

i wanna be this UGh

7:29 PM

i miss you so much

7:29 PM

like

bye lol

if it was up to me

7:29 PM

I'd spend my entire time with u fr

Shea

bye lol

i love you baby

7:30 PM

also just woke up goodmorning

7:31 PM

you know a days gonna be good when i wakeup to u

satan

BIRTH

also apparently I was typing this when I was like still asleep or wtv so pls ignore it (edited)

7:40 PM

i love u (edited)

7:41 PM

miss u sm tho

bye!

babyyy

7:57 PM

fuck i gtg again

7:57 PM

ily mwah ur the smartest girl ik

:)

ur status makes me melt everytime for some reason

:)

my angell

8:20 PM

going for a doubles match pray for me

8:21 PM

might be gone for long tho

8:21 PM

if u have to leave byee I love u ur the best

8:21 PM

mwah

i do

8:22 PM

byee

8:22 PM

gn

8:22 PM

ill pray for u

I'm back

8:56 PM

i got hit in the balls hard during volley

8:56 PM

so I took out my anger by defeating them

satan

i got hit in the balls hard during volley

it hurt so bad tho

babyyyyy

1:21 AM

i miss u

1:21 AM

need ur kisses or ill die

hi goodmorning iloveu

HEY

2:39 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

satan

i got hit in the balls hard during volley

OUCH

2:40 PM

I HOPE UR OKAY

2:40 PM

aw man

2:41 PM

i love you

2:41 PM

pls open ur mail when u can, i scheduled one for 12am

2:42 PM

i was thinking ab u the entire night fr

Shea

pls open ur mail when u can, i scheduled one for 12am

OMG OKAY

2:42 PM

BABY HII

hey its nothing big just me saying ily

i thought abt u so muchhh

2:42 PM

HEY HEY

2:42 PM

BIRTHDAYBOY OMG

Shea

hey its nothing big just me saying ily

that's big for me

damn i wanna fill ur face w sm kisses rn

Shea

BIRTHDAYBOY OMG

:)

2:42 PM

pls do

2:43 PM

pretty pls

i WISH I COULD MAN

2:45 PM

iloveyouu

2:45 PM

you know last night i was walking with vaani

2:45 PM

and she was telling me abt some girl every guy in eco has a crush on and hits on

2:45 PM

and i was like imagine being a simp couldn't be me

2:45 PM

and she was like "shup up you literally spend all your time talking about one girl" (edited)

shes so real

2:46 PM

u are. a simp (i wouldnt like it any other way)

you're most def gonna be my first fuck tho

Shea

u are. a simp (i wouldnt like it any other way)

are you even in love if you're not simping for your girl

ofc

that letter

2:47 PM

made me SOOOOO happy

what letter

2:47 PM

that was a note bruh

same thing it's written by you that's what matters to me

babe.

2:47 PM

smh

2:47 PM

okay listen

could be a character array what's important is you're behind it

WHAT ARE THE PLANS

2:47 PM

WYD

2:47 PM

OMG 18!!

just showered

2:47 PM

i'm going to the bank in 30 mins

2:48 PM

must be excited

YEAH

2:48 PM

so m

2:48 PM

excited

2:48 PM

then tennis

2:48 PM

raat me dinner i'll invite a few friends

2:48 PM

order food from outside

2:48 PM

then at night i'll think of u

2:48 PM

and tomorrow i'm gonna spend the entire day annoying u

2:49 PM

how do u have nothing else planned

2:49 PM

go out and party

2:49 PM

god

baby

2:49 PM

physics midsem on monday

you can party for 2 hours

2:50 PM

babe

also like for me a good time is hanging out with a small group of people with whom i'd like to and just spend time

2:51 PM

rather than party

2:51 PM

ykwim

wow alot is gonna change when we're together

fun is a date with u not a nightclub

Shea

wow alot is gonna change when we're together

see the thing is

2:51 PM

as long aws

2:51 PM

as

2:51 PM

i'im with u

2:51 PM

i'm willing to go anywhere

i just wanna spend time w u

accha jaan e mann i need to give a mock

2:51 PM

ill be back soon yeah?

okay my love

2:52 PM

i love you a lot

ilysm

and study well today okay

2:53 PM

take all the time u need

2:53 PM

good luck baby mwah

:)

i wanna sing songs w u and hangout at midnight

me 2

4:02 PM

HII

4:04 PM

u too a break for me?

lol no you get a break after english

u need a break after sat

hii

5:37 PM

can that be us lol

5:39 PM

like all the time

bet xx

5:40 PM

wyd

jus like u fr

Shea

bet xx

good because I'm gonna be unable to take my hands off ur boobs

5:45 PM

you're mine

Shea

jus like u fr

haan I'm vanilla ofcourse baby

:)

my pretty baby

5:45 PM

mwah

5:46 PM

baby do u wanna try calling

5:46 PM

its okay if not we can try later

you know i cant

that's why I asked baby

5:49 PM

i love you

i got my account opened btw

hey babyboyy

HIII BABY

so happy foru u

im so happy bcs ur hererere

6:31 PM

my love

mwah

6:31 PM

baby

6:31 PM

btw

yes

im sorry today has to go like this

hey i promise it's okay baby

6:32 PM

i understand

6:32 PM

like given the chance

6:32 PM

i would selfishly have u all to myself today

6:32 PM

and not even let u breathe

6:32 PM

but i fr understand my love

satan

and not even let u breathe

conundrum

i love youu

6:33 PM

im gonna stick to u

6:33 PM

and hold u forever

6:33 PM

and im gonna spend my entire life with u mark my words

us

fr

never gonna leave u alone

6:33 PM

tomorrow im gonna annoy u SM

okay oka

6:37 PM

y

im so clingy rnn

6:37 PM

u effect

6:37 PM

u made me a simp i was sigma before

6:38 PM

would most def become a simp for u all over again tho

sigh

are u studying baby

ill have to go for tonight in 5 minutes actually

oh okay

6:39 PM

ill miss u

I GOT IT

aw

6:41 PM

so cute

arre

6:41 PM

ilyy

tell me ab it

abt what

what do u think it is

i can't function without [context variable] cause my life's scalar whenever you aren't around

6:42 PM

tell me that's right

6:42 PM

pls

lmao

i took context variable to mean "you"

yeah because

6:42 PM

U

6:42 PM

uranium

6:42 PM

atomic number

OH

6:42 PM

i was weak in chem

and 39.95 is A of argon ur right

6:42 PM

and

6:43 PM

scalar = directionless

OH RIGHT

mwah

6:43 PM

gn baby

6:43 PM

i love u

the urge to

6:43 PM

i love you more baby

6:43 PM

i'll miss u sm tonight

6:43 PM

like

6:43 PM

:(

me too

6:43 PM

hey im sorry i cant do anything ab this

don't be sorry

6:44 PM

i'll wait for u tomorrow

6:44 PM

sorry i didn't mean to make u feel bad

6:44 PM

I LOVE YOU BABY

<3

6:44 PM

cyu tomorrow ily

6:44 PM

m

6:44 PM

have fun w friends

give me a kiss

mwah

Shea

have fun w friends

how to have fun without u

6:44 PM

byeee

6:44 PM

mwah

i miss youuu

about to leave

8:12 PM

hru

OKAY

8:12 PM

im good

8:12 PM

ordering food rn

8:12 PM

miss u sm tho

cute

8:12 PM

dw tomorrow ill be here>

8:12 PM

<3

okay baby

8:13 PM

baby listen

haan

goodluck for ur exam

8:13 PM

u got this

8:13 PM

i believe in u

8:13 PM

mwah

aw

8:13 PM

thanks

8:13 PM

pray for me

8:13 PM

i need to get a 1600

8:13 PM

pls

praying on your uprise

rise

yeah because fall

8:13 PM

downfall uprise get it

sigh

:)

8:13 PM

you'll get it baby dw

8:13 PM

you're my smart girl

8:14 PM

byeeee

byee my love

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

us

8:14 PM

try to get some rest

8:32 PM

everything reminds me of him

8:32 PM

read american english and i was reminded of you get on my level baby

8:33 PM

didn't even reach undulate

lmfao

it's cold here

babyyy

1:42 AM

I'm back to my room

1:42 AM

it was REALLY fun

1:43 AM

i wish u were here too

1:43 AM

i love you baby :)

1:43 AM

mwah

heyyyyy

1:15 PM

sat was shit

1:15 PM

i got on my period mid sat

1:15 PM

fucking hurts lke a bitch

1:15 PM

i want to jump off and die

Shea

i got on my period mid sat

what the fuck

1:15 PM

that sucks

Shea

i want to jump off and die

do u have anything to help relieve the pain

rachit

1:18 PM

you dont get it

1:18 PM

i want to

1:18 PM

kill myself

im guessing not just because of the pain then

1:18 PM

u wanna talk to me

1:18 PM

tell me what's up

1:18 PM

i love you

i dont wanna do this anymore

1:21 PM

im sick and tired

life in general?

i just wanna die

1:21 PM

man

1:22 PM

im sitting in the middle of school library behind racks

1:22 PM

this is like

1:22 PM

my safe spot

1:22 PM

and i hate it rn

1:23 PM

ik its not the vibe in this picture but this place is so nice man

1:23 PM

sun seeping in at 45

1:23 PM

books+nature on display

1:23 PM

all at once

i get the idea i think

like idk

1:24 PM

nvm

nono i get it

1:24 PM

i think i do

i love the library you know i find material here

1:24 PM

thats

1:24 PM

mind fucking blowing

Shea

ik its not the vibe in this picture but this place is so nice man

yk in our library there's this spot near the full size glass windows which is like exactly against the shelves like this

like some books are

it's my fav spot

1 in this entire world

1:24 PM

type shit

1:24 PM

and

i love them so much you have to

1:25 PM

handpick them

1:25 PM

spend hours

1:25 PM

i havent done that in so long

1:25 PM

man i just wwant 2 die

i want to read all the books that you love with you

1:25 PM

legit gonna create a book list out of all the books that you love so i can talk abt them w u

nvm rachit

1:31 PM

u dont need this anyway

hey sorry if i'm not being much help rn

1:32 PM

but like

1:32 PM

i wanna listen

1:32 PM

genuinely

1:32 PM

i dont talk much but i love listening to you

1:32 PM

just getting to know whatever's on your mind

dont want that rn, thanks

okayy

1:34 PM

i'm here

1:36 PM

ykw i'm sorry let's talk if you want to

1:36 PM

i got rid of other things discord's in fullscreen

dude no its ok

okay but i'm fr

1:39 PM

if u don't wanna talk rn tho i'm here hmu whenever okay

i anyways go thru everything alone i need to get used to it

no

1:39 PM

you shouldn't have to get used to it

1:39 PM

that's so unfair you don't deserve more than half the shit you go through

1:39 PM

the last thing you have to get used to is going through it alone

1:40 PM

i'm right here as much as i can be in this way rn

1:40 PM

i mean i'll try to i promise

its chill

1:44 PM

bro

1:44 PM

go work

i don't have work until 3 i'm here

ok do something else ig

okay

1:48 PM

i'm still here

apparently i'm also here after 3 too

huh

yeah

2:41 PM

i had a granola bar for breakfast but i still don't wanna have lunch

2:41 PM

hru

lol i had nothing and nothing

2:41 PM

who am i to say anythinf

Shea

lol i had nothing and nothing

just wait until the time i get with you

2:42 PM

i sWEAR

2:42 PM

we're getting u into a eating habit ur comfortable with

nothing u mean

no

2:43 PM

we'll get u into an eating habit

2:43 PM

where you'll be getting enough nutritional value everyday to function properly and like

2:43 PM

healthy lifestyle

2:44 PM

but we'll do it in a way that's comfortable for u

2:44 PM

like

lmfao

2:44 PM

no thank u

not force u into eating

i wish to starve mysel

2:44 PM

f

i wish u do not

ur wish is literally irrelevant rn

i know

im being super hateful im sorry

2:49 PM

u dont deserve this

2:49 PM

and neither did you want this

no baby listen

2:50 PM

listen listen

dont baby me rn

just you're not having a good day and a good time i get it

2:50 PM

so i don't mind

2:50 PM

i just wanna be here whenever u need me

yeah but im not good at anything am i

2:50 PM

im not a good friend

2:50 PM

or a good girlfriend

2:50 PM

or a good daughter

2:50 PM

or a good student

2:50 PM

or a good anything

2:50 PM

im nothing

2:50 PM

at all

give me like 5 minutes to list out why you're a good girlfriend

2:51 PM

and if i get more time

2:51 PM

a good worker and student

2:51 PM

and then if i get more how i can see you being a good daughter

2:51 PM

thoda time do

this is not

2:51 PM

about you

2:51 PM

and how you see me as a gf

2:51 PM

according to literally anyone and everyone

2:52 PM

and how im supposed to be as a human

2:52 PM

and gf

2:52 PM

im way below the line

2:52 PM

and thats not ur discretion

2:52 PM

its a fact

but how

bruh

2:53 PM

you either have to be too dumb or not observant enoug

2:53 PM

h

2:53 PM

to ignore it

2:53 PM

u cant be doing this

2:53 PM

bcs i know ur none

2:53 PM

of that

no the thing is

2:54 PM

i see you work hard

2:54 PM

like

2:54 PM

really fucking hard

2:54 PM

hard by objective measures

2:55 PM

if you get your laptop for 3-4 hours and you manage to spend all your time on that working and not wasting your entire time

2:55 PM

that's actually hardwork and respectable focus

2:55 PM

and you have good achievements so far arshiya

2:55 PM

also i don't wanna sound like i'm invalidating you rn

idk whatveer

do u want me to list more or do u not wanna talk abt it

i got a

3:06 PM

71/80

3:06 PM

in my language paper

are we happy with that

bro?

3:07 PM

it's the best

AWESOME

paper

3:07 PM

in the history

3:07 PM

or welham language

3:07 PM

and checking

3:07 PM

like with NEERA specially

3:07 PM

everyone else is below 65

3:07 PM

lol

YEAH

3:08 PM

SO LIKE

3:08 PM

already told u so lol

what

3:08 PM

ive stopped believing u with that

3:09 PM

literally you always say good things

3:09 PM

irrelevant

accha

3:09 PM

okay not saying them anymore then

3:09 PM

but am i wrong tho

yeah

3:17 PM

sometimes you are sometimes u arent

yaar

3:17 PM

okay ill try to be right more often so then you'll have to believe me

bro pls

3:17 PM

you glorify me in front of me and in front of yourself

3:17 PM

if right now i fucking draw a circle

3:18 PM

youll call me Picasso

3:18 PM

lol

that's not true

3:23 PM

i mean i'm most def gonna hype up everything you do

3:23 PM

but i don't say something's impressive until i mean it

pls

i'm being fr

satan

when she has the coolest ideas you've heard

?

okay that time i was just excited that you were gonna work on like AI models

3:25 PM

because that's super fun

k

mhm

lol a few days back

3:32 PM

v was telling me

3:32 PM

that he wants his jawline to look better

3:32 PM

kids 11

vrishank?

yea

3:33 PM

reminded me of u

3:33 PM

i mean

3:33 PM

what u said

yeah i know

3:33 PM

you need to get him off that part of insta shorts whatever he's on

3:33 PM

he'll get either a better jawline or crippling body image issues or both

h

3:36 PM

he doesnt use that

use what

shorts

3:55 PM

reels

oh damn w guy

me effect

but like in general getting into jawlines is a really bad rite of passage

neither do i

3:56 PM

yeah

Shea

neither do i

me neither baby

3:56 PM

reasons i'm perfect for u

eh

accha

3:58 PM

what'd u say to him

nothing

4:00 PM

what's the headspace for it

not being 11.

4:00 PM

not even 13 man

you're saying i can't read mein kampf

its so easy to go towards the nazi troll side of the internet

4:01 PM

not to mention my brother has free access all the time

4:01 PM

to anything

4:01 PM

and everything

Shea

its so easy to go towards the nazi troll side of the internet

the thing is

4:01 PM

totally agreed tbh

like i dont want him going there bro

4:01 PM

he cant read and get influenced rn

ofcourse you don't no sane person does

before he has an opinio

4:01 PM

n

4:02 PM

if bro could manipulate an entire nation with that book

4:02 PM

what is a fucking 11 year old who has no sense of the world

4:02 PM

god forbid ONE thing strikes him as right

4:02 PM

and the next 3 years are a blur on the internet

4:02 PM

yeah i agree w that

4:03 PM

but also like genuine question how far will you be able to shelter him

4:03 PM

like he clicks on one right wing related content and he'll be faced with the same shit on the internet

4:03 PM

and internet is also equally effective at manipulation

listen to what you're saying

4:03 PM

and then think about what i'd say

4:04 PM

and reply to yoursle

4:04 PM

f

4:04 PM

dont argue w me for the sake of it

sigh

4:04 PM

okay i need to get food but the mess is downstairs

alr bye i gtg too

k

also just btw i'm sorry about earlier in the afternoon

4:13 PM

if i sounded like i was being dismissive

4:13 PM

or like not properly listening

its fine

no but i want you to know that i'm fr gonna always listen

4:16 PM

and like gonna be here

ok

4:26 PM

ty

are u here

no[e

4:33 PM

p

when will u be

Shea

but u dont have any

also i found out quite a few things wrong with me too

hi

hey babe

6:09 PM

6:11 PM

awh

6:41 PM

cute

6:41 PM

asf

6:41 PM

listen im sorry ab today

please don't be

tomorrow ill be on rfom 10am-1pm bUT

6:41 PM

monday is jus

6:41 PM

me n u

6:41 PM

OKAY PERFECT BECAUSE MONDAY MY MIDSEMS GET OVER

Shea

listen im sorry ab today

also we're gonna be having bad days please don't be sorry about it

6:46 PM

like yk i just don't want u to be feeling guilty ab it

satan

OKAY PERFECT BECAUSE MONDAY MY MIDSEMS GET OVER

yay

i love you

i'm gonna get some sleep i'm so tired

2:05 AM

goodnight baby

2:05 AM

mwah

goodnight

it's literally good morning

11:45 AM

hru

im fine wbuuu

11:45 AM

practising band lol

Shea

practising band lol

for?

Shea

im fine wbuuu

studyingg

11:46 AM

been studying since last night will have to study till tomorrow morning

satan

for?

founders

11:46 AM

12 songs man

11:46 AM

im donee

oh damn take care of ur voice

satan

been studying since last night will have to study till tomorrow morning

u got this fr

satan

oh damn take care of ur voice

its alr gone hahaha

last year ur voice was gone BECAUSE you were practising sm

Shea

its alr gone hahaha

arre

11:46 AM

sigh

Shea

u got this fr

i got u that's more important

the guy in ur pfp is so hot (edited)

12:42 PM

can i get his number

yeah he has a crush on u apparently

shit

12:42 PM

fr

9830565103 hit him up fr

wild omg thanks ur such a catch

i know

12:43 PM

ily

i love uu

you make my day

ur so hot bro

12:44 PM

i cant help myself

Shea

ur so hot bro

yeahyeah

12:44 PM

ur hotter tho

12:47 PM

they made me do an entire photoshoot on my bday this is another of the decent ones

12:48 PM

WOAAA

12:56 PM

hottie

you know how to flatter me

12:56 PM

oh well

12:57 PM

ilysm

urrrrrrr soooooo

12:57 PM

cute

when she calls me cute but i'm a sigma male (i need to feel her touch urgently)

arshiyaa

9:00 PM

you're the love of my life

9:00 PM

my forever love

i love u

4:03 PM

i miss u sososooo much

4:04 PM

i think we're going out today evening

u really think ill get into gt

5:20 PM

when my school never gives me my laptop an d i have no time for essays

5:20 PM

lol

if your school wasn't ACTIVELY working against you yeah

ll.

5:22 PM

lol.

5:22 PM

im not getting in

5:22 PM

ANYWHERE

you AREE

5:23 PM

just do ur best and believe

ok man

are you working

yeah

5:34 PM

okayy

5:34 PM

OH

5:35 PM

wait which magazine is this

thoughts on this?

5:35 PM

mine

5:35 PM

obv

name na

techkey

techkey?

wtf

nahi because it was smth "ade" on the first pic and i thought new magazine

that was just an article

Shea

thoughts on this?

can I read baad me shaanti se and tell u or rn?

do you not know about india's techade

satan

can I read baad me shaanti se and tell u or rn?

dont read

5:36 PM

just layout

Shea

do you not know about india's techade

i don't actually

yeah

but now I realise it's something I'm supposed to know

Shea

just layout

layout looks good

i thought that flower would be a very indian/modi thing. thoughts?

Shea

i thought that flower would be a very indian/modi thing. thoughts?

yeah flower goes with the India theme

5:38 PM

also in general it's a good design to go with so it's cool

Shea

thoughts on this?

do u think u can fit in the first Macintosh ka hello wallpaper in here somewhere

5:38 PM

that would look sexy this is the Macintosh moment of AR/VR

why would i do that

5:38 PM

no im good

thanks

okayyy

satan

also in general it's a good design to go with so it's cool

thanks, i made it

Shea

thanks, i made it

damn i love ur designs

5:39 PM

i also love u

also

5:40 PM

hehe

5:40 PM

I SPECIALLY GOT THIS ONE IN i love this one

this design and the one you'd made for ur project earlier this year or last year i think

Shea

I SPECIALLY GOT THIS ONE IN i love this one

OH

5:40 PM

this is also like good article in general I love this conversation

like i told the triveni EDC to write this article

5:41 PM

triveni is the political magazine

edc kya hai

5:41 PM

oh accha

editor in chief

5:41 PM

yeahh

Shea

also

i love the general theme

aw thanks

ofcc

5:48 PM

ily

hey so they're doing a thing where whoever picks up the phone first pays the rest of the bill

6:07 PM

if I reply late that's the reason

hey so I'm back i won

6:38 PM

ofcourse

okay i gotta go for tennis baby

6:58 PM

ily

lmfao

7:12 PM

okay bye ily

i love u sm

7:12 PM

ur my fav girl

7:12 PM

mwah

<3

7:13 PM

have fun

i willl

7:14 PM

tell me before u leave pls even if I'm not here

alr

and take care pls

u too

i willl

byeee im going

hiiii

8:25 PM

i love u

8:26 PM

also byee

byebye

tennis got over early today btw

hello

HI BABY

4:26 PM

i missed u

me too darlsss

you make me so happy baby

4:33 PM

like

4:33 PM

just being here

4:33 PM

mwah

awwww

4:35 PM

i love u

I LOVE YOU MOREE

4:37 PM

new razor

bro fuck

5:44 PM

choose pls

rope wala looks better

alr thanks

ofcourse

5:49 PM

one of the earliest songs i associated with you

5:50 PM

this was in the afternoon while going to tuitions at sector 5

5:50 PM

just before we got on my favourite flyover

damn

this song is for then

wild

i'm gonna be spamming so u keep working btw

oki

this is also associated with you

5:51 PM

but funnily enough

5:51 PM

not when i sent it to you for the first time

5:51 PM

then i was on my breakup recovery arc it was just a meaningless song

5:51 PM

i'd listened to it while watching sherlock when watson was getting married

5:51 PM

this was the song that played

dam

it's initial vibe was just getting back from tennis class at night

5:52 PM

but then we had our playlist and this song got redefined for you

5:52 PM

now it's at 9 pm while getting back from sector 5

5:52 PM

that's when to play this song

5:53 PM

this one is for late night working

5:53 PM

because

5:53 PM

idk if u remember

5:53 PM

last year we had DPS robotics competition

5:53 PM

that was the first time i pulled all nighters for working

5:53 PM

just btw from that time till now our playlist is almost the only one i listen to

satan

this one is for late night working

that night this song got me thru

5:54 PM

this was for going to school

5:54 PM

initially

5:54 PM

but one night i was working on a mass media assignment late night

5:54 PM

and you were about to leave for your school in a few days

5:55 PM

i recommended you this song and you were like "i've listened to this already but i'll listen again anyways"

5:55 PM

this song is 11 pm working now

5:55 PM

in my room with the AC now

5:55 PM

listened to this the first time you were listening along with me

5:55 PM

that time we hated each other

5:55 PM

then i went to himachal trip

5:56 PM

and i was listening to this song almost the entire time

5:56 PM

us time pe i used to download songs on my nokia lumia and only then could i listen to them

5:56 PM

so yeah

5:56 PM

painkiller is

5:56 PM

durga puja with u vibes idk why

5:57 PM

one day you were listening to painkiller ka music video and i was like why and you said "just because i wanted to" and then you said something about knowing beforehand that i was gonna comment on you watching the mv

5:57 PM

LMAO

5:58 PM

do u remember last durga puja how ur voice was gone and you still had icecream

5:58 PM

and then shub couldn't not talk to u so she came to me to like complain

5:58 PM

and you said to her "yeah he already knows"

5:58 PM

poor her

5:58 PM

oh well

5:58 PM

this is gonna be a lot of spam btw

5:59 PM

THIS SONG

5:59 PM

this song brings so many good vibes

5:59 PM

this was in our really initial phase

5:59 PM

when i had a doubt ki maybe you might not wanna kill me after all

5:59 PM

this was a fun time

5:59 PM

one of the best time periods of my life

6:00 PM

this song too reminds me of the same time

6:00 PM

good time

6:00 PM

this was for when i was going to mass media trip i was listening to this the night before and the evening while we were coming back

6:00 PM

all these songs remind me of you

6:00 PM

who am i kidding almost every song reminds me of you

6:01 PM

this song omg i love this song in general

6:01 PM

this was for getting back from tennis during durga puja

6:01 PM

and texting u

6:01 PM

AND for getting back from chem tuition and coming back to u after 3 hours of merciless chem

6:02 PM

this and rex songsi n general were for going to physics tuitions refreshed in the evening and talking to u hoping to delay reaching my tuition as much as i could to talk to u

6:03 PM

talk too much is a you song in general

6:03 PM

love this song

6:03 PM

why is sunset vibe

6:03 PM

i'm gonna play this song on our first date while holding hands with you

6:03 PM

issues is

6:03 PM

well it's basically us

6:04 PM

pink skies reminds me of durga puja last year again

6:04 PM

last year's durga puja was the best one

6:04 PM

i got to spend it w u

6:04 PM

last time i became ur bf was right after durga puja

6:05 PM

this song is

6:05 PM

it's stupidly significant (edited)

6:05 PM

in the beginning

6:05 PM

you'd told me

6:05 PM

ki we'd click a pic on your polaroid

6:05 PM

and every time i thought about like not being together

6:06 PM

it used to make me sad

6:06 PM

that we won't be able to get that polaroid pic anymore

6:06 PM

really bad

6:07 PM

this song reminds me of the time of my uncle's wedding when i was somehow already talking to u

6:07 PM

i listened to this then a lot

6:07 PM

a good song in general

6:07 PM

also literally me

6:07 PM

THIS SONG

6:07 PM

first song i played for u on guitar that too shit

6:07 PM

i was just excited to play u a song

6:08 PM

this is just u

6:08 PM

first song you sent to me i think

6:08 PM

this or strawberry skies

6:09 PM

both are from getting home from tuition late night from ballygunge or sector 5

6:09 PM

again arctic monkeys for going to physics tuition

6:09 PM

you introduced me to them

6:09 PM

NOW WE'RE GETTING INTO DIWALLIIIII

6:10 PM

this was diwali last year vibe

6:10 PM

we spent

6:10 PM

alllll the nights

6:10 PM

waking up

6:10 PM

together

6:10 PM

lol i remember you'd ask me to solve my numericals the next day and get some rest for the night

6:10 PM

you introduced me to ricky momotreachery

6:11 PM

this song is just weirdly unexplainably us for some reason

6:11 PM

these are diwalis late night with u last year

6:11 PM

this is to play on my favourite flyover while going to tuition

6:11 PM

maths tuition

6:12 PM

while talking to u

6:12 PM

THIS WAS PEAK DURGA PUJA AND DIWALI WITH U LAST YEAR

6:12 PM

this song reminds me of the time you told me for the first time that i don't have to go through everything alone

6:12 PM

that was such an alien feeling

6:13 PM

this was when i went to pune last year alone

6:13 PM

we spent

6:13 PM

SOOOOOO much time

6:13 PM

on call

6:13 PM

for the first time

6:13 PM

she-who-should-not-be-named was also talking to her hyderabad boy then

6:13 PM

i love youu

6:14 PM

i'll do the rest some other day

so many messages

6:26 PM

god

:)

iloveyou

6:40 PM

i wanna hug u

6:43 PM

i have to go for tennis at 7

6:44 PM

i'll try dropping in in between tho

nah its alr

okayy

6:46 PM

are you working on techkey

yeah

goodluckk

ty

6:50 PM

didnt need it

i just wanted to say something

6:50 PM

i missed u too much last night

aw

6:59 PM

why

becausee

6:59 PM

idk

6:59 PM

just midsems got over

6:59 PM

and i was happy

6:59 PM

and then i was thinking abt u

6:59 PM

and when i start thinking abt u i cant stop

damn

mhm

im at tennis bye

7:20 PM

ily

i miss youuuuu

sorry been really busy

i know with founder and techkey work

5:18 PM

don't worry that's okay

lol i have university apps?

i mean that's the regular amount of work

5:18 PM

i meant on top of that

satan

i mean that's the regular amount of work

*regular amount of work rn

?

nvm

how are you

5:42 PM

how've you been

5:42 PM

it's been so long since i've checked in on how you are

5:42 PM

i hope you're doing okay

5:42 PM

i love you

rachit i seriously didnt need you adding onto the invalidation of my applications

6:19 PM

considering the school is not letting me complete my applications and theyre 15 days away

6:19 PM

i havent written like

6:19 PM

10 fucking essays

Shea

rachit i seriously didnt need you adding onto the invalidation of my applications

i'm sorry i only meant to say like

6:20 PM

how to explain this

6:20 PM

you've been working on the applications before you started working for founders right

6:20 PM

like

6:21 PM

founders ka work you'll only start around founders right

6:21 PM

i mean i'm assuming that ofcourse it could be different

6:21 PM

i just mean ki uni apps ka work you've already been doing and now you're doing founder's work too

6:21 PM

i'm sorry if it felt like i was invalidating you

6:21 PM

but like

6:21 PM

i would never knowingly do that

lol

arshiya i know how important applications and a good college are for you

6:22 PM

and how shitty your school is being

6:22 PM

and you know i'm not your enemy i'm in love with you

6:23 PM

why would i ever want to invalidate something you're working hard on

6:23 PM

ffs i hate your school for making life harder for you

6:30 PM

also like i try to make sure everyday that u know i fully support u

ykw im not in the mood to talk

that's fine

6:37 PM

hmu whenever you are

btw I'm sorry if my tone or way of communicating was hurtful

its ok

if there's a better way i promise I'll find it and use it

Shea

its ok

it's not I don't ever wanna be hurtful to u

no. i get ur pov

okay

9:28 PM

for me it's just important that you know im always on your side

9:28 PM

no matter what

mhm

you feel like talking rn?

9:29 PM

like is it okay

no

okay

bye

9:31 PM

gn

hi

8:21 AM

do u need more time

8:21 AM

i respect it if u do

8:21 AM

i just miss you (edited)

ok

2:51 PM

yeah i do

okay fair

2:52 PM

hmu whenever you feel like you're ready

idk

no like you don't need to have a set time or wtv

3:35 PM

whenever you feel like you're okay w talking again hmu

3:35 PM

take ur time

k

hi

5:50 PM

are. u busy

hey

5:51 PM

no I'm here

nah r u out

why

i wanna fuck

is there a time window on it or can we do it anytime you leave for today

5:52 PM

*anytime before

i have no clue school is kinda

5:52 PM

unexpected

i hate your school

wya

okay I'm actually out rn but I wanna fuck too

5:53 PM

also im worried ki I only wanna fuck rn because I've been not talking to u for so long and I'll take whatever form of being with u I get does that make sense

god

5:53 PM

ok lets not

okay

5:53 PM

do u feel like talking

absoluetly nt

5:54 PM

not

5:54 PM

i mean whats there to talk about

idk anything

5:54 PM

i just meant if we're on talking terms

5:54 PM

its okay

ok

also like i can't really fuck if we're not on talking terms

satan

okay I'm actually out rn but I wanna fuck too

5:56 PM

god you dont ever have to say

5:56 PM

that u wanna fuck bcs i have to

5:56 PM

smh

okayy

5:57 PM

i won't

sigh

5:57 PM

BARE MINIMUM

5:57 PM

BASIC RIGHT

5:57 PM

?!

i have a question which is painfully obvious but I have issues

5:57 PM

do u mind answering

ask baby ask

if I say I don't wanna fuck at any time that won't stop u from asking to fuck at any later time right

ofc not im shameless

okay good

5:59 PM

I'm scared if i mess up for something or say no you won't ask for that ever again

can I say I love u

sure

6:00 PM

thanks for asking

<3

i love you so muchh

6:00 PM

i missed u

aw

6:01 PM

i dont get how u dont hate me by no

6:01 PM

w

6:01 PM

i have been nothing but shitty

6:01 PM

asf

6:01 PM

wild.

its okay

6:01 PM

whenever you're not nice to me it's understandable

6:02 PM

and i like being with you when you're nice with me

6:02 PM

and you're nice with me a LOTT

how

6:02 PM

how is it understandable

6:02 PM

im notttt

6:02 PM

im so sorry

6:02 PM

btw

6:02 PM

for being shitty

its okay

6:02 PM

like genuinely

6:02 PM

its okay because you apologise all the time

6:03 PM

like i understand and when you're not nice you realise you're not nice and apologise so it's all good

Shea

how is it understandable

because you're stressed as fuck right now and your school is just piling up on top of it

6:04 PM

its a wonder how you're holding everything together

sigh

6:21 PM

thanks<#

what for

6:21 PM

im here for everything

for understanding

it's okay baby

6:25 PM

can i send nsfw us pics

no problem baby

6:26 PM

ofc

6:26 PM

me n u

shit that IS us

yes baby

6:27 PM

i want u to just casually sit on my lap while we're fully clothed and just makeout

6:27 PM

like

6:27 PM

ykwim?

yeah

6:39 PM

thats awesome

6:39 PM

sounds better than sex

I KNOWWW

6:39 PM

just like

6:39 PM

vibing

6:39 PM

and casual intimacy and affection

fr

you know

7:05 PM

you should know this

7:05 PM

tomorrow is the first day of durga puja

7:05 PM

durga puja's finally here

these are so pretty

satan

durga puja's finally here

ur going back???

Shea

these are so pretty

what are they for

Shea

ur going back???

yeah next week

satan

what are they for

not mine smh

satan

yeah next week

yayy

Shea

not mine smh

oh

wait until you come home

7:06 PM

they'll be yours

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

yeah but without the ex

7:06 PM

or ykw keep the ex

7:06 PM

you're both

Shea

yayy

i'm so excited

satan

you're both

fr

when she's my current and ex

us at dinner

7:08 PM

or like parties

7:08 PM

or even a date tbh

7:08 PM

us everytime

7:08 PM

not how it works baby

7:09 PM

if you being hot is the reason life gets hard i need to have a serious conversation with life

u do that everyday

7:11 PM

who're we kidding

do what

have a serious conversation with life

yeah but if life gets hard because of you its a bad one

7:12 PM

only i can get hard bcs of u

7:12 PM

ur mine

i am yours baby

yeah all mine

7:12 PM

and only mine

7:12 PM

my pretty girl

tell me when you leave

8:56 PM

if i don't say goodnight the sun will explode

rachit

9:00 PM

listen

yeah

whatever we're doing

9:01 PM

ily and all

9:01 PM

i cant do this anymore

why

just please

9:01 PM

let it go

but like

9:01 PM

what

9:01 PM

why

i know this sounds dumb but

9:01 PM

pls

9:01 PM

let it go

but atleast give me a reason arshiya

9:01 PM

like

9:02 PM

almost two years

9:02 PM

what's up

9:02 PM

tell me

reason is i dont want it

is it timing or is it because of us

i hate myself for shit i keep doing and u dont deserve that

9:02 PM

and dont even bother

9:02 PM

replying to this

9:02 PM

i dont want it

9:02 PM

my discretion

you know it's gonna be hard right

i know

harder than like just not talk to you for some time

9:03 PM

because then my future with you is secure

?

idk man i've seen a future with you and that probably sounds dumb

it doesnt

9:05 PM

but

9:05 PM

youll find better

what if i don't arshiya

9:05 PM

and that's not even considering that fact

9:05 PM

that i don't want to find better

9:05 PM

ffs

9:05 PM

and i'm not arguing with you

9:11 PM

atleast let's pick this up like tomorrow?

9:11 PM

also i have some things which might help

Shea

i hate myself for shit i keep doing and u dont deserve that

also like

9:13 PM

i don't expect you to be perfect

9:13 PM

i know i'm fucking not

9:14 PM

but we're kids arshiya

9:14 PM

we'll grow with it

9:14 PM

we'll fucking become better

9:15 PM

you know i've actually become A LOT better than how I would be if you weren't there in my life

9:15 PM

and that's a fact because i know myself

9:15 PM

you make me better

9:15 PM

i don't know how you don't see that

9:15 PM

i'm gonna start drawing fucking parallels between me now and me then and then you'll be able to see it

9:15 PM

and you know what

9:16 PM

we both have shit to learn

9:16 PM

so we will we've got our whole lives in front of us literally

9:16 PM

we can work it out together arshiya

9:18 PM

you know what

9:18 PM

i really wanna be with you

also just btw

11:44 PM

i don't have any problems with how you are

11:44 PM

because I know that you're willing to work on yourself

11:44 PM

for yourself and us

11:44 PM

and we can grow together

11:45 PM

and become better people together

i keep meeting people and every person I'm with keeps reminding me that you're the most perfect for me

12:49 AM

quite literally

12:49 AM

we've spent all this time with each other

12:49 AM

morphing into the perfect person for each other

12:49 AM

you're my person arshiya

12:49 AM

please don't leave me alone

12:50 AM

just be with me

also yk

1:12 AM

i really never mind when you're being not nice

1:12 AM

i love you for all your perfections and imperfections

1:12 AM

everyone has imperfections

1:13 AM

and i would take your imperfections over anyone else's perfection anyday without thinking twice

1:13 AM

because i love you arshiya

1:13 AM

you're quite literally the most important person in the world to me rn

Shea

i hate myself for shit i keep doing and u dont deserve that

also btw it's not like you're doing anything on purpose

7:57 AM

you don't hate me

7:57 AM

its just not a good time for you right now, and that's totally valid

8:04 AM

you know

8:04 AM

if i wasn't with you

8:04 AM

i wouldn't be half as much motivated to be doing as good as and working as hard as I'm doing today

8:04 AM

and I'm telling you the truth

8:05 AM

you've taught me how to deal with emotions

8:05 AM

you're the reason I've been learning to communicate

8:05 AM

you've shown me what a good relationship is

8:05 AM

please arshiya

8:05 AM

you're the best thing that's happened to me so far

Shea

i know this sounds dumb but

also also if it bothers you it's not really dumb

8:40 AM

but the thing is

8:40 AM

we can work it out

8:40 AM

together

8:40 AM

we can work against it

8:40 AM

we can communicate

8:41 AM

just hold on with me for a little bit i promise this is totally gonna be worth it arshiya

8:41 AM

just some more time

this

9:16 AM

i just wish we could talk it out instead of breaking up (edited)

you're seriously the love of my life

2:47 PM

i don't want anyone else

rachit im sorry but im not doing this

but why can't we talk together and solve the issue

2:54 PM

why do we have to breakup

2:54 PM

we're breaking up because you think i'm being hurt but i'm genuinely not

2:54 PM

it's gonna be hell without you arshiya

2:55 PM

you're everything good w my life

2:55 PM

and i don't mean to pressure you with that

2:55 PM

you're just really important

2:55 PM

and life's been A LOTTT better ever since you've been in it

2:55 PM

please

2:55 PM

there's gotta be something we can do

because wtf

2:59 PM

its not a problem we need to solve

2:59 PM

i dont want this anymore

2:59 PM

respect that

but

2:59 PM

okay

just btw

3:07 PM

if you ever change your mind

3:07 PM

my door's always open

listen

6:10 PM

im sorry for disturbing you rn I know you don't want this

6:11 PM

so sorry

6:11 PM

but after exams and decisions and everything are done next year

6:11 PM

do you wanna go out on just a first date

6:11 PM

no expectations or anything

6:11 PM

just a first date

6:11 PM

maybe it'll be different then and a better time

6:13 PM

I just wanted to try things out once irl to see if it'd be good and now we'd have the perfect time for that because we both would be in the same city just kms apart (edited)

6:15 PM

but I would totally respect a no too

also if you do say yes i wouldn't try to start shit or push you for anything else/more until then

talk to me after my November applications

OKAY AWESOME

7:31 PM

any specific date or I'll just text u in December?

7:31 PM

im not up to date w application deadlines

bruh

11:58 AM

shutu p

ok

11:59 AM

so you'll hmu after your nov apps?

bro nvm i dont want anything to do w

12:02 PM

u

can we just talk once later abt this

12:02 PM

I don't wanna be pushy sorry abt that

12:02 PM

just didn't understand what u meant i think

pls fuck off

Shea

talk to me after my November applications

pls once can we just talk

no

12:03 PM

i have work to do can u stop texting me

okay but pls just hear me out when ur done w work and apps and everything

12:04 PM

and not rn when u have the time

12:04 PM

just once

dude if you keep talking ill block you

sorry

12:05 PM

can we just have one convo pls

12:07 PM

I promise it'll be peaceful and like not confrontational and anything

12:08 PM

also this is the last time I ask I won't bother anymore

12:08 PM

pls just think abt it

no

can I just hit u up in December once we'll talk then

12:13 PM

or like after ur boards tbh

12:13 PM

no contact till then

im blocking u

okay I'm genuinely sorry but I just wanted you to hear me out just once

12:18 PM

like just let me type it out

satan

im not up to date w application deadlines

and I got kinda excited that you were actually willing to do that after ur nov apps that's why I asked this

12:18 PM

im sorry if I did anything wrong that i didn't mean to

12:19 PM

but i promise I'm not trying to be toxic or manipulative

12:19 PM

and I realise I'm being pushy I'm really sorry for that too

12:19 PM

just hear me out once after you have the time and headspace please I swear I'm not trying to pull something

my hackathon training's supposed to end on 20th nov I'll text you around then

7:57 PM

u don't need to reply to this i just wanted to let u know for my own peace of mind (edited)

also btw

1:12 PM

can you drop an email to pavithra saying you'd be okay if i went to her

1:12 PM

if you're okay with that

what

12:54 AM

have u been talking to her or what

I emailed her

12:55 AM

she said she's fine with taking me on if you're fine with it

12:55 AM

ethical grounds

eh idk

12:57 AM

founders just got over

12:57 AM

it was my last

12:57 AM

lol

oh yeah

12:57 AM

I hope you enjoyed it

12:57 AM

like organising and everything

12:58 AM

also your techkey

yeah I got a whole ass award man

congrats but also saw it coming so

12:58 AM

wait are you in delhi

dude I just came from founders

12:59 AM

like I got the trophy right now

12:59 AM

JUST came from the band and party n shit

oh so founders was like rk

12:59 AM

*rn

1:00 AM

that makes more sense

bruh

1:00 AM

asshole

wdym asshole

1:01 AM

are you coming back to Delhi or is your school gonna keep you imprisoned

not even gonna ask me what award i got

1:17 AM

nah I'm going back tomorrow

Shea

not even gonna ask me what award i got

which one was it

which one

1:17 AM

u think there were multiple

1:18 AM

thats how low I go?

1:18 AM

damn

sorry it's like 1 am and i haven't slept for like the last 72 hours

1:18 AM

so I'm a little slow

Shea

nah I'm going back tomorrow

bruh

1:18 AM

im going back tomorrow

1:19 AM

which award did u get tho

satan

sorry it's like 1 am and i haven't slept for like the last 72 hours

same, goodnight

damn atleast tell me which award u got

i would if you'd asked

literally asked

1:24 AM

batao na

nah

1:26 AM

gn

wait what why

Shea

nah I'm going back tomorrow

OH WAIT DID U MEAN YOU'RE GOING BACK TO DELHI

no

to school

oh no

9:18 AM

thought you'd finally have time to just dive into your essays

how are they coming along

they're not

9:49 AM

I'm left with 20 or something

9:49 AM

lol

when are they due

1st

nov?

duh

if it was anyone else I'd be worried but you've got it

9:51 AM

other than the fact that your school's shit

9:52 AM

but like you got 5 on comp AP without studying much essays are also right up your alley

9:52 AM

you're most def gonna ace them

wait are you stressed for your essays and all

obviously

10:04 AM

I've cried about it

10:04 AM

a million times now

ofcourse you have

10:04 AM

wait brb

? fym ofcourse you have

10:06 AM

what.

sorry I had to leave in between I was lugging my luggage

10:09 AM

I was saying ofc u have being stressed over your college apps is valid

ok?

but at the same time you're you

10:09 AM

like

10:09 AM

if you didn't fill an app

10:09 AM

and just signed your name on the bottom

10:09 AM

they'd send a car all the way to india to take you in

10:09 AM

gatech would be at your gate

thats a way to glorify me

is that sarcasm

also is deadline nov 1 morning or nov 2

idek

from what I've found its by 2359 hours on 1st nov

10:51 AM

but you should prolly check on common app when you get a minute to spare (edited)

haan

karlena yaad se warna buri waali lagti hai

10:52 AM

are you working on essays rn

yea

10:52 AM

wanna read my commonapp and give constructive critisiscmcm

I don't think I'll have much constructive or criticism

10:53 AM

but might as well give it a read

10:53 AM

bhejo

k

read this two times front and back fully that's a big thing

10:57 AM

but this looks really good to me as it is tbh

10:58 AM

doesn't look too overpolished like some of the other college essays do that's really good

thats not constructive or criticism but thanks

I told u i wouldn't have either

10:59 AM

did u delete ir

10:59 AM

rt

10:59 AM

it

visibly i did

11:01 AM

lmfao

net sucks ok

ok

11:02 AM

no but

11:02 AM

fr

11:02 AM

would you accept me if that was my college commonapp essay

what was the prompt for that essay

11:02 AM

or was that your general essay

Discuss an accomplishment, event, or realization that sparked a period of personal growth and a new understanding of yourself or others

yeah I'd actually accept it

11:04 AM

even keeping apart the bias I have for u

11:04 AM

objectively

11:04 AM

it has the challenge

11:04 AM

it has you step up

11:04 AM

it has the solution

11:04 AM

it has the solution be successful

11:04 AM

and then character arc

11:05 AM

did take me some time to understand you were talking about inter house drama tho so assuming the AO is not a dumbass it seems good (edited)

do you have any submissions due on 15th nov btw

yeah

satan

did take me some time to understand you were talking about inter house drama tho so assuming the AO is not a dumbass it seems good (edited)

how're 1st nov essays coming along

dont ask

okay sorry

i seriously dont know why im talking to my ex

1:12 PM

god

mhm

1:13 PM

no way i'd know either

shut up

okay

1:18 PM

i didnt shut up

rachit.

okay so if you really don't wanna talk wimme rn i'll respect that

1:20 PM

but i'd be really grateful if we could still be up to talk after your 15 nov apps and my model tuning are done

1:20 PM

please

1:21 PM

just don't wanna burden u rn with ur apps going on that's really important

why

why as in what did i wanna talk about?

yea

are you sure it'd be a good idea for me to tell it now

1:25 PM

you've already got enough work so it's annoying rn + i feel like it'll become an auto no cause of that

1:25 PM

idk if the answer automatically becomes a no when things get annoying i'm just guessing that happens

the answer is automatically no rachit

1:31 PM

i need you to understand that i dont wish to

1:32 PM

talk about this further

1:32 PM

at all

1:32 PM

im not getting back in a relationship

1:32 PM

no matter what

i get that

1:32 PM

and i'm not asking you to get back into a relationship

1:32 PM

and i know that sounds like i'm dodging by technicality

1:32 PM

but like please (edited)

1:32 PM

just

1:32 PM

hear me out?

?

when you come back here

1:33 PM

and i mean not in december

no

when boards and everything are over

1:33 PM

you have time

im not meeting up rachit itll be too weird

i just wanna go on a few dates with you arshiya

Shea

im not meeting up rachit itll be too weird

yeah i know meeting up like that is gonna be weird as fuck

nah man im not going on a few dates w my ex

can we just try to do it from the ground up

1:34 PM

atleast once

no?

i wanna do it irl w u

im not doing that

also arshiya we're both like physical people

1:34 PM

just one date

irrespective

1:34 PM

no

please just think on it

1:35 PM

is there nothing i can do to change your mind

yeah nothinf

okay i shouldn't ask

1:35 PM

but like

1:35 PM

why not

1:36 PM

is it because you know we're not gonna work out

1:36 PM

or is it because i'm your ex

lmao the second reason is idiotic

i know i just put it in for good measure

1:37 PM

is it the first one

no

1:37 PM

i dont want to do it.

1:37 PM

thats a reason

i mean that is i'm just having a hard time understanding why tho

is it so hard to understand that i have opinions

it's not that i just don't understand what it was

1:38 PM

like get this for me it was just like

1:38 PM

we're really happy right

1:38 PM

and suddenly

1:38 PM

something happens

1:38 PM

and we break up

1:38 PM

and idk what that something was

1:38 PM

you'd told me your mind doesn't change suddenly

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the shrug emoji is objectively the worst response

hehe

arshiya i'm genuinely trying to understand

1:44 PM

pls don't pull that rn

shawty i cant explain

1:45 PM

it is what it is

wouldn't two months or so of non contact be good enough to hit a reset

1:46 PM

to go on a date

1:46 PM

because i most definitely wanna try dating u irl

1:46 PM

and i promise u if u give me a try

1:46 PM

it'll be worth it

1:46 PM

like

1:46 PM

imagine all the good things but amplified

1:47 PM

and i genuinely know what's up because i can read body language and facial expressions better than i can read texts

1:47 PM

i give u my word it's gonna be better

1:47 PM

like even just the first date

1:47 PM

if it doesn't i'll stop texting u or text minimally

1:48 PM

whichever is preferred

1:48 PM

and i won't try to rush things up either i'll take it as starting from the ground up

1:48 PM

i swear it's gonna be worth atleast one date

1:53 PM

i fr feel like we'll be more compatible because when you're not feeling right or something is up

1:53 PM

i can just like

1:53 PM

look at you

1:53 PM

and gauge that right

1:54 PM

and i'm not asking to commit or even like plan anything out

1:54 PM

just try it out once to see if it works

1:54 PM

because arshiya genuinely

1:54 PM

you're the best person i've known

1:54 PM

the smartest

1:54 PM

and like

1:54 PM

the most compatible

1:54 PM

i swear to god everyone other than you is so annoying sometimes it's unreal

1:54 PM

like

1:54 PM

people can be so dumb

1:54 PM

god

1:54 PM

i miss you

satan

wouldn't two months or so of non contact be good enough to hit a reset

thats not how it works man

1:55 PM

we've been here too many times

i know we have

1:55 PM

i've thought about that too

1:55 PM

and it's concerning

1:56 PM

we've tried so many different things

1:56 PM

but this is the only thing that's the most likely to work out

1:56 PM

actually being with each other

1:56 PM

irl

1:56 PM

i think whatever time i've spent with you

ill think about it

it's worth giving real life a try atleast once

but its probably gonna be a no

1:57 PM

i don wanna lead u on

that's fine

1:57 PM

just please think about it

1:57 PM

because i've thought about holding your hands

1:57 PM

that's unreal

1:57 PM

also tell me if you need space rn or wanna talk i'll work with that

sigh

also just btw you got your essays they'll be great (edited)

accha

2:19 PM

I saw that message whatever that was

I realised that message is for later tho

2:19 PM

like

2:19 PM

after ur paper I want u to think abt that properly

2:20 PM

kyunki idk therapy

tbh

haan?

I'm not actually comfortable w u going to her

okay I'll tell her that

2:21 PM

no wait is it okay if I tell her that and ask her if we can sort something out

2:21 PM

I feel like i should ask u first

satan

no wait is it okay if I tell her that and ask her if we can sort something out

as in if she can give me a referral something

sure

okay

3:54 PM

yk so

3:55 PM

the comedy club of my college emailed me

3:55 PM

i pulled a trollface

3:55 PM

3:56 PM

sigh

i talked to pavithra she'll recommend me someone

4:27 PM

i won't text u first until u text me so as to not disturb u w applications and all

4:27 PM

pls think on what we talked abt and hmu whenever you've made up ur mind on it (edited)

4:27 PM

and listen

4:27 PM

good luck for your essay

4:27 PM

you're not gonna need it

4:27 PM

your story's awesome

4:28 PM

your achievements knock the competition right out of this dimension

4:28 PM

they had to create a new dimension just to accomodate your competition because you're way outta their league

4:28 PM

you'll get the essay finished too

4:28 PM

you're the best

4:28 PM

good luckk

k

4:56 PM

ty

ofc

rachith

7:44 PM

rachittt

HII

7:46 PM

im here

hi

arshiya I'm here what's up

7:47 PM

HI

nothing i just wanted to talk

im here what do u wanna talk about

idk wyd

irrelevant

7:48 PM

yk

7:48 PM

I got a new phone

7:48 PM

AND

7:48 PM

YOU WON'T BELIEVE

7:48 PM

IT HAS

7:48 PM

18

7:48 PM

GIGS OF RAM

7:49 PM

more than my fucking laptop

7:49 PM

i setup a termux server on this i run a server on my phone

wow

7:50 PM

what phone

YEAH

7:51 PM

oneplus 11r

7:51 PM

paid for half of this if I paid full I'd be on the strees

7:51 PM

streets

7:51 PM

dad paid for the other half

proud

7:52 PM

so youre doing a job or what

no I had money saved

7:53 PM

also the gdsc secretary

7:53 PM

gives me freelance gigs

7:53 PM

that come his way

7:53 PM

but that doesn't give me enough money yet

7:53 PM

it's crazy the amount of money I'd ended up collecting over the years

yeah ofc

7:53 PM

but like

7:54 PM

gigs are fun

7:54 PM

if youre free enough for them

7:54 PM

theyre like

7:54 PM

stress relief ig

maybe

i wish i could fucking do gigs

7:54 PM

UGHJASG

I don't like gigs im ngl tho

7:54 PM

they're too

7:54 PM

boring

7:54 PM

how much corporate erp am I gonna be making

bro ur not in the right gig market then

7:54 PM

arre

7:54 PM

smh

7:54 PM

smh

7:54 PM

.

7:55 PM

i bet u make ass erp anyway

I'd rather work on the Bible cosplay chatbot me and my friends are making

Shea

i bet u make ass erp anyway

ARRE

7:55 PM

pa why

7:56 PM

ngl I hate erps tho so I'd make ass erps on purpose

yea yea wtvs

yeahh

7:58 PM

I live off my own money on campus

so how much are u making

7:59 PM

then

rn nothing

8:00 PM

im gigless

8:00 PM

last was 10k

accha

haan

8:32 PM

are you working

hanji

accha

8:34 PM

are you feeling okay

8:35 PM

like workable

i mean

8:35 PM

no

8:35 PM

but

8:35 PM

i have to work

8:35 PM

so yes

yeah you do

behenchod what the fuck is this

8:36 PM

i feel like a fucking 2nd grade toddler

8:36 PM

who needs to roleplay Einstein

my favourite thing about last Thursday was not knowing this exists

Shea

behenchod what the fuck is this

ye hai kiska prompt

maryland

ooooooooooooooo

8:46 PM

kolkata

pretty

welcome to kolkata

8:53 PM

till when are you here

tomorrow evening

wait where are you rn

dehradun

9:15 PM

w parents

9:15 PM

in a villa

oh accha outing

9:16 PM

we had a tedx afterparty today and tomorrow in a villa

9:16 PM

i helped them organise it and then skipped it

ofc

yeah

so do your friends know we're not together anymore

the ones who knew about you do

progress

yeah

9:17 PM

wdym progress

nvm that

bolo na

9:19 PM

ya nvm that abhi nahi

9:19 PM

are you pulling an all nighter

what was the most interesting fact thatyou ever learnt from research

research into what

anything bro

9:20 PM

resear

9:20 PM

ch

lemme think

9:20 PM

OH yeah

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

my loss

btw listen if you need me for anything

9:32 PM

literally anything

9:32 PM

im right here

9:32 PM

and I'm not saying that just to impress you or wtv i genuinely mean it

9:33 PM

to rant if u need something bad jokes

9:33 PM

can even pull up but ur w parents so that won't be needed

yeahyeah

yeah

be funny

if I was funny i wouldn't have half the problems i have

pls

10:16 PM

video call yesterday

10:17 PM

rohan was live streaming himself from the bathroom

this is so chaotic for so many reasons

top left bottom left and me were literally at the same place together background dekho

10:20 PM

rohan ghar gaya tha then he called to livestream toilet

sigh

10:20 PM

durga puja pandals in kolkata

woaaa

theres this one too

10:41 PM

this pandals theme was capitalist dystopia if you zoom in you can see all those ads are fake generic ones to mock ads and all (edited)

10:41 PM

but ironically

10:41 PM

just to the left of this pandal

10:41 PM

there were all these real ads

10:43 PM

meta

lmao

9:03 AM

but super cool

yeah

fun fact

10:14 AM

it's usually given to performing arts or literal art

10:15 AM

but for the first time someone met the criteria

10:15 AM

in Technology and Debating

10:15 AM

everyone was shocked

THAT'S SO COOL

10:15 AM

i mean yes that's so cool mhm

smh

but fr that's so freaking awesome

10:16 AM

always told you

yeah dude i know

there's multi talented

when I got to know I'm getting an award

and then there's you

I was so confused

10:16 AM

because there are only 5 awards

10:16 AM

for the entire school

10:16 AM

and I knew none of them are tech centric

10:16 AM

because obviously it's welham

10:17 AM

but then she said for the first time ever it's going for technology and debate

10:17 AM

and the crowd went wild

10:17 AM

i kid you not

10:17 AM

and later she called me and told me that every single teacher unanimously voted for it

10:17 AM

dude it was overwhelming

god that's SOOOO cool

10:17 AM

like

10:18 AM

fuck

10:18 AM

congrats btw

10:18 AM

always said you're the best

I'm not

10:18 AM

but it felt like validation for once

10:18 AM

by the school

fr

10:19 AM

im so proud of u

10:19 AM

finally your school did something good

lol ikr

they should do it more

anyway

10:21 AM

wanna see techkey

YES

10:22 AM

always

wait thats old

10:24 AM

version

okay

actually wait ill send after this essay

yeah please do your essays first

10:25 AM

that's more important (edited)

yoo

hey

you've sent this one before

and

9:48 PM

im here again

9:49 PM

you aren't here that's the point

9:49 PM

I had chicken on campus after so long

accha

mhm

9:52 PM

are you at school

bhai

9:57 PM

i skipped

9:57 PM

going tomorrow morning

9:57 PM

pulling all nighter

how're you doing

hehe (edited)

that's such a goody two shoes answer

fuck off

10:11 PM

its true

it's good tho

its from the heart

Shea

its true

fair enough then

i dont wanna fucking go travel to rome or paris or ada lovelace's room

10:12 PM

like

10:12 PM

obviously i live in th emomnet

10:12 PM

and im dying to find my purpose

honestly if I could travel anywhere it wouldn't be silicon valley

yeah see

10:12 PM

and im DYING

10:12 PM

to go there

10:12 PM

i wanna go hiking once in my life atleast

10:12 PM

like

10:13 PM

off grid

10:13 PM

but I'd die

ok bye

im trying to decide if that should be my last bow

Shea

ok bye

you're going?

writing

okay yes good luck

10:13 PM

hmu if u wanna talk

10:13 PM

im up late

my physics TA told us

11:21 PM

this sem

11:21 PM

he took the vectors in his exam as

11:21 PM

क ख ग घ

11:21 PM

and his marks got deducted

11:22 PM

bola hindi me vectors mat lena kisi ka bhi sense of humour nahi hai

yeah

I'm so tired

yeah you've been working for longg

11:23 PM

have you been working the entire day or are you taking breaks in between

entire dayyy

KNEW IT

11:26 PM

hey you've been working so hard

11:27 PM

you're gonna get this

11:27 PM

i know you're tired but just thoda aur

11:27 PM

after first wave submissions your load will be reduced

AAAAA

stressed? (edited)

alot

and tired too

11:48 PM

hey but even your school admitted that you're one of the smartest and best people

11:48 PM

if anyone's got this it's you

rachit

11:48 PM

thats not helping

fun fact i have vpn on so my texts are reaching you through USA

Shea

thats not helping

sorry

11:49 PM

do you wanna talk about something else

11:49 PM

like how my messages are literally reaching you by travelling the entire perimeter of this planet

11:49 PM

can you imagine that's so unreal

tell me more

11:51 PM

oh

11:51 PM

wait

11:51 PM

nvm

11:51 PM

sorry im slow

its okay ur just tired

11:52 PM

but isn't that so intriguing

11:52 PM

like

11:52 PM

people used to sail

11:52 PM

for years

11:52 PM

to cover fractions of this distance

11:52 PM

and now we have a medium that just goes whoosh

11:52 PM

in real time

11:52 PM

this is why i love technology

11:52 PM

it's so unreal

yeah bbg

12:24 AM

ur right

mhm

im tired

hi tired

12:36 AM

im rachit

12:36 AM

yk they released a five nights at freddys movie

12:36 AM

have u ever played the game

accha

haan

12:57 AM

are you not gonna sleep tonight at all?

i cant

okay that's fair

1:03 AM

have you had enough food to get the energy tho?

idk

1:18 AM

im too sleepy for this idk what im writing

i love "write to sketch abstractly"

Shea

idk

don't delete this

why

1:19 AM

its so ass

please

ok

cool

1:20 AM

some of it does refuse to make sense to me but that's probably causei t's 1 am

1:20 AM

*it's

1:20 AM

or i'm dumb

1:20 AM

or both

WHAT

1:21 AM

which part

1:21 AM

pray tell

"sometimes i sketch to write along it's conceptual boundaries"

1:22 AM

i didn't understand

i sketch and then

1:22 AM

write within the conformities of the art piece

oh that makes more sense

like boundaries

1:23 AM

restrictions of paper

you declared the variable in the same sentence and then referenced it in the same sentence that makes sense

Shea

restrictions of paper

ooooooo

1:23 AM

yeah

arshiya i need to go sleep i'm sleep deprived

1:38 AM

gn

1:38 AM

if you need something urgently call me my phone's not on silent

okkk

hey

hi

going back today?

im in school

oh alright

3:28 PM

did u sleep last night

no

okay

3:29 PM

how're you

tired

3:32 PM

if you keep talking to me ill circle back to stage one

3:32 PM

done

3:32 PM

dont*

i didn't understand what stage one meant

3:34 PM

I'll just stop texting u for now focus on ur app

3:34 PM

hmu if u need me or wanna talk

3:34 PM

good luck

sigh

im so real

just steal it

bruh

4:51 PM

ill rizz her up

4:51 PM

im so pretty

4:51 PM

god

mhm

4:52 PM

not like i've said that before a million times but okay

smh

4:53 PM

u have no proof

4:53 PM

im living proof

4:53 PM

how am i supposed to believe u

if you say yes to going on a date wimme i can give you irrefutable proof

smh

hiiii

5:09 PM

talk to me

hey I'm here

5:10 PM

what's up

just talk to me

today's halloween a friend's dressing up as Jim halpert

5:10 PM

and once he pointed it out i realised he looks exactly like Jim halpert

5:10 PM

down to the beard shadow

WHAT

5:12 PM

SEND HIS NUMBER

5:12 PM

NOW

no.

BRO

5:12 PM

JIMHALPERT!?!?!?!

5:12 PM

OFFICE STAN!??!!

5:12 PM

i cant

mhm

send n umber

he isn't an office stan Jim halpert just took the least effort for him

whatver

yeah

5:16 PM

we had maths today

5:16 PM

we graphed boxers in maths

something something boxers something something sexual

5:19 PM

[REDACTED] (edited)

are you okay arshiya that made no sense

nvm

no now explain it

nothing

sigh

5:38 PM

hope he's happy

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

?

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

sigh

Shea

?

that one wasn't supposed to go

5:40 PM

sorry I'm in graphic novels class and this lecture is lowk boring so I was learning nextjs and I fell asleep and just woke up (edited)

5:40 PM

still disoriented

i-

what

yeah okay

mhm

why were you even copy pasting that stuff

5:54 PM

and dont even lie to me you 100% meant that

5:54 PM

ass

I was going thru the gallery attachment you have to send stuff on discord

5:54 PM

okay I did but i realised it wouldn't be appropriate

5:55 PM

and I did send it because it was in the gallery attachment thing

5:58 PM

from this thing

halloween

bro

8:46 PM

without me

8:46 PM

i just submitted all my earlys

Shea

without me

say yes and come along then (edited)

Shea

i just submitted all my earlys

YOO AWESOME

8:54 PM

FINALLY

satan started a call that lasted 0 minutes 31/10/2023 11:45 PM

mistouch was calling someone else

cant believe

2:28 PM

patrick bateman

it was fun

2:28 PM

i don't have pics on me otherwise i'd have sent

damn

yeah

2:29 PM

this off-guard one is the only one I have rn

wild

nvm the pics refusing to go

2:30 PM

THE BLOOD IS SO GIVING

mhm

2:31 PM

i didn't have the blood in the first half of the party I got it sprayed into the second half

I express myself primarily through sketches and doodles, writing poetry or prose inspired by human psychology or natural phenomena, and sharing music. Utilising journals simultaneously to vent and channel my ideas and thoughts, I sometimes sketch and write, conforming to the conceptual boundaries of the sketch, and otherwise, I write to sketch abstractly. I truly believe that every shred of expression, no matter how infinitesimal, carries its own melody. I enjoy making small playlists spanning different genres that resonate with my surroundings, people or artwork, in order to keep them with me forever, embedded in music.

satan

i didn't have the blood in the first half of the party I got it sprayed into the second half

awesome

Shea

I express myself primarily through sketches and doodles, writing poetry or prose inspired by human psychology or natural phenomena, and sharing music. Utilising journals simultaneously to vent and channel my ideas and thoughts, I sometimes sketch and write, conforming to the conceptual boundaries of the sketch, and otherwise, I write to sketch abstractly. I truly believe that every shred of expression, no matter how infinitesimal, carries its own melody. I enjoy making small playlists spanning different genres that resonate with my surroundings, people or artwork, in order to keep them with me forever, embedded in music.

you'd sent me this answer before

i changed it

im reading it again

Shea

i changed it

thought so

2:32 PM

yeah now it's easier to understand for me

2:32 PM

congrats your answer is rachit friendly

ok

2:33 PM

are you working on 15th nov apps now

no

2:59 PM

im chilling

makes sense

does it

yeah why wouldn't it

3:02 PM

you've been overworked as fuck the past few days

3:02 PM

finally submitted 1st wave of apps yesterday

3:02 PM

you deserve a break and to just chill

fr

3:03 PM

u get me

the urge to

3:03 PM

but i won't

Shea

u get me

yeah i do

satan

but i won't

what

to flirt

3:13 PM

sigh

talk to me

wait im shaving

aw

done

4:20 PM

fun fact

4:20 PM

i can cycle better with my left hand than my right

4:20 PM

which doesn't make sense cause i'm right handed

wanna make it purple

bro that was my line

can't be

4:24 PM

i said it

ok

yeah

thanks for reminding me

thats me but okay

4:33 PM

im sk8r boi

ok

4:34 PM

no wait

WHAT

nvm cant find it

4:39 PM

oh well

l0s3r

yeah okay

aaa we need to stop talking

okay sure but what happened

4:40 PM

if u dont wanna tell thats fine too

dude the urge to flirt is too strong

i know

4:41 PM

felt

4:41 PM

do you wanna not talk until you decide if you wanna say yes or no

4:41 PM

i can do that if it's comfortable for u

im gonna say no

but you said you'd think abt it

i did

sigh

4:42 PM

dont you think itll be better irl

4:42 PM

like im just asking

4:43 PM

i feel like being physically present will automatically solve a lot of issues

4:43 PM

like

4:44 PM

if someone is stressed out you can just hold them irl and help calm them or support them ykwim

4:44 PM

online you just talk that's not really effective by itself

4:44 PM

real life is

4:44 PM

well

4:44 PM

real

rachit i said no

okay

4:48 PM

can i ask why you said no like is it the same reason

yeah it is

like why do u think it wont work out irl

rachit

4:50 PM

i dont wanna provide answers to stuff i dont wnna do or talk ab

yeah i get it that's fair

4:51 PM

i was just asking cause it lowkey sucks but again i understand

4:55 PM

also it sucks because I didn't have any issues with how you were with me but you said you wanted to breakup because you didn't like being rude to me

4:55 PM

even though I didn't feel bad for that

4:55 PM

I knew you were busy and stuff yk so i understood

4:55 PM

im not trying to make you feel guilty w this i just wanted to get this out

4:56 PM

also how I was genuinely willing to even wait on a break if you decided you didn't want this for now

why would i feel guilty

like I just wanted to be w u at one point

its valid to know where you stand, who you're with and i know

4:56 PM

i need to become a better person

4:56 PM

and if i dont like myself for shit, you have no say in it

4:57 PM

and you dont get to decide whether u keep me or not

yeah but I feel like if we had a thing going and you feel like we had a problem wouldn't you wanna talk out the problem first or atleast tell me abt the problem before breaking up straightaway

4:57 PM

i didn't get that

rachit no matter what you say or do

4:58 PM

im not gonna stay in this relationship

4:58 PM

i need you to understand that

okay yeah i understand you can't keep the relationship rn

4:59 PM

but why can't we just put it off instead of breaking up

4:59 PM

breaking up means you can never be together again ever

4:59 PM

i never wanted to do that for you id genuinely wait for you

4:59 PM

i still want to

rachit

5:00 PM

i dont wanna go on a break and then come back

5:00 PM

i dont wanna set a time limit or restriction on myself

5:00 PM

i cant do this

5:00 PM

not right now

5:00 PM

not probably ever

okay yeah but a time limit or restriction wasn't why I was asking for a break

5:01 PM

it might not make sense but a break brings a sense of security for me

exactly

5:01 PM

and i dont want that sense of security

5:01 PM

i dont wanna be bounded by that

5:01 PM

i dont want any of this

5:01 PM

ever

ever?

ever

im just trying to understand

5:02 PM

so you just don't want a relationship ever?

my god rachit leave me alone

no I'm fr just curious now I'm sorry if this is too much

fr sorry for being too pushy

all these fucking halloween couples are SENDING MEOFF

4:58 PM

WHAT tHE FUCK IS POLICEMAN anD CONVICt

4:58 PM

THE ADDAMS?! like omfg

joker and harley quinn

I KNOW

yeah

i just saw jordan belfort and margot robbie mygod

5:19 PM

BARBIE AND KEN

could've been Patrick and Patricia Bateman but no

unrea

5:21 PM

l

5:22 PM

if anything

I can be Jordan Belfort by next halloween

Shea

if anything

yeah?

jim and pam>

yeah okay office fan

the most valid person

5:27 PM

out here

haven't ever watched the office

5:28 PM

got bored on the first episode

lol

5:28 PM

imagine

don't have to

yeah imagine being that bad

my bad

5:31 PM

won't do it again

aw its ok

friends is better

what

6:02 PM

there aint no way

yeah there is

ok

yeahh

bhai at this point i want to hug an electric pole

6:17 PM

also

6:17 PM

wait

6:17 PM

are u fine with us talking

6:17 PM

because if youre not ill completely understand

6:17 PM

and back tf off

6:17 PM

i didnt even ask wtf

listen

6:19 PM

i don't wanna stop talking

6:19 PM

but if we do keep talking there might be the smallest chance that i still have feelings

6:19 PM

and maybe im holding on to the hope that things get back again to how they were

6:19 PM

back to the talking stage

6:20 PM

i'm not doing it consciously

yeah i know

but idk about my feelings they are a genuine mess at this point

so what do you wanna do

i wanna keep talking if you're okay with that

6:21 PM

at some later point i might not be okay tho i can't say for sure idk anything rn

sure

6:21 PM

no problem

okay cool

6:23 PM

also I might get pushy with my questions sometimes or be flirty

6:23 PM

will try not to do it but jsut watch out

???

6:23 PM

dude

yeah sorry in advance

thats 1. rude

6:25 PM

2. wtf

im not saying I will ever be like that

6:30 PM

I don't want to

6:30 PM

but like just in case I am you should know beforehand abt worst case scenario

ok

satan

will try not to do it but jsut watch out

i shouldn't have phrased this as watch out that's my bad its on me to make sure it doesn't happen (edited)

okay

yeah

wyd

just got back to my hostel

6:55 PM

i have to leave for tennis practice in a few

6:56 PM

i have a tournament from tomorrow

woa

6:56 PM

goodluck

thanks

6:56 PM

wbu

uhh essa

6:56 PM

y

started working on them again?

barely

it's good enough there's two weeks to the next ones

5th

oh didni't know

6:58 PM

still that's 4 days you did the last ones in 2 days

one

6:59 PM

fr

proving my point

i gtg for practice now

bye

howd it go

it SUCKED

4:54 PM

so hard

4:55 PM

would've won but my partner choked and our comeback was too late

awh its okay

5:00 PM

is he oka

5:00 PM

y

5:00 PM

i mean

5:01 PM

ykwim

oh choked as in his nerves took over

5:01 PM

didn't get injured

i figured

Shea

awh its okay

thank u

5:01 PM

still sad tho

i meant match wise

yeah he's okay

5:01 PM

we got eliminated tho

5:02 PM

i didn't wanna get eliminated

its okay its just one tournament

honestly yeah

u got plenty more in u

5:02 PM

fr

i hope i do better in the upcoming tournaments

5:02 PM

now im resting

yeah

wbu wyd

essays

oh fuck tomorrow

5:04 PM

how're they coming along

fine idk

how're you

5:25 PM

is everything okay

yeah :)

okay that's awesome

5:35 PM

also good luck for ur essays you know you're the best

5:35 PM

how many do you gotta do

just 3 more

6:44 PM

then like 7

6:44 PM

idek

oh okayy

aaaa

6:45 PM

wyd whats up

Shea

aaaa

kya hua u tired?

Shea

wyd whats up

room me i was cleaning some stuff up

6:45 PM

i won't work today i'm tired asf

6:45 PM

i'll leave at around 8-9 tonight

wym

6:48 PM

leave what

like leave my room

6:49 PM

go out thoda

6:49 PM

lie on the grass and contemplate life

6:49 PM

hangout w people

lmao

6:50 PM

me everyday

sigh

Shea

me everyday

i know

its so funny

6:51 PM

i wanna rant to you about how im dead lonely but then its you

6:51 PM

lmfao

go for it anyways

no

6:52 PM

but for a change

okay whatever your comfortable with

im focusing on myself

6:52 PM

no fucking around whatsoever

6:52 PM

just grind

6:52 PM

.

for real?

fr

okay i've told this so many times it might not hold any value anymore

6:53 PM

but this time

6:53 PM

i am

6:53 PM

genuinely

6:53 PM

FOR REAL

6:53 PM

SO PROUD OF YOU

very proud

6:53 PM

i knwo

6:53 PM

anyways

6:53 PM

it was the reason why i broke up i had to work on myself bro

that's valid

6:54 PM

i'm actually happy for you

yeah

also listen you're still not alone

6:55 PM

whenever you're comfortable i'm still willing to listen

6:55 PM

if you ever are

haan thanks bro

6:55 PM

u too

thanks

gn

goodnight

8:10 PM

take care please

aw

8:19 PM

u too

i will

wsg

hey

12:23 PM

playing guitar

alr

wbu

12:23 PM

essays?

just submitted

oh awesome

12:24 PM

now 10 days to the next deadline

yeahyeah

wyd

12:33 PM

we were piling up cinderblocks at 3am last night

concern

it was fun

12:35 PM

then we let them fall to find out if the cinderblocks would break or the concrete ground would

12:35 PM

nothing broke

12:35 PM

that was disappointing

smart

12:35 PM

so smart

i know

12:36 PM

then i stood away in the fog in the dark part of the bigass football ground

12:36 PM

and when people came

12:36 PM

i ran at them full speed and watched them lose their shit

12:36 PM

slenderman but height impaired

U SHOULD WATCH CHAINSAW MAN

okay i will

IM losing my shit

12:42 PM

im SO HER

why what happened

12:42 PM

so who

MAKIMA

yeah i have no idea

i mean till now

12:43 PM

til no

12:43 PM

w

doesn't make any more sense

shh

you should watch johnny bravo

watched

12:43 PM

smh

im him

12:43 PM

he's me

no

why

literally how

12:45 PM

idk i just randomly remembered

12:45 PM

im phineas

sigh

12:49 PM

ok ferb

phineas

mm wtv

mfw

12:55 PM

sigh

had another csd quiz

8:54 PM

scoring full like always

ofc

yeahh

heyyy bbg

heyy

whats up shawty

nothing i just woke up rn

4:48 PM

was so tired

why

overworked at the gym probably

4:49 PM

wbu wyd

breakup huh

no been hitting the gym before that

oh ?

4:50 PM

self motivated

4:50 PM

i see

yeah needed to get a good body

satan

wbu wyd

.

pata nahi tbh

4:55 PM

kuch toh kar hi rahi hu when am i ever free

essays kar rahi ho kya

no

4:56 PM

where all did you

4:56 PM

appl

4:56 PM

y

4:56 PM

for college

4:56 PM

inus

4:56 PM

in us

all the ivies arizona vanderbilt stanford

what

4:57 PM

kya

thats not ivy league

4:57 PM

vanderbilt?

4:57 PM

arizona?

all the ivies + that

stanford ill still consider (edited)

4:58 PM

which ivies

princeton chhor ke almost saare i think

4:58 PM

also cornell nahi kiya

upenn?

applied

and

4:59 PM

whered u get in

arizona.

4:59 PM

dont laugh

drexel ? '

ohh yeah there too

haan i mean arizona toh safety safety hota hai

haan

drexel is safety x7

yeahh

but

5:00 PM

scholarship?

arizona pe 5k usd per sem

5:01 PM

my grades suckedd

accha

5:01 PM

drexel?

didnt apply

oh

5:02 PM

why not

knew i wouldnt go there

bro

5:02 PM

i was forced to apply there

kisne kiya

everyone

5:02 PM

i feel like

5:02 PM

thats the only place ill get in

5:02 PM

why didnt u apply umass amherst

what the fuck why does no one realise your potential

5:02 PM

including you

k

5:03 PM

im not applying like

5:03 PM

any

5:03 PM

ivy

5:03 PM

kyuki like

5:03 PM

why woul di

5:03 PM

jab nahi hoga

5:03 PM

fr

Shea

why didnt u apply umass amherst

it wasnt really practical for me i decided to avoid crippling debt and do my ug in india

Shea

jab nahi hoga

agar mai bolu ki ho jata

dude these 2nd tier unis are jackpit

5:04 PM

o

5:04 PM

good scholarship

5:04 PM

and youll be best in clas

5:04 PM

therefore more pay

satan

agar mai bolu ki ho jata

as if lmao

Shea

therefore more pay

fair enough

5:06 PM

but i decided if i go i'll go to a first tier ykwim

5:06 PM

like this is irrational

5:06 PM

but MIT/harvard been my forever dream if i wanna go i wanna go for only that

5:06 PM

so rn im prepping for phd/mtech

satan

but i decided if i go i'll go to a first tier ykwim

making no sense

5:07 PM

youd die

5:07 PM

there

5:07 PM

like>>

5:07 PM

??

pata hai

5:07 PM

also money

yeah exactly

5:08 PM

makes no sense to have done that

yeahh tbh

5:08 PM

oh well

5:09 PM

rn I'm tryna get my cgpa up top

?

i meak ok

bhai to pura type kardo

Shea

what the fuck do i reply to this

ok

sigh

babygirl

7:17 PM

man tell me its not ok to flirt w u

it's fine tbh

7:21 PM

im okay w it

itts not healthy

fair enough

1:26 PM

but just know I'm okay w it

no

1:26 PM

tell me ur not

1:26 PM

its not good for u

but i actually am

WHY

wdym not good for me

Shea

WHY

idk just am

i mean ur gonna stay attached

mhm

1:27 PM

eh I'm cool w it

what abt u are u okay w it if ur not it's fine

lmao

1:28 PM

nothing affects me anymore

are you okay?

yeah

you do know you can actually tell me everything right

yeah but theres nothing going on

1:30 PM

lol

that's okay im just saying

1:30 PM

just take care of yourself

whats good bbg

just got done talking w the gdsc team

8:25 PM

gonna go research djikstras algorithm I need it for this custom mapping system im developing

ahh gdsc

8:36 PM

#1 go to

8:36 PM

also that algorithm

8:36 PM

havent i talked to you about it before

8:36 PM

weirdly i think i did

8:36 PM

whatever

8:36 PM

funny story ab what happened today

batao

oh wait nvm i just told u ab ssc

8:37 PM

did i

8:37 PM

nvm

you didn't

satan

batao

this girl called me out like

8:37 PM

came at me

8:37 PM

my batchmate obviously

for?

like. iwas standing in front of a mirror

8:37 PM

i was like

8:38 PM

hyping us up

8:38 PM

and this girl was passing us looks

8:38 PM

funny thing

8:38 PM

i went back and checked

8:38 PM

her boyfriend's in my dm requests

8:38 PM

LMAO

8:38 PM

funny

so i send her a screenshot

8:38 PM

now there's a whole controversy

8:38 PM

i love this

ofcourse you do

anywa

8:39 PM

gn

her mistake tho shouldn't have passed you looks

8:39 PM

goodnight

why dont you try prim, kruskal, tarjan

8:41 PM

bellaman

8:42 PM

i mean if you have negative edge in ur graph

8:42 PM

dijkstra wont be the best

8:42 PM

idk you know best w ur time complexity (edited)

Shea

why dont you try prim, kruskal, tarjan

I'll have to look into it

8:43 PM

I'll research more

love greedy algorithms

we don't have negative edge tho

why not

Shea

love greedy algorithms

love greedy people

are you revisiting

8:43 PM

nvm tell me more ab the system later

8:43 PM

i just wanna know

8:44 PM

if ur fine w that

yeah ofcourse

8:44 PM

I'll research more and tell you what I've finalised on later

what have you finalised

I'll go with djikstra it's the best for me

8:45 PM

I don't have negative edges

8:45 PM

all my edges are just distance

8:45 PM

and I don't need to traverse the entire network just the shortest path

im glad you did your research

8:53 PM

you should atleast know why youre choosing what ur choosing

8:53 PM

ok cyu tomorrow

Shea

ok cyu tomorrow

okay goodnight

Shea

im glad you did your research

thanku

Shea

you should atleast know why youre choosing what ur choosing

also makes sense

out of school

where to

home

that's just a different level of heartbreak

4:16 PM

why

because you're coming back here and meeting you would be a dream except we aren't together or whatever and that hurts and sucks a lot

4:17 PM

sorry for my rant

satan

because you're coming back here and meeting you would be a dream except we aren't together or whatever and that hurts and sucks a lot

I'm sorry

4:17 PM

I'm with varija and ruks

it's like when your largest dream is abt to come true but it can't anymore

Shea

I'm sorry

don't be it's fine

Shea

I'm with varija and ruks

ooooooooooooo

sigh

4:28 PM

it's raining

Delhi?

yeah

4:30 PM

till when are you here

14 I go back

mhm

4:31 PM

fair enough

4:31 PM

14 nov or dec

bhai char din the fuck

isliye puccha

4:41 PM

shaant baitho

what

5:39 PM

bro it's a 4 day holiday

5:39 PM

obviously

it's your final year no holiday length is obvious

yessir

mhm

yoo what's up

going back to my room in some time

huh

what

ok

wdym

i mean ok

okay

wanna meet up tomorrow

okay where

3:23 PM

lalit and I are planning on going to mall of India can you come to noida

damn can u come instead

where to

3:25 PM

location do

promenade

okay

3:25 PM

can't believe I'll spend 2000 round trip

3:25 PM

wha ttime

nvm

3:25 PM

it's okay

no I wanna come

3:26 PM

what time and is anyone else gonna be there

no it's okay actually

3:28 PM

just realised I have work to do anyway

okay cool

3:28 PM

if you wanna meet up I'm open

3:28 PM

is that you in your pfp

guess we'll never know (edited)

fair enough

I'm bored

what's up wyd

nothing i

10:58 PM

I'm bored

what did u do todah

10:59 PM

today

work

didn't do much myself either

11:08 PM

just worked on my project

i LOVE mogu mogu

11:49 PM

I just had a full fucking 300 ml bottle

11:49 PM

with little hearts

11:49 PM

I'm at peace with life

oh god mogu mogu

11:49 PM

why do people like it

11:49 PM

it's annoying

ehy

11:50 PM

EHY

11:50 PM

why

11:50 PM

it's a whole meal in a bottle

idk it tastes weirdd

I also got SHIT LOADS of guava juice

11:50 PM

I'm so happy

I got maaza

11:51 PM

that's it

I love b natural

11:51 PM

I got 2 fucking litres

11:51 PM

of that guava juice

11:51 PM

so I can live at peace

11:51 PM

w home

oh yeah how's home

good

11:52 PM

loving it

nicee

yeah

11:52 PM

how was home

it was good

11:53 PM

durga puja is always good

11:54 PM

thoda hectic tho

accha

12:35 AM

happy Diwali

hey

12:35 AM

happy diwali

12:37 AM

what are your plans todat

12:37 AM

today

idk man wbu

i don't know either

1:38 AM

tbh maybe just work more

ok

yeahh

why r u being dry fam

sorry almost fell asleep

2:56 AM

ill talkto u when i wake up

2:57 AM

ill be more sane then

ill sleep now

3:17 AM

goodnighttt'

hey

10:21 AM

happy diwali

10:21 AM

sorry I was being dry last night I still really like you and miss you and you're finally back and i was worried I'd say something wrong late at night

hi

11:13 AM

I slept tbh it's okay

okay good

11:14 AM

what's up

outfit check 4 tofay

and then plans?

work meet work meet

12:58 PM

family

12:58 PM

morenwork

12:58 PM

ig

12:58 PM

friend

12:58 PM

s

sounds like a good day

nah

12:59 PM

i want to study

12:59 PM

:(

oh you don't wanna do any of that?

12:59 PM

sounds like a bad day then

1:00 PM

what about 15th deadline apps

I'm not submitting

1:01 PM

don't have tome

1:01 PM

time

oh okay

1:02 PM

whatever you decide will be the best

1:02 PM

why does discord remove my status everyday

bcs there's an option

1:03 PM

to keep it up or remove it after a day

yeah no i change it everyday

exactly

no i change it to never change veryday

1:17 PM

and it still changes

1:17 PM

i should go have some food

oh

1:21 PM

lmfao

brb

back

the match SLAYED

5:51 PM

I think Shubhangi is the prettiest woman alive bro

5:51 PM

SEHS SO PRETTY HPW

5:51 PM

how

Shea

the match SLAYED

the what

match

kaunsa matcj

i mean

7:35 PM

India vs Netherlands

oh

7:35 PM

didn't watch

️

7:35 PM

yeah im not using emojis ever again

...

7:38 PM

i didn't know how else to say no bro

sartaj is internship wala guy?

i mean

7:42 PM

kinda

wdym kinda

long story

batao

7:43 PM

it's diwali

I painted these

oh fuck those look so good what the fuck

aw thank you

ofc

7:45 PM

sometimes i wonder what it'd been like if we met up

8:58 PM

dream

wdym

i mean like

9:18 PM

surreal

yeah exactly

9:19 PM

unreal

9:21 PM

do u wanna do that actually

9:21 PM

we have a holiday tomorrow too and i'm quite literally the only one on campus

9:21 PM

and all my work is done i had too much time on my hands

9:21 PM

ofc if ur sched permits

bbg I'm busy tomorrow

9:21 PM

bcs I'm going day after

what about day after then before you leave

9:22 PM

only one class and online

9:22 PM

and late

10:01 PM

I'm so drunk

have you had something to eat?

are you alright

rachit i really miss u

i really miss you too arshiya

10:20 PM

like

10:20 PM

A LOTTT

10:21 PM

and i would die or give worlds to get back together or atleast work towards it (edited)

10:21 PM

BUT

10:21 PM

you might regret this in the morning when you're sober

idfc

10:22 PM

you have no idea how bad I miss you

10:23 PM

and like

10:24 PM

I've kept an entire seperate budget just so I can afford going to promenade and back whenever you come to delhi

10:24 PM

like I'd legit make a sacrifice to meet you and take you out

10:24 PM

on a date or not wtv

10:25 PM

just please don't hate me for this when you're sober

listen

10:26 PM

ur so aweet

10:26 PM

i fucking love u

sigh

10:27 PM

I love you too arshiya

10:27 PM

and I mean it

10:27 PM

like I've said life's bland without you

10:28 PM

there's this dark place on campus in the grass where I go every night and listen to music that reminds me of u and be sad and contemplate life

I'm so going to regret it

10:28 PM

Shea

I'm so going to regret it

you probably are

mygod

10:28 PM

I'm sorry

10:28 PM

for leading u on

don't be

aawwaaaaa

it's fine

gshhs

10:28 PM

duudheidf

10:28 PM

ufududdudfc

all that's fine are you okay rn

ikndewd

10:29 PM

I'm dead

why

I live autocorrect

just being drunk?

OK SO

10:29 PM

I'm very impulsive

10:29 PM

andb

10:30 PM

I drank and now I'm doing this and I feel terribel

do you wanna call

10:30 PM

don't worry about this take my word

man I'm not alone i cant

that's okay

10:30 PM

listen don't feel bad about this

10:31 PM

you're drunk and you just broke up it's natural for you to miss your ex

10:31 PM

I wanna tell you that my doors always open and I'd love to have just atleast that one date

10:31 PM

but it feels so wrong rn

10:32 PM

if you're tiniest bit interested in talking abt it we can do it when ur sober

10:32 PM

but rn I'm worried abt u

10:32 PM

are u on an empty stomach?

pls call me babu

10:35 PM

baby

10:35 PM

once

10:35 PM

pls

baby

10:35 PM

im here for you

10:35 PM

no matter what

fuckkkk

10:35 PM

shit I'm so done

10:35 PM

what happened are you okay

NO

10:36 PM

u just made me g o feral

sigh

10:36 PM

okay so

10:36 PM

rn

10:36 PM

im gonna do whatever you need me to

10:37 PM

and i understand in the morning you might feel differently and this might mean nothing

10:37 PM

that's not an issue

such a darling fr

10:37 PM

bro

10:37 PM

fuck ke

10:37 PM

I want u

i don't want you to be drunk and sad i babysat six drunk people the other day and sad drunk is not good

Shea

I want u

you have me arshiya

10:37 PM

anytime you want

I really

10:38 PM

want u

10:38 PM

with me

10:38 PM

here rn

you realise we're in the same state

if I send u my location will u come

i can actually be beside you within 12 hours

no right now

10:39 PM

pretty please

baby

10:39 PM

i genuinely would but we can't leave campus after 8 pm

10:39 PM

sorry

shhh it's okay

I FORGET

i know it's fine

10:40 PM

don't worry

10:40 PM

do you wanna meet tomorrow afternoon or day after

man

10:40 PM

idek

10:40 PM

idefk

yeah okay don't think about that rn

10:40 PM

more stress is last thing I want for u rn

10:41 PM

just I'm here tell me whatever you want

10:41 PM

I'll do anything for u

I love when u say that

10:43 PM

man

10:44 PM

ur so pretty

don't worry you're way prettier

no shut up I hate myself

okay whatever you want right now

10:45 PM

doesn't mean I'll stop believing that you're pretty just not gonna argue abt it rn

10:45 PM

you're most important

baby

10:53 PM

my love

10:53 PM

i wantusobad

im here

10:54 PM

literally have discord open in split screen on my phone just for u

areu busy

nope

10:54 PM

im here for u

10:54 PM

always am

baby are u sure

yes baby

10:55 PM

i am

10:55 PM

i swear

take me back bri

10:56 PM

bro

back as in?

back in ur life dumbass

baby

10:57 PM

i really want to

like my heart is jumping out from its ribcage

10:57 PM

This is what I've been praying for all this time

10:57 PM

but you're drunk rn

let me touch it back in

10:57 PM

fuck

10:57 PM

now I really wanna hold u

Shea

let me touch it back in

I would genuinely lose gallons of blood voluntarily just to feel your touch

why would u do that

10:58 PM

shawty noo

to feel your touch weren't you listening

that's not happening

10:59 PM

don't even

10:59 PM

think about it

10:59 PM

what the fuck

10:59 PM

crazy bitch

10:59 PM

shut up

I was just giving an example

10:59 PM

listen I really REALLY want to be back with u

10:59 PM

but also there's like really high chances you're gonna regret this when sober

mygidbinwilo

11:00 PM

mygidbinwill

11:00 PM

MYGOD I WILL

yeah I know u will

11:00 PM

it's okay

I'm so shameless

11:00 PM

SORRY

it's fine you know i won't judgr

11:01 PM

it's understandable you're just drunk and sad

I'm sorry

11:01 PM

I don't wanna do this to u

11:01 PM

i just can't stop msyelf

11:01 PM

pls stop me

it's genuinely fine

vrooor

no it's fine i just want you to be okay

bo okay with me

11:02 PM

be

trust me i seriously want to

11:03 PM

if everything went according to plan today would've been our first diwali together

lol

11:03 PM

i realised I didn't wanna meet I wasn't even that busy

11:03 PM

I could've gotten out ofbit

11:03 PM

but like

i know baby

I'm just leading u on kan

11:04 PM

man

I knew that the moment you said nvm yesterday

11:04 PM

u know me so well help

yeah

11:04 PM

i just go along with it because I want you to be at your best

what does that even mean

11:05 PM

I'm best with u

then be with me

11:05 PM

and not like this when you're sober

11:05 PM

i always say you can have me just say the word

I wanna touch u rn

11:06 PM

bro

11:06 PM

have u seen that picture

11:06 PM

with the girl ripping her head apart

11:06 PM

that doodle

11:06 PM

I feel like that fr

don't think i have

we'll..

11:06 PM

wel.

do you want me to podcast

11:07 PM

im alone

I'm not yaat

11:07 PM

yaar

okay makes sense

11:07 PM

you never answered are you drunk on an empty stomach

lol my friends are hating me

11:08 PM

for fighting w them

why

to text u

11:08 PM

rn

11:08 PM

AND THEYRE TELLING ME ILL REGRET IT WHICH I ALREADY KNOW I MEAN SHUT UP

mhm

11:09 PM

don't worry for what it's worth I won't bother you tomorrow morning with this if you don't want me to

yeah I love you so your well being is priority

i love that u live me

i honestly think I always will

11:10 PM

like it's been one month right

11:10 PM

no change

11:11 PM

BECAUSE ITS JUSG BEEN A MONTH

11:11 PM

IDK

trust me a month is enough

11:11 PM

let's not talk abt this rn

11:11 PM

don't want u to deal w that convo you're already drunk

idk

11:12 PM

anymoremm

I'll help you

11:12 PM

I can actually help you with getting over me if that's what you need

11:12 PM

rn I just wanna make sure ur not sad leave all that for now

11:13 PM

we'll talk abt the other shit tomorrow or never depending on how much you regret this

yeah

11:17 PM

are you okay (edited)

okay these

11:24 PM

delhi fucks need to chcill

11:24 PM

with crackers

yeah no shit they do

11:24 PM

god I'm always so worried abt u whenever I think of diwali

11:25 PM

let her have some fucking peace bro

like ohmygod

11:30 PM

why can't we just keep it diyas

11:30 PM

and lights

11:30 PM

without the pollution or noise

bro fr

11:31 PM

it's fucking banned throughout the country and they're still bursting so many fucking crackers

it's so scary

it's so infuriating

fr

Shea

it's so scary

i know baby

11:31 PM

i know

11:31 PM

that's why I hate crackers

I wanna hug u rn man

Shea

I wanna hug u rn man

trust me i really wanna pull up and comfort you and help you however i can

11:32 PM

you know you're 40 minutes away worst case

11:32 PM

best case 20

stop.

just saying

pls don't I really

11:33 PM

Miss u

11:33 PM

u don't understand

sigh

11:33 PM

i think i do

I've constantly missed you a lot the entire month

11:33 PM

no wavering

11:33 PM

consistently

I'm the best hehe

yeah you are

11:34 PM

im not even gonna argue

11:34 PM

you're the best

11:35 PM

god

11:35 PM

even being apart from you all I can think of is how i wish life was easier on you

11:42 PM

baby ur amazing

everything for you

ok this is pissing me off

11:45 PM

i hate how im so affected byit

by what

11:47 PM

oh i think u mean affection

11:47 PM

don't be pissed off

crackers.

bro i hate crackers just because they affect you

11:51 PM

like i disliked them because pollution

11:51 PM

but strong hatred

11:51 PM

because they affect you so much

:( I love u

baby

11:52 PM

trust me

11:52 PM

i love you too

11:52 PM

and i mean it i am gonna love oyu

I wanna get into ur arms n sleep

aw

11:53 PM

i wanna hold u

11:53 PM

and comfort you

11:53 PM

UGH why do we have a curfew

11:53 PM

she needs me bro let me go

fr

11:54 PM

why r we so close and so far rn

11:54 PM

like come to me baby ❤️

i know baby

11:55 PM

i love you a lot

11:55 PM

and i wish i was there to help u

11:55 PM

i don't want u to go thru this alone

im here baby

11:59 PM

i love u

are u sleepy

12:02 AM

should I do current electricity

Shea

are u sleepy

no baby

I'm melting

Shea

should I do current electricity

arent you drunk rn

Shea

I'm melting

dont melt i need to hold u in my hands

satan

arent you drunk rn

so?

12:06 AM

is there a time for ohsyics

yes

satan

dont melt i need to hold u in my hands

let me

12:06 AM

melt

12:06 AM

I love you

12:06 AM

i love you so much

Shea

melt

okay i will

12:07 AM

anything for u

i love u I feel like my head spins really fast e u

12:07 AM

w u

12:07 AM

or maybe that's the alcohol

12:07 AM

but

12:07 AM

fuck

it's most definitely me

yes it is

12:08 AM

baby

yes my love

baby

12:08 AM

babyy

im here my love whats up

12:08 AM

always here for u

idk

12:10 AM

I just really wanna fall u baby

i love it when u call me baby

baby

my pretty girl

my very pretty babyboy (edited)

12:12 AM

ur so pretty

12:12 AM

fuck

i wanna be all yours

12:13 AM

like just say the world

12:13 AM

ill be urs

12:13 AM

u have me

be mine

baby

12:14 AM

say it when ur soberr

12:14 AM

but dw rn i am all yours

pls

12:18 AM

b mine

12:18 AM

idc

no genuinely i'm yours

12:18 AM

jsut you'll regret it in the morning

12:18 AM

rn im yours no matter what tho

12:19 AM

anything to make u happy

are you feeling okay

12:23 AM

how are you

tucked in

gonna sleep?

maybe

you should

12:28 AM

get some sleep be a good girl

12:28 AM

i really hope you don't regret this in the morning even though i know you will

12:29 AM

if you still wanna continue like this when you're sober, you don't even have to say anything

12:29 AM

just continue this way

12:29 AM

i hope the hangover isn't bad

just i would give anything to have you with me again

12:37 AM

but that's a convo for sober u

12:37 AM

right now

12:37 AM

please get some rest

I love guava

i know you told me yesterday

12:43 AM

also have some food please if you haven't already

goodnight honey

baby

1:06 AM

goodnight

mhm

1:06 AM

ily

i hope we still keep going with this tomorrow

1:06 AM

i love you so much

i'd do anything for you

Shea

sigh

1:06 AM

i'll pray

1:08 AM

also

1:08 AM

if the crackers bother you

1:08 AM

call me

1:08 AM

take care baby

1:08 AM

sleep well

u too

ily

1:16 AM

pls dont hate me in the morning

i won't

1:17 AM

yeah but like regret this

1:17 AM

i hope you don't

1:17 AM

goodnight baby

1:17 AM

you gonna sleep rn?

idk

if u wanna talk tell me

1:18 AM

if u wanna sleep tell me

1:18 AM

im here for either

go sleerrp

not rn my love

1:24 AM

im here

wow

yeah

my god

8:32 AM

how am I like this

sigh

8:32 AM

it's okay

8:32 AM

how're you

terrible but that's beside the point

8:39 AM

you should've stopped me you know

8:39 AM

I can't believe I did this to u

8:39 AM

it's fine you were drunk

8:41 AM

are you okay rn tho I'm worried abt u

8:41 AM

i mean you're not okay but what's up

i hope u feel better

u got class?

nope

9:52 AM

today's a holiday

why

idk i don't question holidays

9:53 AM

i just take them

okay

9:54 AM

dude this is so embarrassing

it's okay that's not even the most embarassing drunk i've seen

9:54 AM

but hey i actually wanted to talk abt it

9:54 AM

would now be a good time or later

sure

i actually wanna continue what we did last night

9:55 AM

i know you were drunk then

9:55 AM

i don't want labels one month has taught me i just want you

9:56 AM

like if there was a scheme where i would only get to talk to you every 69th thursday and only then

9:56 AM

i'd take it even without a first thought

9:56 AM

and i get there were issues

9:57 AM

but i feel like if we switch to a primarily irl relationship it won't lead us to the point where those issues come back again

rachit let's not discuss this again bcs

9:57 AM

we're not getting back

i'm not asking to get back

yeah we're not indulging romantically

it's clear that whenever we get back to soon it's always causing some issue or the other

at all

Shea

at all

can't we just try to shift irl and see if it works out

9:58 AM

because we know it's highly likely to work out then

bro

and we both miss each other even tho it's been a month

when will we do irl

9:58 AM

bhai?

9:59 AM

so???

9:59 AM

part of breaking up

december me when do you get back

boards right after

10:02 AM

not gonna be free

10:03 AM

then I work on my patent

that's cool we can figure something out after your boards

10:03 AM

or even before

10:03 AM

the thing is

10:03 AM

if we want to we can figure something out together

rachit

10:03 AM

don't be delusional ab this

we don't have to spend everyday together right and i've kept a seperate budget just to save money to go forth and back

10:04 AM

still been saving in it

Shea

don't be delusional ab this

listen i get you are reluctant

10:04 AM

but i promise

10:04 AM

we can always work something out

10:04 AM

always

10:05 AM

also december me i got my hackathon in delhi too

10:05 AM

that has got nothing to do with this convo just a random factg

bhai don't worry about money Ive got that

10:06 AM

it's about timw

10:06 AM

which is most important to me

Shea

bhai don't worry about money Ive got that

i'm just saying that's how dedicated i am to figuring something out

Shea

which is most important to me

i know

10:07 AM

i also know how important time is right

10:07 AM

both yours and mine

10:07 AM

trust me i'll make sure not to waste either of ours

10:07 AM

we can work it out

no for real

I'll mull over it

THANK YOU

10:09 AM

and just believe that we can figure out being close please

10:09 AM

like if need be i'll literally invent a drone hoverboard that'll lift me off the ground so i can hangout next to ur window while we work

10:10 AM

fun fact have i told you i've been working on a drone hoverboard

10:10 AM

no relation

v cool

indeed

10:17 AM

anyways i'll wait for you to think over it and same rules apply if you wanna talk to me please hmu first

10:17 AM

that rule is just because i'm afraid of being annoying

i dont wanna go back

10:11 PM

to school

10:11 PM

:(

aw

10:11 PM

i know how much school sucks

10:12 PM

genuinely kinda hate them for making life harder for you

10:12 PM

like

no this time

10:12 PM

i really

10:12 PM

really

10:12 PM

dont wanna go bcak

is something up?

10:13 PM

im here for u

this guy

11:37 PM

has been bullshiting me for so long now

11:37 PM

he fucking goes to manipal and thinks hes boss

11:37 PM

lmfao

which guy

11:38 PM

LMFAO MANIPAL

11:38 PM

have I told u manipal lore

what's he saying

11:38 PM

he is beyond annoying man

11:38 PM

this was BEFORE this convo

11:39 PM

i hateeee this guy

you should be grateful he's gracing you with his time

i really should be man

11:39 PM

fuck

11:39 PM

bro he thinks im dumb its wild..

11:39 PM

and hes

he could have spent it more productively

islamophonbic

like jerking off

redditor

11:40 PM

fr

LNfao

AND

lmfao

hes deadass

11:40 PM

so weird ohmygod

11:40 PM

ill call and explain

11:40 PM

later

okay later tonight?

nono

11:40 PM

fuck

11:40 PM

im going tomorrow

11:40 PM

i knoww

11:40 PM

hey it's okay

11:40 PM

i mean it's kinda not

11:41 PM

why do u not wanna go back so bad

idk

11:41 PM

im bad at everything

that's what they want you to think

11:42 PM

but if you look back you'll realise you're getting better everyday

satan

that's what they want you to think

they being big pharma it's all a conspiracy to keep you from solving all of world's problems

..

11:44 PM

no im

11:44 PM

like

11:44 PM

im not studyng

11:44 PM

this is about marks

11:44 PM

man

oh yeah boards

i just talked to jee kids

11:44 PM

not about concepts

11:44 PM

but

11:44 PM

like

11:44 PM

they were studying

do not talk to jee kids they're dumbasses

i mean

literally don't know shit

they were just

if i was a jee kid i'd legit hide my face in shame

"aaj maine 90 questions solve kare"

11:44 PM

...

11:45 PM

like umm

11:45 PM

i did nothing and my exam is right now?!?!?!

hey listen

also

11:46 PM

like

i knew jee kids who did 150 questions religiously

11:46 PM

everyday

ur super smart

11:46 PM

look at me bro like

they got 76 percentile

BRO

11:46 PM

i know someone who got

11:46 PM

86

11:46 PM

and he's supposed to be smart

11:46 PM

like

11:46 PM

??!?!

11:46 PM

he's full nerd

yeah exactly jee kids are not smart

11:46 PM

and jee doesn't measure how smart you are

NO

11:46 PM

anyway

11:46 PM

im just saying

11:46 PM

everyone but me is smart

you just need to know how to game the exam

86 is good only bhai meri 55 aayegi if i decide

11:47 PM

to give

11:47 PM

jee

Shea

anyway

you want me to take a date and make it into a full on raspberry pi automated drone hackathon?

11:47 PM

we could automate the restaurant we go to

YES

11:47 PM

WOW

11:47 PM

100101010% WILL TURN UP

reasons you should say yes to a date because that's what dates are like wimme

100% making out after that man

11:48 PM

no crumbs left

we're gonna spend the day hunched over our laptops and syncing github repos

Shea

86 is good only bhai meri 55 aayegi if i decide

also about this

11:48 PM

listen

11:48 PM

i got 64 percentile first attempt me and second me 94

11:48 PM

i didn't suddenly become smart overnight

11:48 PM

i just studied the exam

11:49 PM

how to game it

11:49 PM

you're more than overqualified to do that

11:49 PM

trust me

11:49 PM

and tell me all the things the jee kids told u when u come back online

11:49 PM

i'll laugh at it w u

dude

11:52 PM

i was talking about irodov and they were talking about hc verma

11:53 PM

we didnt have common ground

11:53 PM

and they were like

11:53 PM

stressing me out

11:53 PM

with the amount that they study

11:53 PM

they study alot man

11:53 PM

then comes in my fear of not being better than them??? bcs im not studying enough

11:53 PM

like

honestly first of all you don't have to worry about them being better than you

11:54 PM

ever

11:54 PM

trust me

but i do

they lost that fight when they chose jee

11:54 PM

you know they aren't studying right

11:54 PM

they're just practicing the same problems everyday again and again

11:54 PM

these problems

11:55 PM

have been chosen for them by a highly optimised system the sole purpose of it is to beat an exam

11:55 PM

they're not learning they're just part of a large structured machine trying to beat an exam that was supposed to be for merit

but

and i can say that i've been through the same thing and i was successful

atleast they use those concepts

baby listen

11:56 PM

wait i'm sorry if im not supposed to use that

11:56 PM

tell me if im not

11:56 PM

they do not use those concepts

11:56 PM

in college i have jee kids around me

11:56 PM

and cse me all are like 94 percentile above kids

11:57 PM

none of them are applying the concepts

11:57 PM

practical chhoro class me bhi nahi

11:57 PM

they're crying kyunki inse C nahi ho raha

11:57 PM

buying courses and whatnot

11:57 PM

those concepts will be helpful sure

11:57 PM

but it's the 80:20 rule

11:58 PM

it's good enough once you learn it

11:58 PM

you don't have to be better than the rest of the country to apply it properly

11:58 PM

everyone will apply it the same

satan

they're crying kyunki inse C nahi ho raha

lies

also sorry if i spoke too much im supposed to be listening

no keep speaking its helping

Shea

lies

mai mazak nahi kar raha hu 60% of the class failed intro to programming

11:59 PM

you know why

11:59 PM

because there was a stack question in the paper

WHAT

11:59 PM

LMFAO

11:59 PM

WOW

and they all thought it was dsa and fucked up

MNDBHJSGDH

11:59 PM

SO DUMB

11:59 PM

HOW.

it was simple function implementation

Shea

HOW.

yeah

11:59 PM

these people were 94 percentile above jee me

11:59 PM

all of them

11:59 PM

what does that tell you

dsa like isnt stack a part of that

12:00 AM

happy new day

12:00 AM

i go back today

happy new day baby

Shea

dsa like isnt stack a part of that

it is but the question was just to implement stack methods

12:00 AM

not an entire stack

ok u cant use it that much now ur making me regret my decisions

satan

it is but the question was just to implement stack methods

thats so dumb

12:00 AM

bruh

12:00 AM

canteven

Shea

ok u cant use it that much now ur making me regret my decisions

okay sorry

12:00 AM

also which decisions

Shea

thats so dumb

yeah

of talking to u

12:01 AM

wtf

OH no yeah don't regret that

12:01 AM

that'll be sad

smh

also also you know

12:01 AM

jee me

12:01 AM

if you know concepts

12:01 AM

and only concepts

12:01 AM

it can only get you to 60 percentile

12:01 AM

how much you score in jee

12:02 AM

does NOT matter outside the scope of indian govt college admissions

60 percentile ke uppar wo number goes up only if you train competitively

12:02 AM

that's it it's nothing else

12:02 AM

just training

12:02 AM

you gotta take my word on that

ur telling me

12:09 AM

I'm already better than 60

12:09 AM

stop lying

lmfao

12:10 AM

you're already better than 99 percent of the people

baby stop

jee marks doesn't show how good you are it just shows how trained you are

12:10 AM

without any training you're more trianed than 60 percent of the people because you're smart and disciplined

12:11 AM

if you focus on jee for just three months you can get an easy 90 percentile+

nahhh

no i legit promise

12:12 AM

like i'd drop out of college if that wasn't true kinda promise

lmfao

12:13 AM

no ur all about making rash promises when it comes to me

12:14 AM

so I'm not taking it but ok

baby i take my promises very seriously

12:14 AM

and i do admit i hype you up a bit here and there

12:14 AM

but that's just because i really believe in you

12:15 AM

and for the jee thing let's get objective about it

12:15 AM

allen me they used to tell us to just revise everything for one month and that's what will make all the difference

12:15 AM

now assuming you've solved your course load atleast once

12:15 AM

that is what's coming for jee too

12:16 AM

now subjective se objective shift karne me you take one month

12:16 AM

to find out the strategies and everything

12:16 AM

two months for full on revision

12:16 AM

like fully involved

12:16 AM

you'll be good for je4e

lol

12:21 AM

there's 2 months left

12:21 AM

I'm fucked

12:21 AM

I haven't registered tho

12:21 AM

should i

12:21 AM

can I register later actually

12:21 AM

or is it just one

do you actually want to

ezam

12:21 AM

exam

12:21 AM

idk??

no there's one more but i don't think you should register until you're actually serious

12:21 AM

I'll tell you why

don't tell me why

but then that makes it sound like I don't believe in you

12:22 AM

I want u to know i always believe in you

okay

you can register for the second shift later on

12:24 AM

but don't do it just because

12:24 AM

but listen

whatt

if you actually decide that you're serious about it

why

satan

if you actually decide that you're serious about it

I will make sure that you have the best coaching and guidance and material and everything that you need before the second shift

Shea

why

why for what

why should I not until im serious about it

satan

I will make sure that you have the best coaching and guidance and material and everything that you need before the second shift

thats so sweet

12:25 AM

tu

12:25 AM

ty

Shea

why should I not until im serious about it

because then you'll know that you can score better than it if you put your best to it and then you'll be putting your best to an exam that doesn't even matter in the first place for you

12:26 AM

so don't put yourself through that unless you know you're serious about it

dw about me

Shea

ty

ofcourse

12:26 AM

everything for you

Shea

dw about me

you are literally 80% of what i worry about

don't oml

12:29 AM

whyy

wdym

why

you know why

12:30 AM

i want to see you happy

sigh

and be one less person who makes your life miserable

I'm fine

12:31 AM

wearing this

12:31 AM

for farewell

12:31 AM

theme is starry night so

will look good on you but then [it gets flirty here might be inappropriate - censored]

WHY IS THERE A BUT

it's censored

12:33 AM

it gets flirty

bracket ke andar daalte wtf

12:33 AM

anyway

12:33 AM

tell me I wanna hear it

will look good on you but then you look good with nothing on too

man

12:34 AM

this is about the saree

the saree looks good

12:34 AM

yeah it actually does

hey when are you sleeping tonight

i might fall asleep

1:30 AM

anytime soon (edited)

I feel like a 2 year old

6:52 AM

who's not ready to go to school

6:52 AM

6:56 AM

wake uppp (edited)

btw I won't be able to be online

7:30 AM

my pre boards are starting

7:30 AM

so I'll barely be on

baby get up

7:45 AM

baby hiii

8:14 AM

goodmorning

8:14 AM

sorry i woke up late

Shea

btw I won't be able to be online

hey that's completely okay

8:14 AM

can i have your pre boards sched?

mere pass khud nahi hai

8:15 AM

uncle

ARRE

why will I keep the schedule

8:15 AM

I don't study

koi baat nahi

8:16 AM

when do you have to go back aaj baby

I'm in the car

8:17 AM

picking up varija

8:17 AM

then we'll leave for school

oh

8:17 AM

makes sense

yeah <3

give me thoda time ill brb

8:23 AM

9 baje they turn off the hotwater i don't wanna freeze to death

Okayy

hey i'm back

9:29 AM

happy children's day shawty

i...

yeah?

anyways u wanna see what was on vare's insta feed

9:41 AM

lmfao

9:41 AM

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9:41 AM

literally me

EXCUSE ME

it's okay i'll make sure to throw you into a waterfall

9:42 AM

no fall damage

I'm scared of heights

9:43 AM

I think

YO WHAT

9:43 AM

you won't believve

9:43 AM

i used to be scared of heights too

9:43 AM

now i'm scared of the concept of heights

9:43 AM

like

9:43 AM

it's weird and hard to explain

9:44 AM

if i'm at the 4-5th floor of a mall

9:44 AM

and i see the ceiling really close to me

9:44 AM

that scares me

9:44 AM

and at the same time makes me wonder if i can make the jump to the other side

9:44 AM

i dream about falling off from heights that's scary

...

9:51 AM

I love u

9:51 AM

I take that back

9:52 AM

mf wasn't going

okay be glad you did it within 5 business days

Shea

mf wasn't going

that's what you get for using randomass internet provider's data

satan

that's what you get for using randomass internet provider's data

Airtel??

randomass

I WAS SO SCARED THIS WAS HAPPENING

vodafone use karo

Shea

I WAS SO SCARED THIS WAS HAPPENING

kyun

pls

wdymm please i get a consistent 100 mbps literally everywhere i go in india

okay baby i believ u

:)

Shea

I WAS SO SCARED THIS WAS HAPPENING

why were u scared that was happening

10:01 AM

also what was happening

10:02 AM

my brain's context variables got freed from memory

nvm na

arre

10:54 AM

theek hai

10:55 AM

tell me if u find out your pre boards ka sched na

10:55 AM

i have endsems from 6th to 9th dec and that's it

okay babe

okayy

11:02 AM

what if a random engg student hijacked your car

11:02 AM

5'11 brown male from calcutta no relation

i keaj

11:09 AM

mean

11:09 AM

varija is quite hard to deal with

get her on board with the plan then who tf wants to go to school voluntarily

her

11:12 AM

she got spirit of Welham

11:12 AM

award

11:12 AM

it's made out of pure silver actually, quite prestigious

11:12 AM

she's in love with this mf school

11:12 AM

unironically

this is how they spread their propaganda

actually a little ironically

11:13 AM

nah man the schools fine

if i was awarded something you would never catch me at that place the next day

11:13 AM

only the idea of me exists now adios

it's hard managing your pr by yourself

11:26 AM

you know the other day me and some friends went out

11:26 AM

they were drinking i had coke

11:26 AM

there were like six of us

11:26 AM

one girl was just loud drunk

11:26 AM

other girl started crying

11:26 AM

one guy was just drunk but he hyperactive as fuck

11:26 AM

other two guys were like just there and drunk

11:27 AM

and then we came back to campus and they take random breathalyzers

11:27 AM

they didn't take ours

11:27 AM

until this one girl was shouting "it's so great we're all drunk i loveb eing drunk"

11:27 AM

istg

11:27 AM

then the security guards asked me and lalit to breathalyze

11:27 AM

i passed lalit got caught

11:28 AM

thankfully nothing's gonna happen cause lalit and i are the only ones doing things for the college

11:38 AM

hey babyu

hey babe

11:39 AM

i'm here

:)

i love seeing you happy yknow

usually

11:42 AM

I'm happy w u

11:42 AM

mostly

it's okay we can get those numbers up

11:43 AM

i'll take you on an unforgettable date trust me

dates

11:44 AM

i wanna take u on very intimate dates

intimate dates being?

under the stars on the rooftop

oh

11:45 AM

OH

hold u close or lay down n shit

11:46 AM

fireflies

11:46 AM

fairy lights

i wanna go to ur favourite spot on your roof which no one else knows

alot of poetry

11:46 AM

kissing between the lines

11:46 AM

fingerprints on old pages

11:46 AM

yknow

11:46 AM

alot of sharing

fuck that sounds so nice

11:47 AM

you know

11:47 AM

on an ideal date

11:47 AM

i just wanna keep listening to u talk

11:47 AM

i'll keep staring and you'll keep talking

OKAY I LOVE TALKING

11:48 AM

DONEE

AWESOME

11:48 AM

i love listening

I got that

11:51 AM

I'm gonna read out so much

11:51 AM

poetry and prose to u woahhh

please do

11:52 AM

there's still a recording of you reading a poem somewhere up in here which i can't play until it's the right time

11:54 AM

i got this notebook from home and idk what to do w it

first of all

11:55 AM

WOAH

11:55 AM

second

11:55 AM

ur hands ofnhdjshxgdyjwjxhchdhhdhdhchdjkdf

lmaoo

11:55 AM

ur adorable

Shea

WOAH

is it a good notebook i have NO idea

it's cute

okay fair enough

12:01 PM

duolingo is so needy idek why i installed it

damn is that what u say about me

12:02 PM

replacing me w duolingo

nah dw you can't be replaced

12:03 PM

i can't tickle duolingo

wow.

you know i can't live without you baby

12:11 PM

fun fact your birthday's in two months

i wanna put that on my card

12:22 PM

time to order a new card

no?!

arre

smh

12:25 PM

incel behaviour

being an incel is fun

12:25 PM

i wouldn't know

12:25 PM

got rgb lights for my room call it a gaming room

12:25 PM

with gaming walls

satan

being an incel is fun

...huh

that's what my friends have said ofcourse

....

12:27 PM

i mean

12:27 PM

okay...

12:28 PM

no more this for u

why

12:28 PM

WHY

12:28 PM

I WILL CRY

12:28 PM

i will cry alone in my room at daytime is that what you wantj

12:29 PM

:(

no isn't that fun

12:29 PM

though

no :(

12:29 PM

being with u is fun

as if

arre

12:30 PM

i wanna hold u like that tho

did i actually say something offensive

satan

that's what my friends have said ofcourse

i was leading to that joke with the incel line i swear

12:32 PM

i don't wanna be offensive i just have a bad sense of humour

I know I'm just kidding

OH GOSH

smh

THUMBS UPS SCARE ME

sorry babes

it's okayy

12:33 PM

ur so me

it's almost like i rubbed off on you

actually id make sure I meet everyone but okay

i'll just see them in class or during meals anyways

smh

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

u didn't go home?

nahi i was on campus

12:40 PM

that's why i wanted to come over

12:40 PM

lived 30 mins from u

fuck I'm sorry

12:41 PM

i didn't mean to hold u back

12:42 PM

Shea

i didn't mean to hold u back

you didn't hold me back baby

12:44 PM

just not smart to go home for just 3 days

12:44 PM

for me

i had cake

fr

1:25 PM

15 minutes to school

fuck

yeahhh

everytime you go to school my heart sinks a bit lower in my chest

true

1:26 PM

dude atleast schools in india

1:26 PM

sigh

imagine long distance

1:27 PM

but

1:27 PM

different continents

1:27 PM

living DAYS apart

1:27 PM

wow

i can already got my plans sorted out for exchange programs and other excuses to go across

calm down

1:27 PM

it's okay

1:27 PM

smh

1:27 PM

I'll be around

i really hope you will

1:28 PM

rn good luck for school

yeah lol

hate them for calling you away from here

I'll see if I can get my laptop rh

1:28 PM

rn

okay

lol

drop me a text if you can

1:28 PM

and if you can't that's fine okay

sure thjng

i'll find and do some work i know you'll be busy these few days

1:29 PM

who else is in the car with you

1:48 PM

me

1:48 PM

dad

1:48 PM

vrishank

1:48 PM

varija

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

can't even disagree you need curry to survive

1:49 PM

if you sent it to me

1:49 PM

i'd just pull over and kiss u on the cheek

1:51 PM

Stephen curry

1:51 PM

30

90

1:51 PM

3090 (edited)

damn

1:52 PM

fr

i agree

1:53 PM

ok babe I'm at school

2:00 PM

bye

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

Shea

ok babe I'm at school

okay baby

2:00 PM

if u get ur laptop hmu

2:00 PM

and if u can't that's okay too

2:00 PM

listen

2:00 PM

take care

2:00 PM

i love you

hii

2:43 PM

laptop secured

awesomee

campus is so empty

our campus was empty the last three days or so

2:43 PM

also lmk if it's possible to call anytime

now

Shea started a call that lasted 17 minutes 14/11/2023 2:43 PM

can't keep me hidden forever

IM NOT

2:58 PM

TELLING HER

2:58 PM

THAT IM TALKING TO MY EX

2:58 PM

??!?!?!

lmao

i mean i just told. her

don't worry i was about to

but you are not

2:58 PM

talking

i mean i am you're just not hearing it anymore

man

hop on back whenever you can

bruh

3:01 PM

what happened

Shea started a call that lasted 10 minutes 14/11/2023 3:01 PM

tc and good luck studying

3:12 PM

also i'll ask someone abt the snu interviews if u want

varija was sitting there the entire time btw

3:18 PM

smh

oh damn

3:18 PM

does she have any inputs about me

YEAH?!

3:18 PM

u called her annoying so i mean

that was sarcasm

3:18 PM

does she buy it

obviously i told her it was

yeah because i was really being sarcastic

3:19 PM

i'm just bad at voice modulation

3:19 PM

yeah so what does she think now

okay i officially hate react and nextjs

3:56 PM

fuck javascript and fuck whoever had the idea of running java in browsers

hii

5:29 PM

its okay u got this ily

heyy

5:30 PM

missed u

Shea

its okay u got this ily

it's okay i made progress

5:30 PM

now i have a new bug to deal with

5:30 PM

still hate react

yay

how's physics coming along

lol

5:32 PM

havent

5:32 PM

really

5:32 PM

done

5:32 PM

it

5:32 PM

at all

it's okay whenever you start i know you'll get it done

5:33 PM

you just have to revise the course right?

lets write a paper together plsss

fuck you actually want to?

yeah?

5:34 PM

we;ll make it short

5:34 PM

not at all

5:34 PM

secondary research

5:34 PM

just primary

5:34 PM

fuck

okay i'm down but you should know it'll be a huge learning curve for me and i'm a stupid learner

i meant just secondary

okayy

satan

okay i'm down but you should know it'll be a huge learning curve for me and i'm a stupid learner

look at me

5:35 PM

im dumb as fuck

5:35 PM

dw

baby sigh you're not dumb

shh

it's okay

Shea

shh

mfw no rights to speech

<3

ily

5:37 PM

we'll do it after all your work is finished

ofc u do

5:37 PM

have you looked at me

5:37 PM

im so perfect

i know baby

5:37 PM

trust me

5:37 PM

of all people

5:37 PM

i know

IM JOKING

i'm not tho

5:39 PM

:)

man

did u eat

yes

5:40 PM

maggi

good

5:40 PM

maggi works

chocolate (one bite)

yep counts as a meal

5:41 PM

have dinner?

probably

okayy

5:41 PM

i had chicken tikka in the evening

SHAARE

aa jao

5:42 PM

i'll share

fr

how's ur throat

5:48 PM

yk i let my hair grow for the last 2 months or so it looks kinda good

SHOW ME?!

like any image of me

5:51 PM

wait lemme check

5:52 PM

I'll send one later

5:52 PM

it's not long you'll be disappointed it just looks different

i wanna see

5:53 PM

na

5:53 PM

send me anythinf

will u be here like 7 baje tak

5:54 PM

abhi i'm in a classroom coding

5:54 PM

can't get a pic

5:54 PM

6:30 khatam hoga then i can send u one

lol laptop is tll 6 now

5:56 PM

i gtg

oh accha

5:56 PM

i'll send one tomorrow?

oki

okayy

5:57 PM

today was a good day

5:57 PM

when are you gonna come on during pre boards on the days you do

idk

okay that works

5:58 PM

whenever u do just drop me a text

im sc

5:59 PM

6:00 PM

ok bye

Shea

im sc

i remembered that

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

damn babe

6:01 PM

thankfully cs is after phys

Shea

ok bye

okay byee

pustak just got a steam deck

hair's not that long but it's something compared to how i used to have military cuts

satan

thankfully cs is after phys

????

4:23 PM

cs is so easy

4:24 PM

i wish we switched them

4:24 PM

also cute hair

Shea

cs is so easy

yeah that's why

cant be online today

4:24 PM

cyu

Shea

also cute hair

thank

Shea

cant be online today

okay baby

4:24 PM

goodluck studying

4:24 PM

byee

4:24 PM

if u need anything hmu

4:24 PM

ily

good luck for physics tomorrow

12:14 AM

i want

i will have

HEY

11:46 AM

how was physics

mid

it's okay

11:47 AM

sam altman got fired

WHAT

YEAH

11:47 AM

i just saw it this morning

WOAh

11:49 AM

reading the evrge

11:49 AM

verge

i know right that was so unexpected

Shea

reading the evrge

read sam altman's twitter

i did

yeahh

who is she

who

status

you

do i though

you're the kind of person to

11:59 AM

books and songs

wyd

alright yeah

12:46 PM

writying an article on what idk

like deciding a topic?

yes

or just writing whatever comes to mind

12:47 PM

accha makes sense

12:47 PM

we had ethnic night at college kal

12:47 PM

and then we have prom tomorrow

12:48 PM

i asked vaani to go wimme as a friend

12:48 PM

made all my friends get tickets in pairs

OKAY so

12:56 PM

i had been having this error

12:56 PM

spent a LOT of time looking through the internet

12:56 PM

just skimming

12:56 PM

couldn't find one stackoverflow result so couldn't solve it

12:56 PM

APPARENTLY

12:56 PM

stackoverflow changed logo

12:56 PM

that's why i couldn't find it i just look at site logos and none of them looked familiar

12:56 PM

mfw logo change ruined my whole flow

satan

made all my friends get tickets in pairs

cool

yeah

1:15 PM

also i finally sorted out the react project

this is so cool

2:41 PM

https://github.com/oobabooga/text-generation-webui

GitHub - oobabooga/text-generation-webui: A Gradio web UI for Large...

A Gradio web UI for Large Language Models. Supports transformers, GPTQ, AWQ, EXL2, llama.cpp (GGUF), Llama models. - GitHub - oobabooga/text-generation-webui: A Gradio web UI for Large Language Mod...

satan

https://github.com/oobabooga/text-generation-webui

in a sec

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

literally me

2:46 PM

actually no not me

2:46 PM

let's get out anyways

Shea

in a sec

okayy

u have social anxuety

2:46 PM

thats me

Shea

u have social anxuety

pa

2:47 PM

I don't let it show tho

as if i dont se eit

u can see thru me that's different

alr

yk my roommate went back to Delhi for weekend

2:56 PM

it's so cool to have the room all to myself

nice

mhm

2:57 PM

what do u plan on doing today

u

2:57 PM

r

2:57 PM

mom

im out

yeah we need the bedroom

2:58 PM

thanks man

man

3:04 PM

what does a dairy worker say when he messes up

what

god

hehe

hi

3:17 PM

how can i be homophobic

3:17 PM

my bitch is gay

thats true but im not gay tho

3:18 PM

only halfway there maybe

3:19 PM

so youre kinda homophobic

3:20 PM

OH

3:20 PM

I GOT ANDROID 14

howcool

YES

3:24 PM

been waiting for it for like 6 months

3:24 PM

since android 14 qpr1 released

u told me i think

oh maybe

3:26 PM

i love android

3:26 PM

and like

3:26 PM

OS in general

i know

I love the experience of using a device

3:26 PM

mhm you do

3:26 PM

I got Spotify premium

3:26 PM

still main apple music

why

3:31 PM

would you

3:31 PM

get

3:31 PM

spotify

3:31 PM

the

3:31 PM

m

3:31 PM

n

3:31 PM

then

i switch between both for some reason

ok

3:33 PM

.. weirdo

also i had a free premium sub ongoing and it only cost me like 60 per month

Shea

.. weirdo

you just cant appreciate my genius

sapna n me lovestory

sapna's fun

Your worth as an individual keeps changing with need and time.

3:35 PM

also who are you talking about

huh

3:35 PM

sam

3:35 PM

altman

3:35 PM

obvisoyslsy

Shea

Your worth as an individual keeps changing with need and time.

yeah lmao

Shea

altman

microsoft

yeah man shes old

3:35 PM

its ok

has been brought to the forefront to the tech a million times by a million people

3:36 PM

it's not obvious microsoft keeps falling back into irrelevancy

Shea

yeah man shes old

do we like her rn

idk

okay works

3:40 PM

you wanna hear abt what im working on rn?

sure

i'm making a calendar sync thing where clubs can post events

3:51 PM

and it'll add everything to the google calendar or whatever native calendar app your phone comes with

3:51 PM

and when it gets enough traction we'll move HOD to make the dept and faculty start using it too

3:51 PM

they're open about stuff like that that we're already talking about organising hackathons for our batchmates (edited)

3:52 PM

like IIT indore me the students made the facial biometric system

3:52 PM

we wanna do student made systems here

mhm

yeah

3:55 PM

so i'm trying to figure out oauth in django

3:56 PM

as featured in my some-random-frequency posted blog

3:56 PM

right

i'm trying to work it out by using the django allauth library

4:00 PM

it's supposed to handle user oauth for all the popular platforms

4:00 PM

and rn we only need google calendar

4:00 PM

let's see if it works

4:00 PM

wby did u find a topic

dude

5:07 PM

shubs is the first kid to get her acceptance

YO

5:07 PM

where

i mean its her safety

5:07 PM

but still

5:08 PM

penn state

yeah still fair enough

5:08 PM

it's started

5:08 PM

all the acceptances

wild.

i know right

5:08 PM

all my friends got their decisions after jee counselling

5:08 PM

the ones who mattered

accha

haan except arhaam

5:11 PM

i'm so excited for u

STOP

5:12 PM

same

yeah

5:19 PM

https://open.spotify.com/track/5xoUgPXbMNUmoHU0Enwtwq?si=dfdfc13095ae4737

me

you

5:27 PM

love this song give it a listen

5:28 PM

ME

5:28 PM

ME W U

how

5:28 PM

smh

like this

5:31 PM

have a whole directory of these memes

ofcourse u d

5:31 PM

o

5:31 PM

smh

yes

keep sending

hence why I'm nervous around you

Shea

keep sending

kyun

no ur not

5:32 PM

its fun

Shea

no ur not

yeah okay babe

dont call me that

too soon?

5:34 PM

my bad

yea

okayy

5:36 PM

average solderinh experience

5:38 PM

can't find those memes but i found other ones

its ok

LMAO

people be psychic nowadays

5:39 PM

lmfao

this

https://open.spotify.com/track/3qudEWwDUMCZ9HKXrnSFEm?si=fb7e51a1e84f41ed

whoa i actually like this

mhm

nice song

ty

6:14 PM

lmao do you actually

yeah i listened to the whole song

6:14 PM

that means i actually like it

accha

it's in my liked as of rn

why he gotta be rude like this

LMAO

6:16 PM

love your dad

??

that response

6:16 PM

love that response

yeah wtv'

are you coming tomorrow?

what

6:28 PM

where

like online

6:28 PM

will you get your laptop tomorrow

yeah ig idk

okay makes sense

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyIfngQLMcm/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

kinematronics

I got bored doing assignments so I made this.... #student #studentengineer #engineering #engineeringstudent #electronics #arduino #lcddisplay #electronica #love

Likes

57432

6:28 PM

i already did this

6:28 PM

im not even a nerd

you are a nerd

6:29 PM

just a really social one

6:29 PM

and multitalented at that

Shea

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyIfngQLMcm/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

how did u program the display

satan

you are a nerd

no i am not

Shea

no i am not

you really are

Shea

what

oh ur not kidding

6:30 PM

its just

6:30 PM

code

Shea

oh ur not kidding

why would i be kiddinh

idk my bad

Shea

code

yeah but getting the display to refresh is a chore

6:31 PM

i think

6:31 PM

im ordering an arduino it's been so long since i'veh ad my hands on one

no it isnt ?

6:31 PM

i mean

6:31 PM

sure..

yeah

Shea

idk my bad

wait u sent that for the project right

6:32 PM

like u meant u already made that thing

yeah

yeah makes sense

6:35 PM

OH i was thinking in terms of an lcd display

6:35 PM

my bad

6:35 PM

sorry

THATS WHAT I WAS LIKE?!

SORRY

6:36 PM

i was like

u deadass just need adafruit

how do u do that on an lcd display

6:36 PM

and i was like

no its ok

lokoing at the vid where did i mess up

6:36 PM

and i saw DFUCK THAT'S NOT AN LCD

Shea

u deadass just need adafruit

YEAHH

oled

sigh

Shea

oled

yeahhh

6:39 PM

oh have i told u

6:39 PM

people like to post my memes and like jokes on their story

6:39 PM

and they ask me for my insta to tag me

accha

and everytime i told them i don't have one they would give me weird looks

6:40 PM

so ab se i tell them to write my email

6:40 PM

"follow rk551@snu.edu.in"

lmfao

6:41 PM

im 554

6:41 PM

wow

not a coincidence

definition of hot

oh damn

6:42 PM

that's cool

no ones ever gonna say that when they look at my profile

fun fact that could've been me but i had to take fucking cs

Shea

no ones ever gonna say that when they look at my profile

it's okay us

so u agree

if i say i disagree

7:01 PM

will u listen to me

yeah

7:01 PM

its not

7:01 PM

about

7:01 PM

me

7:01 PM

its about u

no because your profile won't look like that you're not going to an iit for ug

7:01 PM

until u decide to give jee

7:01 PM

in which case we're getting you into an iit in 4 months

its not about iit

7:02 PM

bhai

but no question in my mind your profile's gonna look way better

now ur just saying it bcs i said so

7:02 PM

liar

do not challenge me because i will call you up right now and tell u the reasons why i think your profile's gonna look better

7:03 PM

in bullet points

im not gonna pick up

ouch

i cant bro

7:03 PM

im being reak

7:03 PM

l

arre i know

7:03 PM

you're in school

7:04 PM

but you already know enough more than most third - fourth years know about cs

7:04 PM

and i think you know that too

7:04 PM

and i'm talking by iit standards those are the people i compete with

i do????

yeah you do

7:04 PM

i know people in iits i keep talking to them

7:04 PM

in cse

7:04 PM

all my friends

7:04 PM

you're way ahead of the curve

7:05 PM

personally i think you're ahead of me too but objectively you're ahead of the iit students without a doubt

arre

7:07 PM

bhai

7:07 PM

u reallly think too hig h

7:07 PM

of me

7:07 PM

im not

7:07 PM

that AT ALL

honestly

7:09 PM

you are

7:09 PM

all that

you wanna know a fun fact

haan

do yk javascript and web dev

barely

you know that it exists right

lmfao

you know java?

barely

and you know a lil bit of basic data structures and arduino and AI right

eh

you're above the average iitian second year

7:13 PM

and i mean cse student

bhai

7:13 PM

pleaes

7:13 PM

please

7:13 PM

.

arshiya i'm not kidding

7:13 PM

iit me most third years haven't had their first internship

ur talking to the wrong crowdd

no that's what i'm trying to say

7:14 PM

the right crowd has really few people

7:14 PM

and they would be as successful even if they were from LPU as they are being from IIT

7:15 PM

i know really smart guys from local colleges and as smart ones from really good colleges too

7:15 PM

and then shitload of dumb students in both colleges

7:16 PM

you know i would take you to techfest iitb if we had the time you'd get to network so much (edited)

7:16 PM

then what im trying to say would make more sense to u i think

yea

but yeah that's what i'm trying to so

7:18 PM

say

7:18 PM

you're really smart

7:19 PM

the only way i know to make u see that is to take u out on a date where instead of going out we go and make a project

7:19 PM

something really cool

https://www.instagram.com/p/CzyH1BUr3VP/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

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7:20 PM

the second slide sounding like the alien analogue horror videos on yt

OH

7:20 PM

mandela catalogue irl

fr

fuck we can make an actual horror series out of this

fr

that'd be really interesting

7:21 PM

a channel that makes the most random analog horror videos out of recent happenings

see

7:22 PM

i have so many of these ideas

7:22 PM

i just

7:22 PM

never act on them

7:22 PM

i have no time

7:22 PM

i swear id make a career out of that

SAME

7:23 PM

just the amount of ideas i had last night could start an entire media company

fr

once me and my friends made holy bible llm

7:24 PM

apparently jesus loves the idea of communism

LMFOA

he wasn't too thrilled to know you can't have alcohol before 21 tho

well

oh well

7:32 PM

heyy

yoo

whats up wyd

eh

last night we saw a meme and then ended up making elaborate detailed plans on how you can make a tap and sink that gives out fire instead of water

do tell

not difficult just have a dense gas

11:29 AM

that won't spread a lot

11:29 AM

set it on fire

11:30 AM

or you can have molten metal pass through it but then the material of the tap has to be high tolerance metal

11:30 AM

the tap still won't last long but let's be real if you have a fire tap there are more pressing issues than the longevity of the tap

right

lalit has the diagrams i'll see if i can get those when he wakes up

how are you btw

11:44 AM

i've been meaning to ask how u doing

i am fine

okay cool

real

fr

look at him go off

bro has so much insider info he might as well be on the openai board of execs himself

damn chill

just sayin

nah nvm bruh

1:19 PM

i respect that guy

fun fact satya nadella is actually backing sama

Shea

i respect that guy

oh okay fair

i know

1:20 PM

guess who told me

who

him

yeah makes sense

i figured out calendar event storing with django and google oauth

i'm having trouble with timezone configuration for the last hour and it's driving me crazy (edited)

3:58 PM

for some reason i'd chosen UTC as my default and now it's posing a whole lot of problems

(edited)

hey

Shea

damn chill

also I'm sorry abt this i didn't mean to insult him

9:50 AM

like honestly wtf idek the guy

9:50 AM

really sorry

yeah ok

yeah

wyd

accretion disks

11:50 AM

article

what's that

search it up im busy

okay

11:52 AM

hmu if u wanna talk i won't disturb

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0hxb5UVaNE

Redeemed Zoomer

Proving God exists using Math

12:09 PM

i think im convinced

12:14 PM

i mean the argument is that since math is complex and so is god, he exists. Which i am open to now, im still agnostic

12:14 PM

so afterall god is a complex belief

12:15 PM

but i believe math created god now

Shea

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0hxb5UVaNE

i had to plot a flow just to follow this guy's train of thought

12:17 PM

honestly i've always believed that if god exists he won't have anything to do with any moral decisions whatsoever

12:17 PM

and like

12:17 PM

i've always believed god to be more like a set of super laws of physics or something similar if he does exist does that make sense

since everything is explained in math, then all brain process and life have been explained in math, then all combination of universes and god has been explained in math, stemmin g from human mind which means there is a universe where god doesn t exist, but also math can explain that with the combination of random numbers, there is a whole particular set of numbers that has the entire lifetime of this universe written, maybe thats god and that's supernatural, maybe we're missingsomething and maybe we're not hm multi dimensional math

the comments section is the best part abt this vid

12:20 PM

this one kinda makes sense

12:20 PM

this one makes a LOT of sense

12:20 PM

no not this one

12:20 PM

this one

i have alot to say about thay

which one

satan

this one kinda makes sense

.

bolo

the idea is that words and letters exist in combination of math which is eternal and non-fixed

12:21 PM

my pov of the video is not that god exists

12:21 PM

but the fact that since we made infinite math

12:22 PM

we have also made infinitely complex god, or the idea of god

12:22 PM

which has so many similarities

12:22 PM

and if you consider math a real language

12:22 PM

then it will definitely explain

12:22 PM

everything that ever exists

12:22 PM

because of its neverending nature

Shea

which has so many similarities

that makes sense

Shea

everything that ever exists

yeah exactly

so does god, except math has a proving nature and god doesnt

12:25 PM

everything done by math, is well, mathematical

12:25 PM

and for all we know it can be a load of bullshit

12:25 PM

delulu fr

12:25 PM

but it does explain alot of stuff

12:25 PM

it has proof

12:25 PM

god doesnt

yeah

12:26 PM

god i love listening to u explain

12:26 PM

wait gimme a min

no im done its fine

no not for that

12:27 PM

i know you were more interested in the morality aspect of this but have u read the god delusion

12:27 PM

it's a fun book

satan

i know you were more interested in the morality aspect of this but have u read the god delusion

*mathematical aspect of this

12:27 PM

sorry there's a chapter called morality in the book i confused

12:33 PM

me when i cant do math = im not god

trust me being good at it is NOT doing me any favours

shut up im good at it

never said you weren't

12:34 PM

i'd go as far as to say you're better at it

bhai

12:35 PM

shh

arre

12:42 PM

12:43 PM

satan

Click to see attachment 🖼️

iev watched this thing lmfao

we tried solving the paper for this

12:47 PM

after working hard for two hours we realised that not being able to solve any question meant that we probably were not cut out for it

it was fun tho

emmet shear? this gets weirder by the hour

YEAH

1:39 PM

hi i missed u

1:39 PM

idk what's going on w openai team

1:39 PM

aaj subah utha i thought sama would be back by now

1:39 PM

news dekha and boom

satan

hi i missed u

nah bro chill

hm?

1:41 PM

okay

1:41 PM

mb

9 MIUTES AGO

1:42 PM

LMAO

“We’re extremely excited to share the news that Sam Altman and Greg Brockman, together with colleagues, will be joining Microsoft to lead a new advanced AI research team"

this is gonna be so fun

meta removing its ai team and then this

1:44 PM

like

1:44 PM

?/

i hadn't followed the meta thing

1:45 PM

looked it up now

1:45 PM

this is really fun

1:45 PM

also like concerning ofc

1:45 PM

but REALLY fun

ok smh

something big is most def gonna come out of this

fr

wanna sit here and just hangout

5:10 PM

also falling asleep outdoors feels awesome

thats so cool

5:13 PM

wya

no I found that on the internet I just wanted to hangout there w u

I was here

cool

yeah

good luck for CS paper tomorrow

lol

5:29 PM

thanks

hello

wana know something

5:12 PM

my backup-est backup just came thru

yeah

msu

msu is?

michigan state university

oh hey that's great

yeah

yeahh

whatever

no you're off to a good start that's nice

5:16 PM

every other uni should come thru too

lmfao

man

i dont need that pity wow

what pity??

5:17 PM

bro why tf would I pity you if I think you're better

sorry if that sounded rude i wanna talk to you

5:29 PM

unless you're busy studying in which case you should study and im right here if u need help w anything

sam a got on board again lmfao

YEAH i saww

5:43 PM

honestly Microsoft wouldn't have done him much good

they say mistakes make you stronger

5:51 PM

after coding for 3 hours I'm at my strongest I've ever been

3:42 PM

when's ur next paper

i dont wann talk

alright

4:10 PM

text me when u want to?

4:10 PM

I'll be here

ever

why what happened

i dont wanna talk dude

yeah but what happened suddenly

we're done whatever reconciliation was a mistake obviously

how was it obviously

bruh

wait did I do something how was it obvious

pls fuck off

k

someone sneaking into parliament is crazy funny

yeah it really is

sorry for being rude

8:40 PM

really sorry fr

8:41 PM

there's no excuse for saying shit like that under any circumstance

8:41 PM

+ you don't deserve that

thanks for apologising

8:41 PM

i understand you must've had a good reason but it did suck a lot

8:42 PM

but yeah it's fine now dw

u don't have to thank me for that fam

9:07 PM

it's the bare minimum i did that

9:07 PM

anyways yeah that's all I have to say, I'm happy you're okay

honestly i really hope you're doing fine

you know me I'm fine

9:08 PM

I'm always fine

yeah that's why i hope you're actually doing fine

arre

9:09 PM

im home today, just came, practicals were bomb

9:09 PM

mental health is not so bad

9:09 PM

on an arshiya level of fine, this is magnificent

are u just gonna ghost or what

no sorry just got out of a meeting

Shea

im home today, just came, practicals were bomb

that's great ngl

9:27 PM

i leave tomorrow

Shea

on an arshiya level of fine, this is magnificent

lmao

9:27 PM

oh well

oh cool what meeting

9:28 PM

nvm i won't ask

why not

satan

i leave tomorrow

wowzers

9:28 PM

I feel like it's not my place to

no it was with a guy who wants to work with me

9:29 PM

he wants to make a career counsellor for students but AI

shit loads of money there

9:31 PM

good luck

Shea

shit loads of money there

yeahh

Shea

good luck

thanks

9:32 PM

also i got two research projects which i'd tell you abt but i'm too tired to do that rn

9:32 PM

some other day

sure

9:34 PM

that's soooo cool

9:34 PM

cook,!!!

it's whatever

what

it's not that big a deal there's kids who are literally in MIT rn

9:35 PM

that's what I am competing with

lol

9:36 PM

respectable

9:36 PM

did you even apply to mit

9:36 PM

bcs I'm not

nah i didn't give SAT they require you to do that

no they're optional

Shea

bcs I'm not

always told you you should atleast try but oh well

Shea

no they're optional

it wasn't in my year

9:37 PM

i triple checked

rightt

wdym right

i mean

9:39 PM

like yk

9:39 PM

yeahhh makes sense ig

yeah that makes sense

a very me thing to say

no not really

9:41 PM

i just rubbed off on you

oh

9:41 PM

yeah

9:41 PM

you're right actually

i always am

new hobby is motivating everyone, even if they're killing themselves

Shea

you're right actually

hence, this. (edited)

oh yeah?

9:44 PM

okay that's how it is

you really believe that you rubbed off on ME?!

why is that so hard to believe

because it was clearly the other way round

9:45 PM

anyways

9:45 PM

new girl yet?

no arshiya

9:46 PM

not in the near future

9:46 PM

by near future i mean the new 30 years or so

:(

WHY the sad face

nvm

9:48 PM

atleast ur on the grind that's impressive

Shea

atleast ur on the grind that's impressive

you rubbed off on me

last stage of grief

trust me i am far away from the last stage

9:50 PM

last stage of grief is solo trip across europe

LET'S GOO

9:50 PM

chalo nice talk bye

bye take care

yeah invite me to the wedding if u have one

i don't think i'm gonna have one

9:53 PM

but if i do have one after like 70 years

9:53 PM

most def will

that's so specific

9:54 PM

70 years why lol

9:55 PM

but anyway dw arrange marriage karwadenge tumhari

Shea

but anyway dw arrange marriage karwadenge tumhari

kucch bhi karunga wo nahi karunga

Shea

70 years why lol

because i know for a reason my life span's gonna be like 60

grim asf

satan

kucch bhi karunga wo nahi karunga

arrange marriage me choice doesn't exist uncle

chup kar abhi chhoti bacchi hai tu

aapki na me bhi haan hai

?????

9:56 PM

average delhi kid

satan

chup kar abhi chhoti bacchi hai tu

damn I'm into that

9:56 PM

fuck

uppercase ?????????

pedo

kardo

9:57 PM

what is this side of you arshiya it's scary

sorry

mazak kar raha hu

9:58 PM

man

hehe

sigh

it's druvs birthday

yeah i'd totally forgotten

10:09 PM

his server ping reminded me

oh right

10:09 PM

I just remembered it for some reason

10:09 PM

i haven't talked to him in ages

remembering is your thing

no it's mot

10:09 PM

nit

10:09 PM

nntor

10:09 PM

not

10:09 PM

no it is not.

same today morning was the first time i talked to him in ages

Shea

no it is not.

remembering dates kinda used to be

satan

same today morning was the first time i talked to him in ages

real

yeahh

dudeee this song reminds me of u

eyes off you?

yeahh

why

I don't know myself

6:53 PM

but probably bcs u put me on it

don't worry I have that effect on people

6:53 PM

it won't pass

yeah I'm sure you do

you're stuck with it

yeah or I could just skip the song

6:54 PM

but okay

Shea

yeah or I could just skip the song

yeah but then you'll be depriving yourself of this song

eh idrc

damn okay

they're not Beethoven

mhm

6:56 PM

I was at connaught place todat

6:56 PM

today

oh nice

yeah

yeah okay

yeahh

so how was it

we just went to haldiram and rushed outta there

6:58 PM

hadn't had food for a whole day yesterday

oh why what

we were too busy that day

7:08 PM

so couldn't eat

so???

i mean we had some light snacks ofc

wtf

7:08 PM

LiGHt SnACks

7:08 PM

wtf is that

snacks

rachit i thought we were over this

dwdw I'm home now and mom's gonna make sure I'm all fattened up before i leave

i thought we had established food was important and not skip able

7:09 PM

no shit bruh

Shea

i thought we had established food was important and not skip able

sorry

7:09 PM

i try having meals only skip when it's urgent

whatever ig

no I promise i try

no I'm sure, just don't do it for me or anything

7:15 PM

just yourself

yeah ofcourse

don't wanna get any feelings across

7:15 PM

yeah

yeah no I get that

yeah

mhm

so one of my solid India option is snu

7:16 PM

and Ashoka lfmao

7:16 PM

bcs dad thinks it's close so it's good

snu is good

7:17 PM

but i believe you'll get gatech so

don't jinx it like that

oh alright

7:18 PM

snu is still good

is it really

im there if it isn't then I'm gonna make it by next year

7:20 PM

a whole lot of shit me and my friends plan on starting

7:20 PM

biweekly hackathons and whatnot

7:20 PM

CSD HoD is already onboard

oh I'm glad

7:21 PM

I'm so glad

7:21 PM

this is what it feels like to be me

7:21 PM

but I feel like if I get to Ashoka I'll build Ashoka

7:21 PM

yk if you're already levelling at snu

no come to snu

idek tbh

7:22 PM

don't let personal factors influence your recommendation

okay

7:22 PM

snu is engg Ashoka is bsc

yeah

the course is gonna be structured that way accordingly

7:23 PM

bsc will be more abt studying the field engg will be more about engineering new things

but anyways I'm SO happy

7:23 PM

that ur working it's sooso cool and shit

Shea

that ur working it's sooso cool and shit

bola tha u rubbed off on me

satan

bsc will be more abt studying the field engg will be more about engineering new things

if u put it like that, it sucks

yeah I know I'm honestly glad I came here not ashoka

7:23 PM

another friend left ashoka cs for snu csd

ur welcome for that

yeah thanks a lot

7:24 PM

don't gloat too much

i never do

7:25 PM

I'm dying to work I'm fomo rn

7:25 PM

but boards in a month n shit so i HAVE TO study this time

yeah you have to

7:25 PM

but dw you got this

don't validate me i know

7:25 PM

that i dont

7:25 PM

but it's ok

7:26 PM

I'll humble my way thru it

bitch you talked to me during your tenth board and still got better than the delhi topper

7:26 PM

im not validating you

tomorrow is decision deadline for some unis

Shea

tomorrow is decision deadline for some unis

oh

7:26 PM

any of yours?

satan

bitch you talked to me during your tenth board and still got better than the delhi topper

10tg was easier than jackshit

7:27 PM

this time I'm competing with people who've studied for 2 years stri

7:27 PM

straight*

7:27 PM

competitive exams and what not

7:27 PM

i on the other hand

jee kids fail boards

just opened my books

case in point me

MAN

7:27 PM

THATS NOT FAILING

7:27 PM

PLUS UR SO SMART

83% aaye the mere

7:27 PM

fun fact i never told you this

7:27 PM

but except cs and english

7:27 PM

i failed all my preboards

it's okay I barely passed mine

7:28 PM

failing is not bad

7:28 PM

except cs and English ofc

Shea

it's okay I barely passed mine

my point is you're already doing better than me thoda aur padhle you got this

wtf

7:30 PM

u downplay urself too much u suck

wdym I suck I'm literally average

bruh

7:31 PM

ok believe what you will.

yes

7:31 PM

i do believe that you're really smart though

7:31 PM

just put in ur best and trust the process

k

?

thank you, okay!

yeah ofc np

this ironic fucking reel reminded me of j

7:43 PM

u

what was the reel

THAT IS LITERALLY ME

7:45 PM

this is why I don't scroll through reels I don't wanna be reminded of myself

i laughed too hard

i have that effect

on the reel ur not even funny

shut up

ok

you know i didn't mean that

do i

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

love the ending tho

Shea

do i

arshiya if I wanted you to actually shut up i would say it in a much more matter of fact way

7:48 PM

"I don't want to talk to you, please stop"

that still looks like u wanna talk to me idk

honestly yeah if i really don't wanna talk to u it'd be a bit more stern i think

7:49 PM

oh well

do it

do what

show me what you'd say

can't I'm not pissed off enough

no but ideally

Shea

pls fuck off

could've done it here

Shea

no but ideally

i actually do not know how I'll say it when I'm angry only way to know is when I'm actually angry

oh right

7:51 PM

let's make u angry!

you won't be successful

why

trust me you just won't

lol why

because whenever I'm angry I'll just stop talking to u

7:52 PM

I'll reply later when I'm calm

7:52 PM

that's how i handle everyone no one has seen me angry

:(

7:52 PM

actually I take that back

that's heartbreaking not anger inducing

I have no right to send that lol

nah it's fine

but it's not

7:55 PM

stand up for urself mf

it's okay with me

...

if you're not comfortable w doing it then it's fine

Shea

stand up for urself mf

i will

7:56 PM

but this won't be doing that

convince yourself not me pookiebear

also please do not ask me to stand up for myself it will piss me off

Shea

convince yourself not me pookiebear

just stop using that please

satan

also please do not ask me to stand up for myself it will piss me off

so it's working

doesn mean you'll get to see me be pissed off

7:57 PM

arshiya I've only ever shouted at you once

7:57 PM

im not gonna do it again

yeah hopefully I wont be affected now

doesn't matter because I won't do it

I'm used to screaming at men and back but that just caught me off guard

7:58 PM

trust me u can do it

I don't want to arshiya that's not the kind of person i am

uhh

7:58 PM

okay

yeah

coollllbeans (edited)

why tf would you change that

I SPELT IT WRONG BRUH

yeah okay

8:00 PM

ykw if u wanna do this

8:00 PM

I'll stand up for myself

8:01 PM

im not shouting at you

8:01 PM

but it did suck when we tried to get back together and you just broke it off without any warning and all you had to tell me was "obviously"

8:01 PM

and it wasn't the first time

8:01 PM

and I'm not holding anything against you I'm just frustrated abt it

ur right

8:03 PM

i was out of my mind

8:03 PM

drunk

8:03 PM

when we got back

no that was my bad too

but nothing had changed

8:04 PM

it was

8:04 PM

just a rebound for nothing

8:04 PM

sorry to get ur hopes up at all

im just saying baad me you should've ended it clearly instead of pulling an obviously and then asking me to fuck off but you did apologize for it so it's okay

i shouldn't have

it's fine

i did end it when I came to my senses, the obviously

8:04 PM

was not abt the

I'll just never get why we broke up in the first place and I'm trying to make my peace with that

breakup but

8:05 PM

for the obvious reason that I was drunk

okay that makes more sense

satan

I'll just never get why we broke up in the first place and I'm trying to make my peace with that

cause I have issues that I can't work with

8:05 PM

that's it

okay I can respect that actually

that's what I've been saying since day 1

yeah but I was kinda an asshole

8:06 PM

that's my bad sorry

8:07 PM

just btw I know that I haven't been without faults either and I'm really sorry for everything wrong i did

no it's fine

okayy i just wanted to get it off my chest

ofc

8:14 PM

I'm taking a break

8:14 PM

from discord

8:14 PM

i hate everything here

why what happened

8:23 PM

also if you're leaving discord if you wanna keep in touch somewhere else I'm cool with that

seedha bolo na u wanna talk

8:41 PM

iMessage

Shea

seedha bolo na u wanna talk

why would I straight up admit to anything you know I'm shy

is iMessage okay tho

i won't have im half the time but when I am on there I can reply

8:42 PM

kyunki I'm away from my laptop half the time

fine

8:43 PM

hard bargain

8:43 PM

only if you're cool with it

who am I kidding I'll end up rebounding if we do this

8:44 PM

it's upto u

okay listen

8:44 PM

since you've told me you can't get into a relationship because you have issues

8:44 PM

I'll respect that

8:45 PM

i wanna keep talking as idk what but I don't wanna get back into a relationship until you're ready or maybe never

8:45 PM

but I'll respect it

bro kya bol rahe ho

im saying I will respect the fact that you do not want to get into a relationship

8:46 PM

i wanna just keep talking tho

bro but I will end up rebounding

I won't say yes

it won't be in your hands rachit

8:47 PM

do you not know me or what

trust me it'll be

fine

or if I feel like we're moving in the wrong direction I'll just point it out and ask you to maybe cut contact or move.somewhere else

upto u ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

8:48 PM

we don't have much to talk about anyway

8:48 PM

in general that is

mhm

so

8:49 PM

idk wym loll

alright just if u wanna talk I'm over at whatsapp

8:50 PM

and I'll respect that u don't wanna be in a relationship rn

8:50 PM

you have to trust me on that tho

u look so hot in that pfp has anyone ever told you that

u have

1:51 AM

rn

glad

glad that ur in my life

1:52 AM

glad to be in urs

ily

1:52 AM

brb

ILYM

1:52 AM

okayy

on WhatsApp

YES

here

I'm actually sitting in bed now bcs it's so coldddd

oh yeah delhi is getting really cold

5:06 PM

wish i was there to warm u up

5:06 PM

did u ask me to come here for some reason or just like that

wish u were here baby

5:06 PM

no just like that

Shea

wish u were here baby

ME TOO

5:06 PM

okayy my love

5:06 PM

i wanna

5:06 PM

hold u and warm u up

5:07 PM

or optionally i could keep my laptop on u and warm u up

lmao

5:07 PM

works

yeah but i wanna keep my hand on u not my laptop

pls keep ur hand on me

i will

5:10 PM

i'll hold u and do everything with one hand

5:10 PM

call me ambidextrous because whichever hand touches her is the dominant one

5:10 PM

and both are gonna be touching u

my pretty girl

hubbybear

you're the most beautiful woman in this world and it's not up for discussion

damn ur so bent on killing meeeee w these compliments

5:13 PM

i can feel the life slipping out of me

i'll suck ur soul out

i-

too soon?

as much I want this

5:13 PM

as*

5:13 PM

yes

okayy we'll take it slower

yeah

wyd love

now.

5:14 PM

i can't stop thinking ab ur hands on me

oh

5:15 PM

sorry my bad

5:15 PM

these hands i swear to god

5:15 PM

they never listen

don't worry i'll smack them with a third party hand

water u sayingggg

idk my brain's fried

5:15 PM

actually no it's not

5:16 PM

closed all other windows now it's just u and me

us fr

fr

5:17 PM

ur whatsapp dms on my second monitor and discord on my laptop

5:17 PM

multi monitor setup so i can say "ily" faster on the platform of your choice

5:31 PM

ur wild

but im urs

true that

mwah

have u ever gone cycling full speed in delhi winter in just tshirt and shorts

uh

5:49 PM

i cant

initially makes u wanna kys but then it's fun

i have won't recommend

5:50 PM

making progress on the ui

Shea

i cant

i'd cycle naked in delhi winter at full speed to get to u

let's goo

satan

i'd cycle naked in delhi winter at full speed to get to u

there's no way you're going to do that

Shea

there's no way you're going to do that

are you challenging me

6:01 PM

i wouldn't do it all naked but i'd do it in shorts and a tshirt

6:02 PM

baby i miss u

awh u miss me?

6:11 PM

I'm here for you

6:11 PM

hubby

HII

6:12 PM

yes i missed u sm

6:12 PM

automatically happy whenever ur here

man I cannot resist u

why would u want to

bcs we're moving toofast

oh okayy

we'll slow down

6:20 PM

we'll take it at the speed of a picometre per year if need be i just like being around u

but I wanna suck ur soul out

same

6:21 PM

but i also want it to last

6:21 PM

a life well lived is one spent with u

but

but please daddy

baby

6:22 PM

as much as i want to

6:22 PM

let's slow down a bit please?

6:23 PM

saying no to you kills me inside i think half my heart just became rock

I love you so much

6:23 PM

okay

i love you more baby

6:23 PM

lets just take it a lil slow until we're sure we're at a stable place

mhm ur right

yeah

6:24 PM

also if we did it rn my heart would be pounding out of fear not out of love

just because it's discord or what

no because moving too fast and losing you is a real fear

you're not losing me honey

i really don't want to baby

6:32 PM

when ur in my life everything feels happier

:)

6:33 PM

awh

i love you

6:34 PM

soso much

listen I'm so in love

6:43 PM

OK CAN WE DO NSFW PICTURES

6:43 PM

atleast

okay nsfw pics work

6:46 PM

just make sure that you don't feel like we're moving too fast

Shea

listen I'm so in love

fun fact it's mutual

I'm so happy w u

i just want u to be happy all the time

you make me feel better

making u happy is the least i can do you don't realise what an effect you've had on me

baby

6:58 PM

i can't wait to wake up next to u

aw

6:59 PM

waking up holding ur hand

6:59 PM

will be THE best feeling in this world

6:59 PM

i'll live under a bridge and still be the happiest man in the world if i get to wake up holding u

waking up with ur dick in me and ur hand on my boobs woahh

babyy

7:01 PM

that's so dreamy

7:01 PM

but slow down pls

hehe

my pretty girl

7:03 PM

mwah

ur pretty girl

only mine

7:03 PM

and i'll make sure everyone knows

oh yeah

yeah

how

by holding u everywhere

7:08 PM

although half the time discreetly

7:08 PM

but ill make sure everyone knows

7:08 PM

holding ur hand in public

7:08 PM

keeping my hand on ur waist

7:09 PM

just keeping contact at all times

i love that

YES AWESOME

7:11 PM

at the very least i'll always have my hand on ur shoulder or around ur waist while talking to everyone

ilovethisgod

iloveyou

mwah mwah

why did i imagine u kissing me irl in my house

7:23 PM

i miss u here now

damn

7:27 PM

i could do that

do what

pull up

7:31 PM

and kiss you

YOU COULD

7:31 PM

or you could wait for me to come back home

right

YEP

OKAY

WHY THE CAPS LOCK

YOU SAID YEP

BECAUSE I WAS EXCITED BY THE THOUGHT OF BEING KISSED BY U

awh baby

7:52 PM

idk what's wrong w me I think my period is on its way

7:52 PM

because

7:52 PM

weirdly I'm in love with kids

7:52 PM

I'm finding them too cute recently

7:52 PM

if ykwim

AWW

7:52 PM

yeah i know what u mean

7:52 PM

i still hate kids but that's cute somehow

lmfao

my baby

7:53 PM

i love you

they're so cute man

7:53 PM

wow

7:53 PM

butterflies

7:54 PM

heyyyyyy hubby

7:54 PM

ilym

i love u more my baby

say that one more time imma say daddy

my baby

7:54 PM

i love you more

ily daddy

mwah my pretty girl

7:56 PM

dude this insta page

7:56 PM

@recess_therapy

7:56 PM

IM SO CUTEFIEDD

aww

7:58 PM

baby do u mind if i take a few mins

7:58 PM

my uncle called

7:58 PM

i'm so sorry

no ofc not

7:58 PM

mwah byee

not bye cyu

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cxx4rzTu2E6/?igshid=ZjI0YTZmZTMwMg==

recess_therapy

Watch a business master at work. Closing deals!!

Full episode in bio!!

Likes

203337

7:59 PM

cyu

8:00 PM

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cxf2-4UujNC/?igshid=ZjI0YTZmZTMwMg==

recess_therapy

Olivia Rodrigo… meet Miles!! FULL INTERVIEW IN BIO

Likes

1026684

hi baby i'm back

Shea

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cxx4rzTu2E6/?igshid=ZjI0YTZmZTMwMg==

cute kid

8:06 PM

mind for business lmao

Shea

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cxf2-4UujNC/?igshid=ZjI0YTZmZTMwMg==

bro has more rizz than most grownass men i know

I LOVE THSI

i love you you're so adorable

baby

8:10 PM

literally how

wdym how

8:11 PM

you're the love of my life that's how

8:11 PM

i'm always excited to be w u

smh

8:18 PM

mwah

:)

8:19 PM

this is why i don't wanna tell mum anything

8:20 PM

she's talking to phd uncle abt u and she's calling u my gf

8:20 PM

i hate this

8:20 PM

okay nvm now she's calling u my friend

8:20 PM

she's telling him how u read good books and you're literate above my league

8:20 PM

anyways moving on

8:21 PM

wyd baby

WHATT

8:27 PM

that's crazy god they think too high of me

8:27 PM

babe

8:27 PM

I'll fail them dw

8:27 PM

i gitchu

8:27 PM

o

you'll be higher just because you're associated with me because there's no matter what you do you can't be worse than me in her eyes

man

but don't worry u gave me all the validation i needed yesterday

that sucks I'm so sorry

8:28 PM

ily

it's okay dw she doesn't know better

8:28 PM

I LOVE YOU

:)

mwah

8:30 PM

my will to live

8:30 PM

how's looking at babies going

it's over now im

8:43 PM

i was talking to jim

ooOOooOOoooO

we came up w a brilliant idea of texting fin

mhmm

anyways

8:44 PM

WhatsApp?

8:44 PM

I like u there

YES

okau

OMG i was gonna ask that

Shea

I like u there

why

8:44 PM

like i'm not complaining but why do u like me there

8:44 PM

im curious

uh

8:45 PM

idk

8:45 PM

I like u on discord on laptop ig

hmmm

8:45 PM

okay that works

8:46 PM

i like u on whatsapp because whatsapp is what i use for real people and people close for me

8:46 PM

*close to me

aw

cuz I feel like dad's onto me

10:54 PM

and will check my WhatsApp

oh no

10:54 PM

lock my chat

10:54 PM

or delete it actually

10:54 PM

good luck w uncle

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CztoKP5SMjd/?igshid=ZDE1MWVjZGVmZQ==

_loverrrrr_25

Loverrrrrr

. . . . . . . . . #lover #love #ily #taylorswift #taylornation

Likes

467802

10:55 PM

i did delete it

Shea

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CztoKP5SMjd/?igshid=ZDE1MWVjZGVmZQ==

THIS COULD BE US

it will be

i really want it to be us

10:58 PM

i also really hope ur sickness gets better

10:58 PM

delhi winter boo

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C0MxEJahVu-/?igshid=ZDE1MWVjZGVmZQ==

ufffye_dukh

Tag him<3 #couplegoals #lovehim #feedpage #fypage #reelsinstagram #reels #explore #explorepage #happiness

because you look good with a smile

11:01 PM

society if u always kept smiling

we got maths endsems

12:35 AM

i'm getting an A+ in that too

12:35 AM

i miss you so much

hiii

1:35 AM

just wanted to say hi

1:35 AM

ur the best

i need help

gm

satan

i'm getting an A+ in that too

omg bbg SLAY

satan

ur the best

awh where's this coming from hun ilym

satan

i need help

omg THIS IS WILD LMAP

5:15 AM

I just wanna kiss u

Shea

gm

goodmorning baby

Shea

awh where's this coming from hun ilym

I was missing u sm

Shea

I just wanna kiss u

metoometoometoo

i have to go to tennis and I slept at 4 and woke up at 7

7:51 AM

i miss u more now

at tennis I'm dying

hey

10:25 AM

is it hard

10:25 AM

how's it going

HII

Shea

how's it going

okay u have to promise u won't get angry

11:07 AM

i wanna tell u smth

yeah tell me

i blistered my finger badly

11:11 AM

it hurts like a bitch

11:12 AM

and i still kept playing bcs it was an important point

11:12 AM

BUT

11:12 AM

as soon as it got over i bandaged the fuck out of it and changed my racket grip

honey

yes baby

11:18 AM

sorry mombcalled

say hi to her

baby what'd I say about health being priority

yes baby i got everything bandaged it just took me some time because I was playing a crucial point

does it hurt alot rn

11:19 AM

wya

my body doesn't understand priorities useless ass body

satan

yes baby i got everything bandaged it just took me some time because I was playing a crucial point

babe

Shea

wya

im in the car omw home

smh ur body is actually not to blame, I'm shocked it's supporting u still

Shea

does it hurt alot rn

idk it's wrapped in lots of bandages and leaukoplast i can't feel shit

Shea

smh ur body is actually not to blame, I'm shocked it's supporting u still

body's just like me, won't give up until death

11:20 AM

okay no death too grim

11:20 AM

won't give up until victory

11:21 AM

yes

babe

11:21 AM

my god

whatt

I'm trying so hard to not kill u rn

11:24 AM

smh i just wanna have u in my arms

11:25 AM

it sucks u not have u with me when u get hurt

honestly id love to be killed by you simply because I'd get to feel your touch

Shea

it sucks u not have u with me when u get hurt

SAME i wanna be w u

i need you to understand that prioritising your long term benefit has always got to be above a crucial point

okay baby

11:27 AM

I'll take care I always do anyways

11:28 AM

how are u

satan

I'll take care I always do anyways

no you dont

nono I fr do

11:29 AM

i promise

11:29 AM

last time I had a cut i bandaged the shit out of it

but you shouldn'tve gotten it in the first place and that's what matters

sorry i got it by mistake

yeah i figured I'm talking ab today

OH

11:30 AM

actually i should've seen it coming that was my bad

11:30 AM

kyunki racket ka grip was too old

11:30 AM

but as soon as it happened I got it changed

11:31 AM

the grip

11:31 AM

and got my finger bandaged

did you continue playing

just the point which was like 3-4 more shots

11:31 AM

uske baad i bandaged it

11:31 AM

checked if it hurt or not

11:31 AM

and since it didn't hurt I continued playing

11:32 AM

it won't worsen the wound tho i promise

11:32 AM

the peeled skin is tightly held in place

whatever rachit

please don't be angry

I'm not

11:34 AM

just disappointed but that'll pass

oh

11:35 AM

okay

11:35 AM

how are u

Shea

just disappointed but that'll pass

im sorry btw

don't be sorry

11:43 AM

I love you

i love you too

Shea

don't be sorry

i just don't wanna disappoint u

11:43 AM

how are you feeling today

11:43 AM

how's ur sickness

way better

11:55 AM

hru holding up

Shea

way better

OKAY GOOD

Shea

hru holding up

im holding up well

12:22 PM

sorry i got busy talking to this uncle but he's actually more a friend

no take ur time

nono I'm done talking to him just came back

12:30 PM

I'll just shower and come back baby

12:30 PM

brb mwah

okay

baby hiii

1:04 PM

im back

hello

i missed u

me more

finally i sat down w discord open peacefully

Shea

me more

aw

haha

1:11 PM

no false hope tho, I'm studying

ofcourse don't worry abt that

1:12 PM

we need to finish studying first that's priority

arre

1:13 PM

keep studying well like my smart girl

1:13 PM

mwah

1:13 PM

i'm right here

:)

2:00 PM

im so hungry

2:05 PM

come have me (edited)

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

i get this so much

2:08 PM

like it's more abt how u felt while writing it

2:08 PM

it's more abt the thought behind the present

Shea

come have me (edited)

i wanna eat u up

smh I love u sm

i love you more my pretty girl

u make me feel so loved man

2:11 PM

mwah

2:15 PM

are u busy btw what's up

Shea

u make me feel so loved man

BECAUSE

2:17 PM

you are loved

2:17 PM

come what may i'm always going to love u

2:17 PM

unconditionally

Shea

are u busy btw what's up

i'm in a meeting w ashesh that's why response is slow

ah okay

but i love u sm

mfw I try 4 vowels and one is right unreal

2:20 PM

today's word is what closely resonates with my personality

Shea

today's word is what closely resonates with my personality

lovely?

Shea

mfw I try 4 vowels and one is right unreal

i mean probabilistically possible (edited)

2:23 PM

MEETING OVER BABY

satan

lovely?

6 letter word ahh

Shea

6 letter word ahh

because even a million letters are not enough to describe how wonderful you are

2:52 PM

hi i had lunch

damn that was fast

sorry I was having lunch

2:55 PM

got late

no i fr thought that was fast lmao

baby??

BABY HI

hey baby

hii

did i tell u I had lots of water today

12:26 AM

how was ur day

ok

12:26 AM

uh

12:26 AM

uhhhhhjjjjjj

12:27 AM

pls help

Shea

pls help

w what what's up

w me

12:27 AM

always here to help w u

yk what i mean

oh you mean like that

12:28 AM

i genuinely wish i could

fine I'll just

this is why it is imperative that we live together

fuck off

12:28 AM

goodnight

Shea

fine I'll just

oh wait did u actually mean that

12:28 AM

i thought u were jk

no like

12:29 AM

it's better to not be near u

12:29 AM

r

12:29 AM

rn

12:29 AM

ig

oo

12:29 AM

if that helps u then okay ig

night

but given the choice I wanna be w u

12:29 AM

goodnight take care

12:30 AM

and if possible get proper sleep

12:30 AM

I'll miss u

12:32 AM

I slept in the afternoon i can't catch any sleep either

oops

12:56 AM

now I'm sane

12:56 AM

hello

12:56 AM

about to sleeo

12:56 AM

p

goodnight

2:01 AM

mwah

gm

7:58 AM

woke up to my parents fighting

hey babe gm

9:11 AM

sorry I woke up late

Shea

woke up to my parents fighting

are you okay??

yeah yeah

satan

sorry I woke up late

gm !!!

9:13 AM

don't be sorry

Shea

yeah yeah

okay baby

9:17 AM

yk you can always tell me anything

9:17 AM

im here

yeah thank u sm

9:22 AM

u make me feel so safe

that's the least I can do for u

9:23 AM

ur my favgirl

9:23 AM

im at the salon waiting for a haircut because dad forced me to

9:23 AM

let's see how I can get out of this

god

9:24 AM

it's okay

9:24 AM

we have a lifetime

9:25 AM

CAN I GET A LAST PICTURE

9:25 AM

Shea

we have a lifetime

if I get my hair shortened again I don't think i wanna live a lifetime

lmfao

Shea

CAN I GET A LAST PICTURE

im back babe

here my love

I'm shea hi back babe

no you're not

hiiii

you're mine

11:18 PM

hey

I'm yours

this can be us

omg

11:18 PM

YES

11:18 PM

so specific I'm loving it

also this

Shea

so specific I'm loving it

i have a whole pin board

11:19 PM

don't ask me why

11:19 PM

just do

u wanna maybe think about giving me it

11:21 PM

only if u want

satan

also this

omg

11:21 PM

so hot

https://pin.it/gpl2ad1

rachit

60 Hopeless ideas in 2023 | couple aesthetic, cute couple pictures,...

Dec 5, 2023 - Explore rachit's board "hopeless" on Pinterest. See more ideas about couple aesthetic, cute couple pictures, the love club.

11:21 PM

all yours

it's so pretty babe

it's mostly things that remind me of u

11:22 PM

like

11:22 PM

your vibe but insead it's us

11:22 PM

hard to explain

11:23 PM

this can be us

please let that be us

it's most def gonna be us

11:23 PM

1

can you make the board private please

11:25 PM

I don't want my friends to stalk my Pinterest page and find out board

11:25 PM

our*

11:26 PM

u want me to help or? (edited)

YES please help

11:26 PM

i want it to be our board not mine

okay :)

11:27 PM

go to

11:27 PM

three dots

11:27 PM

edit board

yeah

do u see an option to

11:27 PM

make the board secret

11:28 PM

"keep this board secret"

11:28 PM

yayyy

11:28 PM

there we go

11:29 PM

i love u

i love you too baby

11:29 PM

keep adding to the pin board as u see fit

i had no clue that u liked me this much

wdym this much

11:30 PM

like what exactly are we referring to

idk

baby

11:30 PM

just for the record

11:30 PM

i like you

11:30 PM

a LOTT more than this much

11:30 PM

i LOVE you baby

11:30 PM

LOVE

h

that means i would give up my life and everything else for u

this muc

YES

11:31 PM

i love u more than this

more than quoting Mahmoud Darwish?

11:31 PM

damn

11:31 PM

you must REALLY love me

11:31 PM

wow unreal

excuse me

11:32 PM

i'll have you know

11:32 PM

my love is very much real

lmfao

11:32 PM

I'm sure hubby

11:32 PM

mwah

11:32 PM

meri jaan

i wasn't even a lit guy the only reason i got into that shit was so that i could have a way to quantify my love for u

11:32 PM

still haven't gotten one

Shea

meri jaan

ur my life

11:32 PM

okay but seriously

11:32 PM

if anything were to ever happen to you

11:33 PM

my life would never be the same

11:33 PM

i honestly do not think i would ever recover from it

11:33 PM

you're a part of my life now

damn

11:33 PM

so much love

11:34 PM

i can't contain this

yeah but you deserve it

11:35 PM

maybe even more than this

11:35 PM

i'm gonna give you all the love that you ever deserved and then i'll give you more

hubby

11:36 PM

you're mine to keep

11:36 PM

4ever

yes baby

11:37 PM

i'll be yours

11:37 PM

always

11:37 PM

baby are u alone

yess

11:37 PM

no i mean

11:37 PM

my brother

11:37 PM

is up w me

11:37 PM

why

oh then nvm

11:37 PM

i was gonna vc

kyu

11:37 PM

ohh

haan

:( aw

11:38 PM

big miss

i can still vc whenever u want to baby

11:38 PM

or podcast

miss ur voice so much rn

just say the word i'm here all night

Shea

miss ur voice so much rn

hey dw whenever the circumstances allow u

11:38 PM

even if its like tonight at 3 am

11:38 PM

im ready for it

mwahhhh

11:39 PM

oh btw

11:39 PM

ur saved as hubbybear

OH?

11:39 PM

that makes me so happy

you have been

11:39 PM

for a long time now

11:40 PM

lmao what

yeah

wasn't it awkward texting "hubbybear" after a breakup

no i mean

11:40 PM

after we started

11:40 PM

talking

11:40 PM

this time

oh

11:40 PM

i'm still smiling from it

i never told u names na

11:41 PM

I've named u so much throughout the relationship

11:41 PM

st the start you were "egoistic manwhore"

11:41 PM

at*

LMAO what

went from that to "my baby"

yeah

satan

LMAO what

that was javascript era

11:42 PM

in the middle it was "fake crush"

been on that egoistic manwhore to hubby pipeline

11:42 PM

why fake crush

because I was convincing myself it's fake

but god (I) said nuh uh

then somewhere it was "don't talk to him"

11:43 PM

"he's cute"

11:43 PM

"r"

Shea

then somewhere it was "don't talk to him"

which point of time was this in

"love"

satan

which point of time was this in

right after fake crush

11:43 PM

this was denial era

aw

"you can't be eating"

11:44 PM

edating*

lmaoo

fun stuff

it is fun to hear about

11:44 PM

why do u think u had a crush on me in the first place

ive got more but we'll save it

11:45 PM

I don't remember

11:45 PM

wbu

Shea

ive got more but we'll save it

OKAY next night

Shea

wbu

i think

11:45 PM

it started with your work

11:45 PM

like

11:45 PM

i realised you were really good at cs

oh yeah same i think

but not even that you were also really funny

fit frame

11:45 PM

was cute

THAT STARTUP FINALLY GOT ME A GIRL YOO

LMFAO

11:45 PM

A GIRL?!

the girl i meant baby

11:45 PM

the girl of my dreams

yeah... a girl

babyyy

smh ily

you know that's not how i meant it

11:46 PM

if you were just a girl i wouldn't still be standing here ready to carve your name on my chest at a moment's notice

11:46 PM

i love you

11:47 PM

done

wdym done

matching pfps duh

OH YOU WANNA MATCH PFPS

11:48 PM

i just sent it in two parts because it was in two parts in pinterest

11:48 PM

I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR COPPER

11:48 PM

AND STRUCK GOLDDD

11:48 PM

LET'S GOOO

c'mon hubby ur late

11:48 PM

amen to the fact that the entire discord thinks I'm offline

11:48 PM

sorry gimme a min im changing

11:49 PM

im just late because i was happy celebrating

smh

11:49 PM

cute

how's this

kiss me fr

11:50 PM

god

mwah (edited)

11:50 PM

i love you so much

11:51 PM

us when

11:51 PM

ur haircut matches!!

us when we go on a cruise and i'm drowning in ice

1

Shea

ur haircut matches!!

i will jump into the ocean without a life raft

shh

11:52 PM

ur going nowhere

this is current copium hair (edited)

u still look hot man

nooooooo

11:55 PM

i love u sm tho

I'm convinced

11:56 PM

that ur the hottest man to ever walk the earth

baby

11:56 PM

i'm literally average

11:56 PM

a bit above at best

like woah buddy calm down my best friends are on this app!!!

11:56 PM

you're stealing everyone's hearys

11:56 PM

LMAO

satan

a bit above at best

stfu UNGRATEFUL

11:57 PM

BITCH

she got me blushing complimenting me and whatnot

greek god looking ass

this wasn't in the manual

11:57 PM

baby

stfu gjffhkhv I'll fight u

good luck fighting me

11:57 PM

i'll kiss u

good luck kissing me

11:57 PM

I'll make you fall in love with me beyond repair

11:58 PM

oh trust me i am in love with you WAY beyong repair right now

11:58 PM

if the only condition to get into heaven would be to stop loving you

11:58 PM

i'd create an 8th circle of hell to live in so far away from heaven that dante would have to resurrect just to write about it

DUDE

12:01 AM

you fucking literate geek im so in love SAY THST AGAIN AUGHJHHHHHH

12:01 AM

happy new day

LMAO WHAT HAPPENED

12:01 AM

happy new day my love

I'm so in love bruh

if heaven asked me to stop loving you i'd create an eighth ring of hell, and they'd have to bring dante back from the dead to write about it

12:02 AM

this is my official quote from now

Shea

I'm so in love bruh

i love you

exactly

12:02 AM

it's better than Kafka.

it's nowhere near but i think this gets somewhere close to expressing my love for u

excuse me

12:03 AM

it's better

12:03 AM

FULLSTOP

arre

12:03 AM

okay i'll let you have it

my baby

12:03 AM

mwah

the earth dissects into tokens of miracles, each separated by your enjambments and categorised by your poetry

12:07 AM

your inkpot of words blots my lonely paper and leaves its patterned mark forever

THIS

12:07 AM

this is what i fell in love with

12:07 AM

this among all the other things

12:07 AM

you have such a way with words

12:07 AM

and you have such a way with me

grappling with the spirits of love, you extend the line a little bit more with all yours that i can't contain (edited)

12:09 AM

i try to catch up with my box of candies, each unleashing a distinct melody of fractioned life that we live

12:10 AM

one day I'll catch up and hold your hand, take a breath and transfer it to you with my own lips

12:10 AM

open the box

12:10 AM

put two candies in our mouth

12:11 AM

and feel our worlds fise and dissolve

12:11 AM

fusee*

baby

12:11 AM

this put such a smile on my face

12:11 AM

like

12:11 AM

i'm out of breath

hehe I love you so much

i wanna hold u so much more badly now

i want youuuuuuUUUUU

i want ONLY you

12:12 AM

no one else

thank you for

12:12 AM

giving me silence

every other person can bugger off you're all i want

Shea

giving me silence

matlab?

for giving me enough silence to fully express myself (edited)

i still understand i'm too slow

12:13 AM

*didn't

12:13 AM

sigh

shh it's okay

12:14 AM

I love you

i love you more baby

my love

heyyyyyy

HIII

4:25 PM

im having ice cream wait

im back baby

we had some mini peanut cookies

4:44 PM

i crushed some of them into a bowl

4:44 PM

put some nutella on them and mixed them

4:44 PM

and then put some ice cream on top of it

haha cute

it was SO GOOD

I'm sure

4:44 PM

my genius

hehe

4:45 PM

ily

4:45 PM

listen

4:45 PM

most times

4:45 PM

I feel liks

4:45 PM

like

4:46 PM

you don't deserve someone sooo shitty

4:46 PM

like I hate everything about me and it doesnt helppp dhsjdhdg

is there anything specific i can do to help you see yourself the way i see you

idk man

4:47 PM

how would I know the solution

4:47 PM

to my problems

i know baby i was just asking in case you had a specific way in which you liked reassurance

4:47 PM

ykwim

4:47 PM

but don't worry

4:48 PM

i'm gonna sit with you everyday and open the inspect element and sit on the network requests till i figure out the key to your encryption and then i can send you requests encoded in your particular encoding

4:48 PM

and then all the requests will return a 200

4:49 PM

might involve a lot of physical contact tho

i-

been working on network requests a lot these days so that was the best explanation that came to mind

babe

4:52 PM

:(

what happened my love

Shea

you don't deserve someone sooo shitty

wait are you feeling like that right now?

yeahh

ohmygod okay

4:55 PM

wait

4:55 PM

lemme close other windows

4:55 PM

yeah done i'm here

4:55 PM

okay so

4:55 PM

do u wanna tell me what's making u feel like that? (edited)

4:55 PM

i can try validating u

4:55 PM

unless that's gonna make u feel worse then don't do it

there's alot of things :(

do you wanna tell me?

4:58 PM

you don't have to worry about me

idk

i'm here to listen throughout the night and into the next year if needed

i hate everything ab me man

5:00 PM

I'm not smart enough, not focused enough, not fast enough, not pretty enough, not thin enough, not good enough, not stable enough, not ANYTHING enough I can name a million more things it's like all there is about me is flawed and i hate my thoughts

5:00 PM

and you're so amazing

5:00 PM

it's like

5:00 PM

u don't deserve this and i might never be able to give u what u do

5:00 PM

idk.

5:00 PM

man

okay wait lemme read that and lemme think how to explain to u how i feel abt u

5:01 PM

i'm right here

5:03 PM

okay listen

yeah

first of all i'm not gonna try to dismiss ur feelings

5:04 PM

like i get that it must suck to feel that way

5:04 PM

i'm gonna tell you how i see you

babe

5:04 PM

you already tell me that u love me

yeah but it's time i got down to the minute specifics

I just have a realllllyyu hard time believing all of it + yk

5:05 PM

okay

5:05 PM

ig

Shea

I just have a realllllyyu hard time believing all of it + yk

yeah baby that makes sense

5:05 PM

like i understand

5:05 PM

if you feel like i see you through rose tinted glasses then it would be hard to believe

I love how u talk to me :(

ofcourse my love

5:06 PM

how else would i even talk to you

5:06 PM

don't worry i really love u and if it's hard to believe through words i'll convince you with my actions

5:06 PM

but dont worry i'm not leaving your side

5:07 PM

so for focused enough

yeah but

yeah baby?

rachit I'll never be able to convince myself that you like me

wait do u want me to ring u up and talk to u?

u can't rn

okayy

parents are sitting around and I think they triggered this

5:08 PM

I'm never too sure

oh

5:08 PM

hey you don't have to worry abt that rn

5:09 PM

unless you want to then we can sit and worry solely abt that for the whole night

nono

okayy cool

5:09 PM

for your work i think i can't validate you for the results

5:10 PM

but you know i do see you through the entire process

5:10 PM

and i've been seeing it through for years now baby

5:10 PM

and i think you can call yourself focused enough when you're in the bath and still thinking about work

5:10 PM

and i'm gonna avoid comparing u with other people, better or worse bcs i wanna talk abt u

5:11 PM

unless you'd want me to draw comparisons with the rest of the 99% who are totally useless

5:11 PM

yeah?

hm

so i've seen you work hard for your purpose

5:12 PM

and you do it consistently

5:12 PM

you put in all of you into the work

5:13 PM

trust me i'd know of all people

5:13 PM

even if we weren't together

5:13 PM

i'd still pray on you getting what you deserve simply because you put in so much hardwork

5:13 PM

like you genuinely put your soul into your work

5:13 PM

and from what i've seen everyone you've ever worked with agrees with that

5:13 PM

right?

whatever

yeah it might not be enough for you because you expect a lot from yourself

5:14 PM

and i'm all about that trust me

5:14 PM

like

5:14 PM

i respect the fuck out of that

5:14 PM

how you hold yourself to high standards

5:15 PM

but from an outsider's scale

5:15 PM

you're well on your way to be successful and then some more

5:15 PM

you've already been successful enough for your work

5:15 PM

also just btw

5:15 PM

if you think whatever i'm doing isn't working

5:16 PM

stop me right there

5:16 PM

i won't mind rn my aim is to communicate feel free to just say "stfu" even i just wanna know how ur feeling at all times

i guess

5:17 PM

I get the work part

5:17 PM

rest still exists

Shea

I get the work part

that makes sense?

Shea

rest still exists

oh no i haven't even started w the rest

oh

5:19 PM

i mean yeah from ur view point it does

but do you believe it for yourself?

5:20 PM

also yk

5:21 PM

there was a snap u sent me on ur birthday this year

5:21 PM

i still remember it

5:21 PM

bcs u were so happy sending it and u looked so pretty in it

5:21 PM

like

5:21 PM

u had wet hair

5:21 PM

but ur eyes

5:21 PM

ohmygod your eyes looked so pretty

5:21 PM

i actually held on to that snap for 15 mins just because i wanted to keep staring into your eyes and didn't want it to pass

5:22 PM

and i still remember it vividly

5:22 PM

you looked so beautiful

5:22 PM

i remember that pic at night sometimes

the lying

see that's the thing

5:27 PM

i'm not lying

5:28 PM

if i describe how u looked to u will u believe that i'm not lying

5:28 PM

because you had your mouth hidden

I just want u to know that

tryna hide ur face in one of those snap poses

u don't have

but ur eyes were still visible

to say stuff to make me feel good

5:28 PM

for the sake of it

5:28 PM

I'm just saying

5:29 PM

im not saying you are, i just want u to know that

okay

5:29 PM

but baby

5:29 PM

if i was telling u stuff just to make u feel better

5:29 PM

i would start listing everything

ok I'm

5:29 PM

just

like i'm just a big simp like that i would start speaking alot just for the sake of it

making sure

5:29 PM

ofcourse that's valid baby

5:30 PM

i'm just telling you i compliment u like that because i really like u

5:30 PM

and i feel like u deserve it

5:30 PM

it's not for the sake of making u feel better i'm just built like that

okay okay

yeah

5:30 PM

and as for being thin enough

5:30 PM

you'll believe it when i have my arms wrapped around your waist

5:31 PM

and the thing is

5:31 PM

you've been nice to me

5:31 PM

A LOT

5:31 PM

sometimes you're rude

5:32 PM

but that's because you're human and so am i

5:32 PM

you know i'll tell u what i do wrong

5:32 PM

whenever i get insecure or angry

5:32 PM

i just bottle it up

5:32 PM

i've been working on expressing it more

5:32 PM

and u were the reason i started learning to express it

5:32 PM

but before u

5:32 PM

i'd just bottle it up

5:33 PM

and let it eat me up alive or it would come out at once as a burst of anger and everyone around me would be so scared

5:33 PM

it happened with u last year while watching fifa do u remember

5:33 PM

i didn't want it to happen ever again

yeah

that's why i decided to try to be better

5:33 PM

so it's not that i'm perfect

5:33 PM

trust me on that

5:33 PM

it's just that everytime i mess up once i try to put in the work to fix it so that we can do better together

sigh

and by that metric

5:34 PM

even you're perfect

yeah because listen

5:34 PM

you get angry sometimes

5:34 PM

but then you tell me what that was for

5:34 PM

and you tell me how i can work on it

5:35 PM

and we figure out a way to make it work somehow

5:35 PM

and also btw i've looked back at old chats trust me i've messed up a lot of times

5:35 PM

you just love me enough to look past my mistakes

5:35 PM

i think that's why you think i'm perfect

5:36 PM

it's the same with you neither of us is perfect but we're willing to put in the work to be with each other

5:36 PM

albeit i do it out of selfish reasons my selfish reason is that i love being with u

I love u

i love you too baby

5:37 PM

is it making sense

5:37 PM

even in the tiniest bit

5:37 PM

and be honest you can tell me none of it makes sense my priority is u

yeah

5:41 PM

thanks

5:41 PM

for talking to me

no are you totally sure baby?

5:41 PM

i don't want you to feel like you'll frustrate me and just give up

i willll

because i've done that w people when they try really hard to explain something and u still don't get it but ur afraid that you'll reach the end of their patience

5:42 PM

i promise i'm never gonna run out of patience w u

5:42 PM

because i love you

5:42 PM

somuch

5:42 PM

in unquantifiable numbers

I don't think anyone can love me as much as u do

5:42 PM

ever

i agree with that

5:43 PM

i love you alot

5:43 PM

and i love you the most

how do u know it's love

when i wake up every morning and smile to the thought of being with u

5:43 PM

i know it's love

5:44 PM

you made waking up a happy thing that counts as a miracle

smh fr

5:46 PM

think about it

5:46 PM

how do you know it's love

no if we get into it really

5:46 PM

my life feels so much happier whenever i am with you

5:47 PM

and i know a counter argument is how do i not know that it's just attachment and nothing else

5:47 PM

if it was just attachment i wouldn't want to give up everything for u and mean it

5:47 PM

i sleep with my phone on ringer still so that if u ever call i can get it

5:48 PM

whenever something bad happens to u im genuinely saddened and concerned

you care so much aaa

ofcourse i do baby

5:49 PM

i love you

5:49 PM

it's bare minimum

5:49 PM

i remember i read somewhere

5:49 PM

that if it's just attachment

5:50 PM

it'll be self centered

5:50 PM

like i'll want everything from u

5:50 PM

because attachment is a necessity to live

5:50 PM

and like i do want all ur love

5:50 PM

but it's not just attachment

5:50 PM

i am willing to give everything too

5:50 PM

i'd drop my most important things if you said the word because you're that much more important to me

this makes me want to

5:55 PM

hug u

5:55 PM

rn

get on my level i wanna hold u tight and kiss u

I found the picture u were talking about

5:56 PM

can't believe u found me pretty

oh i can

5:56 PM

is your face covered in it

5:56 PM

with only your eyes visible

5:56 PM

and a caption abt wet hair?

5:57 PM

you sent it during class on ur bday and then called me too

5:57 PM

u were so happy

5:57 PM

i remember

yes i think

send it my way aha

6:00 PM

:)

no

it's okay when i'm w u i'm gonna take soooooooo many pics

6:00 PM

i'll be the happiest man that day

this is not the time

aw

6:00 PM

sorry

6:01 PM

how're u feeling rn

that emoji

6:01 PM

I'm okay

pakka?

ig

just know

6:02 PM

i'm right here for whatever u need

6:02 PM

reassurance shitty memes

6:02 PM

food

6:02 PM

voice notes

love

yes baby

6:03 PM

you always have my love tho

i wantttt

6:04 PM

the love

6:04 PM

"if a million loved you, i am one of them if one loved you, it was me and if no one loved you, know that i am dead"

awh

i love how kafka expresses love i need to learn some of that

not u quoting him

6:04 PM

ur better

Shea

the love

all yours baby

Shea

ur better

better or not what i am is urs

6:04 PM

ur personal rachit kumar

singh

6:05 PM

woah

when she remembers it

6:05 PM

it's okay

6:05 PM

you're the only one who i'll let use it

hehe

6:06 PM

yayyyy

my pretty girl

6:06 PM

you know

6:06 PM

i'd give you a pass for everything because you're so cute

6:06 PM

like

6:06 PM

fuck

6:06 PM

i cannot see even a frown on that pretty face

6:06 PM

the masculine urge to protect her smile at all costs

6:08 PM

me everytime all the time

the feminine urge to be ur slut

completely go for it

6:09 PM

i'm always gonna support u

6:09 PM

mwah

AW

6:09 PM

my baby

6:09 PM

I love you

i love you too baby

6:12 PM

fuck it im gonna be cringe and send u every cheesy ass quote i find on pinterest that i like

okay I love that

aw

6:20 PM

me n u

6:23 PM

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

totally agreed

Shea

Click to see attachment 🖼️

LMAO ohmygod

6:24 PM

that will suck SO hard

long ass convo

6:34 PM

basically

6:34 PM

I love politics i want to be diplomat

honestly

6:34 PM

full support if u do

no i hate india

6:36 PM

slrry

6:36 PM

true how can we forget that

smh

i love you

lyt

6:55 PM

honey

yes my love

6:55 PM

im here

i miss u

talk to me baby what's up

6:57 PM

im right here

https://www.instagram.com/p/C0bIaw4Ip6w/?igshid=N2ViNmM2MDRjNw==

8.46am

u ever LOVED someone so much, u tried to understand them while they were hurting u by mc_d1ll3r on tiktok

Likes

169832

Shea

https://www.instagram.com/p/C0bIaw4Ip6w/?igshid=N2ViNmM2MDRjNw==

me?

7:00 PM

you're finally online

fuck

7:01 PM

no I'm not

lmao

yes u

okayy

Shea

yes u

fuck

ily

that makes me so happy

7:01 PM

ilym

:)

mwah

7:02 PM

i love u so so much shortcake

:))

wydd

ro rahi thi

kyun kya hua

aise hi

7:06 PM

koi baat nahi I'm here

7:06 PM

anything u want

7:07 PM

mujhe bolo

7:07 PM

how are u feeling

I love you

7:07 PM

that's all

i love you too baby

7:08 PM

and I'm right here

7:08 PM

and if u want space u can ask for that too

7:08 PM

anything

nono

7:08 PM

i dont

7:08 PM

I want u

okay i'm here

7:09 PM

let's talk

7:09 PM

abt anything

7:09 PM

did you know christmas comes once every year

no clue

7:10 PM

didn't know that

YEAH

7:12 PM

yk

7:12 PM

campus pe

7:12 PM

everyone tried so much to convince me to get an insta

7:12 PM

only time i'd even consider it was if u wanted me to make a burner to talk even more otherwise ion wanna be on there

7:13 PM

wait can i send us pics

satan

only time i'd even consider it was if u wanted me to make a burner to talk even more otherwise ion wanna be on there

awh

7:13 PM

baby

7:13 PM

you're so cute

7:13 PM

yes please send us pics

bord nsfw?

mwah

7:13 PM

sure

can this be us

7:14 PM

lmaoo

LMFAO

7:16 PM

US

mwah

iloveu

I LOVE YOU MOREE

send more na

yeah I'm looking in my gallery

7:17 PM

2 min do

oki

me n u shortcake

USSSSSSSS

7:18 PM

u

7:18 PM

mwah

hehe

7:18 PM

mwaaa

ur cute

thanks

7:19 PM

built diff

built to be mine

say that again

you were meant to be mine baby

7:24 PM

7:25 PM

me n u

me when ur sad

mygod

:)

7:35 PM

bite the hand.

7:35 PM

also bite the arms and the neck

7:35 PM

they're all yours

making me blush

8:08 PM

so hard

i like it when u blush like my good girl

THESE INTERNS

LMFAO WTF

8:11 PM

why do u even have Zomato notifs on

my friend sent it

8:14 PM

smh

satan

i like it when u blush like my good girl

got redder

Shea

got redder

i love you

Shea

my friend sent it

those Zomato notifs get progressively worse

oh no

8:16 PM

I love you so muc more

unreal

oh that's my word

sometimes i just stop to take a moment and soak it in

8:19 PM

like

8:19 PM

fuck

8:19 PM

she loves me

8:19 PM

that was a dream

8:19 PM

i'm living my dream

at 18

8:22 PM

you're a lucky one

8:23 PM

i want ur bite marks all over me

oh yeah

8:26 PM

i want everyone to know that you're mine

i added pins

OMG OKAY OMW

US

8:31 PM

ur the princess

8:31 PM

my princess

8:31 PM

i love this

8:32 PM

literally us

8:32 PM

i love these pins

8:32 PM

more so

8:32 PM

i love you

satan

i love this

I've done this before w friends

8:33 PM

i wanna recreate w u

Shea

I've done this before w friends

damn

IJ A NON SEXUAL WAY

i wanna do it with u

Shea

IJ A NON SEXUAL WAY

i know baby

8:34 PM

i wanna do that and then write my name on the bottom right

yessss

ur my piece of art

damn

8:34 PM

ily

ilymm

:)

wyd my love

daydreaming ab ur hands

8:38 PM

on ne

8:38 PM

me

i'd send u hand pics but they aren't pumped rn

doesn't matter wtf

how will i send u veins without veins

I don't need veins

8:39 PM

I want ur hands

then it's literally like this

8:41 PM

mid ass hands

drooling

8:43 PM

literally

LITEARLLY HOW

8:43 PM

this is nothing

BRO

8:43 PM

SO PRETTY

8:43 PM

I want these to hold my waist

8:43 PM

the thumb in my mouth

8:44 PM

hold my face while kissing me

8:44 PM

i wanna hold them

i wanna hold ur waist so bad tbh

I love them

8:44 PM

they're urs baby

makes me so happy

8:44 PM

ur so perfect

you really love me

8:44 PM

ILY

Shea

ur so perfect

no i'm just urs

ofcourse

8:44 PM

I'm so in love

YOU are perfect

8:45 PM

literally

8:45 PM

my perfect girl

8:45 PM

could NOT have asked for more

8:45 PM

just you

8:45 PM

god never answered a single wish and then went ahead and answered all my wishes at once by bringing u into my life

baby

8:47 PM

ur too sweet

no baby

8:47 PM

i'm just stating facts

im

8:50 PM

fuck man

8:50 PM

I'm so in love

8:51 PM

heart eyes everytime I open this chat

aw

8:53 PM

i wanna hold u and cuddle w u so bad

8:53 PM

and makeout

8:53 PM

aggressively

yesss

mark u so that everyone knows you're mine

8:53 PM

oh fuck wait how're your periods i forgot to ask

abhi theres time

oh thank god

haanji

accha

8:57 PM

mujhe tumse pyaar hai uska kya

⁉️

idhar aajao

I am here

nahi

9:02 PM

in my arms

9:02 PM

im lonely without u

I'm happy w u

9:07 PM

only w u

THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

9:07 PM

u have no idea

9:07 PM

like

9:07 PM

fuck

9:07 PM

life mission accomplished

:)

pls come here

9:31 PM

baby

9:31 PM

i miss u

baby

9:33 PM

i'm here

9:33 PM

sorry i got late i love u

baby I'll have to brb

9:45 PM

i love you so much

oh okay

9:52 PM

no problem

hey pretty girl

9:54 PM

love of my life

heyyy

10:00 PM

hru

terrible

what's up baby

miss

10:04 PM

ing

10:04 PM

u

10:04 PM

hi

10:05 PM

u feel so far

hey I'm here for good now

10:05 PM

I KNOWW it sucks so bad

10:05 PM

can't wait to get back I'm ngl

:(

don't worry baby

10:12 PM

abhi we can do calls and try to feel as close as possible to each other

10:12 PM

and I'm always gonna be w u no matter what the distance

I'm sorry

don't be sorry baby

10:15 PM

it's okay to be sad that's what I'm here for

10:15 PM

to make sure that you're less sad

i know

10:15 PM

I'm sorry

10:15 PM

for being so sad today

hey baby

and like

10:16 PM

annoying u

yeah?

10:16 PM

BABY

10:16 PM

you can't annoy me the hardest you try

10:16 PM

trust me

ykwim

I adore you a lot I cannot be annoyed at you it's not possible

Shea

for being so sad today

and don't be sorry for this

10:17 PM

it's okay baby

10:17 PM

we all have sad days

10:17 PM

and honestly I'm always gonna be honoured by u trusting me to get u thru it and talking abt it to me

10:18 PM

don't worry I love you a lot and nothing u do can annoy me

pls just take it :(

10:19 PM

I'm sorryyy

okay baby I'll take it

10:19 PM

but you should know you can never annoy me or burden me

10:19 PM

you're too cute for that

10:20 PM

I just get worried when ur down because you deserve to be happy princess

awh

10:20 PM

ilysm

I LOVE YOU TOO

10:20 PM

mwah

I'm crumbling

why

bcs ur so sweet

10:22 PM

honeybuns

Shea

bcs ur so sweet

baby that is literally bare minimum

10:24 PM

how do I stop caring about my girl

10:24 PM

that is impossible

:3 ilysm daddy

i love u more baby

10:28 PM

u have my whole attention tonight

that made me so happy

10:30 PM

i have all his attention

10:31 PM

I'm his girl aaaaaa

Shea

i have all his attention

ofcourse you do baby

10:31 PM

you know

10:31 PM

i love it when you're all needy and adorable

fr???

10:34 PM

i control it sm

Shea

fr???

YEAH FOR REAL

Shea

i control it sm

please don't

10:34 PM

i honestly REALLY love it

10:34 PM

act as needy as u want to around me

10:34 PM

i'm here just for u

because I need u every second of the day

awesome

aaaaa I love being urs

10:35 PM

so much

10:35 PM

soo much

10:36 PM

i wanna wrap myself around ur arm rn and kiss u

yes that'd be so nice

10:36 PM

you know

10:36 PM

whenever we're out

10:36 PM

i want u to hold my arm the whole time

yes baby

10:36 PM

I will OMG dream

10:36 PM

dreammmm

YES

I wanna be holding my man's arm

10:37 PM

he's mine

10:37 PM

yeah she's mine how'd you know was it how our arms have been intertwined the entire evening

my love my baby my boo my daddy my favourite person my slut my world my everything

Shea

I wanna be holding my man's arm

when i say you're literally perfection

mwah mwah mwahmwah

i love you shortcake

I love u daddy

mwah

10:38 PM

just wait until i get my hands on u

10:38 PM

and take u out

10:38 PM

and show u all the things i'd do

10:38 PM

for u and to u

i can't wait

10:40 PM

I feel like I'll die the moment u stare into my eyes

10:40 PM

or call me your girl

10:41 PM

let alone your personal slut

honestly can't wait to have u die in my arms

10:42 PM

and then kiss u to revive

:))

10:43 PM

btw

10:43 PM

if u have a problem w anything i say

10:43 PM

or do

10:43 PM

pls tell me

10:43 PM

I don't want u to feel frustrated or unwanted or awkward or weird

okayy baby

10:44 PM

i will

10:44 PM

but i don't think i can feel unwanted as long as i'm with u

I'm just saying hubby

ofcourse baby i'll always lyk

10:46 PM

that's what i'm all about telling u everything abt my life

ok now can I have fingers in me please

upper and lower lips both?

10:48 PM

sure

10:49 PM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

my horny little princess

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LMAOO

10:50 PM

baby are u okay

no

10:50 PM

having a stroke full on

why

because THIS

10:51 PM

you

10:51 PM

YOU

what did i do i just exist

exactly

arre

10:52 PM

you know

10:52 PM

it's scientifically proven

10:52 PM

if u send me titty pics it'll help ur stroke by over 100%

10:52 PM

it'll also help me stroke something else to 100%

10:53 PM

can't even

can't even what baby

idk I'm

10:55 PM

losing my mind

10:55 PM

I just

10:55 PM

cant

10:55 PM

stop

10:55 PM

think

10:55 PM

ing

10:55 PM

if you

my pretty slut

of u

10:55 PM

JDGJJG

Shea

of u

you shouldn't

u feed into my delulu

10:55 PM

it's YOUR fault

10:55 PM

I love you so much

Shea

u feed into my delulu

yeah because i want you to be delulu for me

Shea

it's YOUR fault

wdym my fault i literally did nothing

Shea

I love you so much

i love you more baby

I am the biggest slut for you

you are my only slut ofc you're the biggest

10:56 PM

i'd give my life for u so

let me

10:57 PM

love u

10:57 PM

in peace

i'm not gonna stop u baby

10:57 PM

mwah

10:57 PM

i'm all yours

:))

wyd abhi baby

10:59 PM

where are u

10:59 PM

how are u

10:59 PM

can i hold ur boobs

YES

okay for logistical purposes i need to see them before i hold them

11:00 PM

so

satan

wyd abhi baby

in bed

11:00 PM

sigh

it'd be really helpful if u sent me a pic of them

Shea

in bed

tucked in

11:01 PM

?

not really

i wanna tuck u in

11:02 PM

and then sleep w my fingers in u

wet rn

11:02 PM

brb

where from

night routine

does any of it involve missing me

all of it

good girl

thank u daddy

i love you soso much

ilysm more

aww

11:19 PM

i'll llet u have it

u always do

because you're my pretty girl

11:20 PM

i'm always gonna let u have it

butterflies

11:21 PM

I'm your pretty girl

11:21 PM

I'm yours

only mine

11:21 PM

and mine forever

Shea

butterflies

they suit u

11:21 PM

hubbybear, ur name rn

11:21 PM

it brings me so much comfort

11:21 PM

like

11:21 PM

wow he's mine

11:22 PM

he's my hubby

11:22 PM

he's mine forever

11:22 PM

he loves me

11:22 PM

WOW

ofcourse i do baby

11:22 PM

who else would i even love

11:22 PM

you're the one perfect girl in this world

sm butterflies w every word u say daddy

because they look good on u baby

11:23 PM

atp i just wanna keep saying nonsense to u

11:24 PM

just for the sake of talking to u

do it

satan

because they look good on u baby

BLUSHING

not rn i'm not gonna run out of things to say to u

hehe

11:25 PM

my favourite boy

i love being ur favboy

yay

11:25 PM

mineeee

11:25 PM

mwah

if u were someone else's it'd suck so much

11:25 PM

i am SO glad you're mine

aw baby

and only mine

11:26 PM

CAN YOU IMAGINE

11:26 PM

how much it would suck

11:26 PM

seeing the perfect girl

11:26 PM

but seeing her be w someone else

damn

you're mine

11:26 PM

and you're my perfect girl

11:26 PM

and i'm always gonna make sure everyone knows you're mine

and ofcourse i'm always gonna make sure that i do my best to try to make u happy

11:27 PM

that goes without saying

yaar

kya hua

why r u so far

idk baby

11:29 PM

i wanna be holding u SO bad

11:29 PM

BUT

11:29 PM

WAIT UNTIL I GET BACK HOME

come to me ❤️

i will

11:30 PM

and i'll be in ur arms

11:30 PM

and i'll hold u so tight

11:30 PM

and kiss u all over

also cum to me

i do.

11:30 PM

woah

when she's as crazy as me

I've never felt so loved before

11:30 PM

u cum to me baby

I REALLY DO

11:31 PM

does that make you happy?

wow amazing

11:31 PM

DUDE IM UR PERSONAL WHORE

11:31 PM

DUH

Shea

DUDE IM UR PERSONAL WHORE

this makes me SO happy

so how many times

11:31 PM

how often

11:32 PM

when was the last time

like

11:32 PM

yesterday

11:32 PM

i was thinking abt ur boobs

but like to ME

11:32 PM

WOAH

YEAH TO YOU

WOWWWWE

baby you don't know the power your boobs hold over me

Shea

WOWWWWE

you're as sex crazy as me

11:32 PM

i love it

my boobs are carrying this relationship

11:33 PM

amazing

honestly

11:33 PM

i'd volunteer to give up half my organs just to see ur boobs once more

baby WHAT

11:33 PM

YEAH

I'm all yours

you do not understand

my body

i LOVE those titties

my boobs

11:34 PM

awh thank you they love u more

11:34 PM

when her body is mine

it is

i am so happy rn

why

Shea

I'm all yours

because of this

Shea

awh thank you they love u more

and this

11:36 PM

SHE'S MINE

11:36 PM

I'VE WON AT LIFE

11:37 PM

obviously

mwahh

11:38 PM

wyd baby rn

literally

11:39 PM

got in bed

11:39 PM

texting u

aw

and shit

is anyone in bed w u

11:39 PM

or near u

brotherrr

can i call or podcast anyways

no

can i steal ur heart

11:40 PM

again

yes

11:40 PM

baby

yes my love

don't leave me please

why would i leave you

11:41 PM

i would never leave you baby

idk

it's okay i get it

i really love you

11:41 PM

really

11:41 PM

truly

11:41 PM

idk what I'll be or do without you

11:42 PM

you're my everything baby

baby

11:42 PM

you're also my world

11:42 PM

i cannot leave you

11:42 PM

ever

11:42 PM

i'll be homeless and alone baby

11:43 PM

and i'm always gonna be with u all the time every step of ur life

awh youre so amazing aaaaa

11:43 PM

Shea

awh youre so amazing aaaaa

i'm literally just talking to u

Shea

you're my everything baby

this made me so happy tho

everything

11:43 PM

I've ever

11:43 PM

asked for

11:43 PM

ever.

what did u ask for

you.

when she specifically asks for just me

funny kind generous understanding

11:44 PM

sweet

11:44 PM

goofy

11:44 PM

switch dom leaning

11:44 PM

passionate

11:44 PM

not toxic

11:44 PM

hopeless lover

11:44 PM

ready to listen to me or change for me

11:44 PM

really really really

11:44 PM

loveable

11:45 PM

literally you

blushing so hard rn

11:45 PM

you made my day

11:45 PM

week

11:45 PM

month

11:45 PM

year

shhh you're so adorable

11:45 PM

i fucking love it

11:45 PM

you're the softest sweetest nicest HUBBYBEAR ever

11:45 PM

I love you soooo much

i love you too baby

11:46 PM

i love you so much

11:46 PM

probably more

1

mio amante mio marito

11:47 PM

ti amo

me omw to translate.google.com

smh mweahhh

Shea

mio amante mio marito

winter and she's still making me melt

if we were under the sheets rn I'd stroke u into warmth

ohmygod

11:50 PM

went breathless there for a second

kiss the heat into you

11:50 PM

awh

11:50 PM

I love you

I LOVE YOU

11:50 PM

literally felt butterflies and i don't feel butterflies

liar

wdym liear

11:50 PM

lier

liear

linear

11:50 PM

liar

satan

linear

is what its gonna look like after i rub it with my Lil hands

11:52 PM

I want uuuuu

it's already looking linear just by talking w u

I could fix that

11:52 PM

️

the masculine urge to jerk off to u rn

11:52 PM

but i wanna talk to u

fuxk

11:52 PM

that's so hot

11:52 PM

you're the only woman i know who finds it hot when someone jerks off to her

11:53 PM

and i love it SO MUCH

had to turn my phone off and take 5 breaths

lmao whyy

cuz that's so hot

the hypermasculine urge to send dickpics

11:54 PM

but not today

satan

you're the only woman i know who finds it hot when someone jerks off to her

trust me every woman finds it hot

11:54 PM

just had to be the right man

Shea

trust me every woman finds it hot

yeah but you're the only woman i love

11:54 PM

so you're the only one who matters to me

the man I'll give up my life for jerking off to me??? losing my shit

that is so hot

11:55 PM

the fact that u find it hot is so hot

satan

the hypermasculine urge to send dickpics

no words bcs mind just went internet explorer

LMAO

11:55 PM

i love you so much

YES PLS

11:55 PM

ilym

ill send u dicpics when ur on vacation

okay daddy

OH

11:56 PM

btw

mhm

do u think it'll be too soon/fast abhi if i ask u to write my name on ur boobs

11:56 PM

when ur on vacay

I'll decide then

11:56 PM

let's see

okay baby

:)

i'm cool with whatever you decide so just decide on what u feel comfortable with

11:57 PM

never want u to feel pressured

11:57 PM

mwah

okay love

11:57 PM

ur so perfect how did i bag u

ikr

11:57 PM

can't understand

call my girl diamond cause she one in a gazillion

11:58 PM

now about jerking off to me

11:58 PM

PLEASE DO IT

i am

11:58 PM

i'm simultaneously talking to u

you are????? damn

yeah babyy

tell me what u think of

rn

11:59 PM

im thinking of ur boobs

keywords work

also all the stuff u used to tell me when you'd spend nights w markers in u

11:59 PM

how u used to jerk off

11:59 PM

all the stuff i remember

you're so hot

says my personal pornstar

you love me being a slut for you yeah?

baby

12:00 AM

you being my slut is so hot

12:00 AM

idek how to express it

I'm so downbsd for you that if you told me to strip and jerk off rn I'd do it

oh yeah?

i love being your slut so much

12:01 AM

yes daddy

what're you wearing rn

I'll do anything for you

12:02 AM

tshirt shorts

and inside?

black lace

oh

12:02 AM

good girl

thank you

12:03 AM

i was waiting for you to ask hehe

Shea

i was waiting for you to ask hehe

aw such a cute whore

12:03 AM

i've been wanting to ask for so long

12:03 AM

a day's not a day if i don't know what underwear you're wearing

i made sure I was wearing what you like yesterday and today since we opened up the convo

12:04 AM

waiting for you to use me

12:04 AM

such a thoughtful and ready little slut

always daddy

do you have pillows

yes

grind on them for me w ur clothes on baby

okay daddy

good girl

am i allowed to touch myself

also if u can record yourself moaning that'd be great

Shea

am i allowed to touch myself

no

12:05 AM

not rn

12:05 AM

just grind abhi

okay daddy

mwah

satan

also if u can record yourself moaning that'd be great

hey brothers still sleeping

oh he's next to you?

a bed apart

12:06 AM

same room though??

what a dirty slut

ofcourse

12:06 AM

anything for my daddy

thats how i like her

12:06 AM

when she's willing to do anything for u

I'll do anything for my daddy

i love you so much my baby

12:07 AM

keep telling me how grinding goes

12:07 AM

how are you feeling

I'm feeling hot

12:08 AM

it feels so good

12:08 AM

thinking about you

it does?

yes daddy

12:08 AM

i wanna grind on you just like this

12:09 AM

arch my back and moan

12:09 AM

you'll like that right daddy?

ofcourse i will baby

me being your desperate little bitch

i wanna grab ur neck

please god

12:09 AM

ruin me

i want to

12:10 AM

i want your makeup to run all over your face and i want you to fuckin tear up

i wanna be that for you daddy

12:11 AM

can I touch my boobs

12:11 AM

unhook my bra

do u really want to touch your boobs

i really want you touching them

12:12 AM

hence yes

aw

12:12 AM

needy little whore

12:12 AM

i won't let you touch your boobs rn

12:12 AM

but remove your shorts

12:12 AM

be in your panties and tshirt

yes daddy

12:13 AM

thank you so much

you're welcome my baby

12:13 AM

you know

12:13 AM

random fact i can also jerk off to a pic of just your underwear

you're talented

it's all you baby

ugh have I ever told you how much I love this

being a whore?

ofcourse and you jerking off to me

ofcourse you do you're my pornstar

it's so hot like yes please daddy

12:15 AM

jerk off the thought of me bouncing on your hard cock

12:15 AM

moaning your name

12:16 AM

begging for more

12:16 AM

please

yeahh

12:16 AM

honestly

12:16 AM

i really just wanna grope ur boobs the first thing i do when i meet u sometimes

you should:)

12:16 AM

full permission

are you being fr (edited)

I'm fr

OMG FUCK I WILL

12:17 AM

OH MY FUCKING GOD

id love that baby

12:17 AM

just you

12:17 AM

it's only you forever

you're all mine

12:18 AM

meeting you for the first timme andd groping your boobs fuck

12:18 AM

can i discreetly grope and pinch ur ass in public

sure

oh good lord im in heaven

:))

12:19 AM

making me so happy rh

what are you doing rn baby

rn

12:19 AM

still grinding daddy

good girl

12:19 AM

how do u feel

12:20 AM

are you wet yet

i was wet during the conversation

aw

12:20 AM

needy lil slut

I feel so good and desperate

you should

i wanna be railed by you senseless

12:20 AM

also baby will u be comf w sending me a pic of ur underwear rn

Shea

i wanna be railed by you senseless

you don't even know all the things i wanna do to u

probably not I'm sorry

hey

12:21 AM

BABYY

12:21 AM

don't be sorry abt it

12:21 AM

it's okay like i always say for me it's whatever you're comfortable with

12:21 AM

don't ever be sorry pls

ty daddy

i love u baby

12:21 AM

also

you're the best i love you

u can grope ur boobs now

WOAH

Shea

you're the best i love you

i have to be the best because i'm yours and i have to get u what u deserve

you're so fucking hot

12:23 AM

daddy what are you doing right now

im jerking off to u baby

12:23 AM

thinking abt what a pathetic slut you are

are you stroking your pretty cock to me?

12:23 AM

for me omg

and thinking abt groping u when we meet

you're the best

Shea

for me omg

yes baby i am

Shea

you're the best

ofc my love anything for u

squeezing my boobs for you

12:24 AM

thinking about you

12:24 AM

can I go faster please

okay baby

12:24 AM

you can

thank you omgdggg

keep telling me how u feel

my husband

aww

12:25 AM

wifey

made me wet

12:25 AM

I feel so good

12:25 AM

thinking about you

Shea

made me wet

good i want the spot under u to be a puddle

gooning my mind out

12:26 AM

to the thought of you touching me

12:26 AM

it feels amazing

12:26 AM

i feel so needy

good

i need that dick in me

thats how i want u to be all the time

12:26 AM

needy for me

yes daddy

12:27 AM

i wanna be your free use slut

i wanna choke u and slap u

12:27 AM

and call u my whore

yes please

12:27 AM

spit in my mouth and cum in me

and then treat u like a princess when we're done

Shea

spit in my mouth and cum in me

yes baby

you're the love of my life

my personal cumdump

my daddy

Shea

you're the love of my life

so are you baby

12:28 AM

you're my only one

i wanna be whimpering and crying

12:28 AM

begging for more and thanking you

12:29 AM

telling you how much I love every inch

12:29 AM

every slap

12:29 AM

every stroke

12:29 AM

I want you to ruin me

fuck

12:29 AM

just

12:29 AM

fuck

please use me daddy

12:30 AM

cum all over my titties and grope me like the slut I am

i need to get my hands on u so badly rn

i need your hands on me I'm ddying not being able to touch myself

12:30 AM

I'm such a whore daddy I need to be used and pounded senseless

12:30 AM

please use me

i will baby

12:31 AM

i'm gonna use you so bad

please omg

LMAO

12:31 AM

jerking off is what pumped the veins on my hand

12:31 AM

fucking hilarious

i miss u sm rn btw

12:31 AM

LMAO

Shea

i miss u sm rn btw

aw baby

12:31 AM

you know

12:31 AM

now i want u to try and finger urself

i wanna be in your arms baby, your hand on my neck

satan

now i want u to try and finger urself

wait fr??

12:32 AM

fuck yes

yes my slut

12:32 AM

fr

thank you daddy

ofcourse baby

12:32 AM

do you have a pen or something

rubbing my clit

12:33 AM

yes

12:33 AM

i do

Shea

rubbing my clit

jerking off to the thought of u

so hor

12:33 AM

t

Shea

yes

i want you to fuck yourself with it

gets me wet everytime

12:33 AM

yes daddy

and then sleep with it in you without panties

okay daddy

12:33 AM

I'll do that

such a good slut

i love you so much you make me feel like you're whore and it's the best feeling in the entire world

12:34 AM

your*

your so adorable baby

12:35 AM

my cute little horny slut

I love this

12:35 AM

I'm fucking myself w the pen

you know tomorrow if you're in the mood i want u to hold in ur pee atleast up to the afternoon

i really wish it was your dick rn

and spend the whole day with the pen in u

Shea

i really wish it was your dick rn

it will be soon enough baby

12:35 AM

just let me get back home we'll have the time of our lives

your dick pounding me

12:36 AM

fucking the shit out of me

12:36 AM

okg

12:36 AM

omg

12:36 AM

what a needy whore

12:36 AM

you're so fucking horny

12:36 AM

i love it

12:36 AM

i love you

I'm always horny for you daddy

12:37 AM

24/7 free to use whore

12:37 AM

anytime

makes me so happy

always ready for u

mwah

pinch ur nipples for me

daddy what are u doing

12:38 AM

yes

Shea

daddy what are u doing

im jerking off baby

12:38 AM

to you

butterflies everytime

aww

12:38 AM

my baby

will you please tell me when you're close daddy?

yes my love i will

thank u sm

what are you doing

pinching my nipple, fucking myself with a pen

12:39 AM

controlling my moans

aw lmaoo

i desperately need u

what a mess

fr

my mess

i need you to throw me around

12:40 AM

own me

12:40 AM

fuck me

12:40 AM

make me scream

pull your hair

fuck yes

you're such a sub i love it

I'm your subby whore

12:41 AM

at ur command

yes baby

i love you

12:41 AM

i love you more

12:41 AM

mwah

12:41 AM

my pretty slut

hehe

12:41 AM

daddy can I go faster

no baby

12:41 AM

not rn

please

nope

fuvkkk

12:43 AM

okay daddy

what happened baby

I'm so needy

you are

12:43 AM

i love you like this

i need your fingers this pen ain't it

aw lmao

I want you to use me

12:44 AM

please use me papi

check whatsapp baby

FUCK FUCK CYCK

12:45 AM

FUVK

12:45 AM

YES

oh yeah?

THOSE LONG PRETTY FINGERS

12:45 AM

yes please

12:45 AM

please

awww

i need them so bad mygod

ur so cute i love you

i fucking needyou

good

12:46 AM

keep needing me like this forever

please let me go faster daddy

12:46 AM

i willl

not rn baby

how long

ill tell u

okay

yeahh

12:47 AM

mwah

thank you daddy

ofcourse baby

I love being your whore so much

12:47 AM

your leaking cunt

good you're my whore forever now

Shea

your leaking cunt

yeahhh

yayyy

12:48 AM

i wanna hold ur boobs so bad

12:48 AM

and teasee ur nipples

please touch me inappropriately

12:49 AM

in all the places u deem fit

yes baby

as fast as hard

12:49 AM

I'm yours

and ill do it in public

altogether

12:49 AM

YES

12:50 AM

I'll hold your arm so tight as you finger me with the same arm

aww

begging for u

fuck youre so good

moaning ur name

12:51 AM

mhm please please daddy

i wanna tease ur pussy from over ur clothes under the table while were out (edited)

fuck yes

12:52 AM

everywhere.

12:52 AM

I'll use my heels to trail up your pants

fuck yes

I'll sit on ur fucking lap ffs and you can push me to grind on yoi

12:53 AM

no one has to know what you're making your filthy slut do daddy

12:53 AM

yes baby

12:53 AM

itll be only me n u

12:53 AM

me and my slut

12:53 AM

yes daddy

12:54 AM

i wantu

Shea

I'll sit on ur fucking lap ffs and you can push me to grind on yoi

im thinking abt all of this and jerking off

please daddy let me go faster

12:54 AM

yes fuck

Shea

please daddy let me go faster

no baby not yet

I'll be under your desk

12:54 AM

at your office

12:54 AM

sucking you off

12:54 AM

whenever you want

fuck yeah

I'll be your bitch forever

i love you baby

i love you so much daddy

i wanna grind against ur ass

I'm so wet

12:57 AM

yes please

Shea

I'm so wet

as you should be for me

always.

good girl

I live for ur validation

12:57 AM

ill give u all the validation u need baby

yes pls

i love you

12:59 AM

okay baby

12:59 AM

you can go faster

fuck tysm

12:59 AM

daddy

mwah

are you close?

yes bab

1:01 AM

y

1:01 AM

im getting close

1:01 AM

you?

mhm daddy

how do u feel

1:02 AM

also what are u doing rn

jerking off for you daddy

1:03 AM

I feel so needy

good girl

I want you in me so bad

1:04 AM

please tell me when ur about to cum

im thinking of burying my dick in you

Shea

please tell me when ur about to cum

okay baby

yes please put your hard dick deep in me

1:04 AM

i wanna get stretched out with every inch

im about to cum baby

please cum for me daddy

i will

I want you to fill me up

1:07 AM

so good

baby

1:08 AM

i came so hard

1:08 AM

thinking of groping ur boobs

awhhh

wbu baby

I just came so fucking hard

oh yeah?

1:12 AM

did you think of me

OFCOURSE

tell me how did u come

i thought about your fingers in me and you calling me names

1:14 AM

and how I'm a slut for u

you're such a good girl

1:14 AM

is the pen inside you baby

yes daddy

satan

you're such a good girl

red rn

Shea

yes daddy

good

1:14 AM

sleep with it in u

hey I kinda read up

1:14 AM

on pens and markers

yeah?

they're not good

1:15 AM

i mean like

OH.

yk I'll just have to arrange a dildo smh

yeah but no more pens and markers

1:15 AM

your health is utmost priority

yes sir

mwah

1:15 AM

mwah

1:15 AM

brb

Shea

yk I'll just have to arrange a dildo smh

you could just wait for me to come over

Shea

brb

where from

had toclean up n shit

call that me effect

sigh

1:40 AM

mf

1:40 AM

I love u

1:40 AM

sm

i love you more baby

1:40 AM

i love you a lot

1:40 AM

endlessly

1:40 AM

unconditionally

hehe

1:42 AM

feeling lovedddd

you should

I feel so pretty rn

that's like my one purpose on this planet

Shea

I feel so pretty rn

OH YOU DO?

1:43 AM

OMG YAY

yeah prolly bcs im

1:43 AM

red n shit

1:43 AM

worked up

that made me so happy

yeah red for me

1:43 AM

mwah

1:43 AM

always gonna be my girl

1:44 AM

and my girl is pretty as FUCK

woahhh chill cowboy

1:44 AM

i do love my eyes tho i agree

Shea

i do love my eyes tho i agree

SEE

Shea

woahhh chill cowboy

are you saying you're not mine

i burnt my hand

BABY

only a little

HOW

1:52 AM

run it under cold water

touched the oil heater's really hot metal

1:52 AM

:(

oh no

i did ofc

1:52 AM

it hurts

u put it in cold water?

ofc i did first aid I'm not dumb

yeah but

1:53 AM

i wanna be there to help u out

1:53 AM

this is so unfair of the universe it can't hurt u when I'm not around to take care of u

i know right

1:54 AM

:(

awh baby

1:54 AM

i wanna kiss u and make u forget abt the pain

please

1:56 AM

i need u so much rn

when the world is against my baby

1:56 AM

I'll fight the world for u

awwww

1:57 AM

my baby

1:57 AM

you're the best

baby this is bare minimum

fuck I'm so in love

as you should be because I love you tooo

smh

mwah

1:59 AM

and please take care of your hand shortcake

i want you

2:02 AM

why the electric plug

idk

2:05 AM

can u podcast fir 2 mins

2:05 AM

say gn

i love how random you are

pls

okay can u gimme like 5 mins

yes hubby

2:05 AM

why tho

im filling up hot water

2:06 AM

also i have to wash my face

2:06 AM

I'll be able to podcast once I'm back in my room

satan

im filling up hot water

whyy

pick up ill explain

satan started a call that lasted 1 minutes 21/12/2023 2:08 AM

Shea started a call that lasted 2 minutes 21/12/2023 2:10 AM

hii

2:10 AM

omg heyyyy

2:10 AM

right

2:11 AM

lmfao

2:11 AM

I love your voice

2:11 AM

I love u

2:11 AM

AAAAA

2:11 AM

I wanted to hear u say gn

2:11 AM

ily mwah

2:12 AM

Me more

2:12 AM

yes omg i will

2:12 AM

okok

2:12 AM

ur the best :)

ofcourse baby

2:12 AM

anything for u

I'm gonna sleep so well

also i enjoy podcasting as much as u do

2:13 AM

probably more

Shea

I'm gonna sleep so well

aww

2:13 AM

that makes me so happy

2:13 AM

imagine how well you'd sleep when im holding u in my arms

satan

imagine how well you'd sleep when im holding u in my arms

I just imagined that

2:16 AM

u know what

what baby

today i was talking to my friends

2:16 AM

andthey said

2:16 AM

there's no good men

2:17 AM

all men are racist

2:17 AM

men are bitches

2:17 AM

etc

2:17 AM

and i was at the back of the call telling them to stfu

2:17 AM

because you

aww

2:17 AM

man i love that sm

and I'm like nah this guy is a gift from God straight up

baby

2:18 AM

im bare minimum

2:18 AM

but that feels so nice

2:19 AM

be the reason she's hopeful about something

2:19 AM

be the hope in this sorrowful world

2:19 AM

honestly couldn't have asked for more

2:22 AM

do you wanna sleep

do u

2:23 AM

when do u have to wake up tomorrow

2:25 AM

have i made u listen to loote

6

2:25 AM

no

Shea

no

im gonna

okay

i love their songs

2:26 AM

okay baby u should sleep

not without you

aw

2:26 AM

okay then let's sleep

2:26 AM

i love you baby

i love being ur girl

this isn't even the beginning of it baby

2:29 AM

life together just gets

2:29 AM

better

2:29 AM

from here

2:29 AM

you have my word

promise

i promise my love

2:30 AM

im gonna do everything in my power to make life better for u

i love you too much

that's a good thing

2:31 AM

i love you so much

:)

2:31 AM

meri jaan

i love it when u call me that

mwahhhh

2:32 AM

goodnight sunshine

let's sleep

I'm so sleepy

imma sleep w youuuuu

2:33 AM

:)

yes please

goodnight my love

2:33 AM

i wanna dream of u

2:35 AM

im so sleepy too

morning

goodmorning my love

hiiii

7:51 AM

when'd u wake up

i didn't yet

7:51 AM

half sleepy

7:51 AM

u?

awh my love

7:52 AM

around 7

7:52 AM

you're so cute baby

Shea

you're so cute baby

im also all urs

Shea

around 7

did u sleep well

kinda

what happened baby

i slept 3 hours boo

8:18 AM

I'm dead

aw

8:19 AM

baby tonight we'll sleep early

thank you

also let's try to get some sleep in the afternoon

csnt

8:24 AM

busy day

okay my love

8:24 AM

what's today looking like

work

college apps?

https://youtu.be/ICxswXG87lI?si=9_uvlSYjvB6tAWEF

tom cardy

Scomo Sings

whats app

okay

uninstalling this app for a while

3:14 PM

don't text me on WhatsApp

3:14 PM

r

okay baby

rn

lmk when it's okay to text yeah?

yeah

love u and take care

3:14 PM

byee